The taxi ride to the mall felt longer than it should have. I sat in the back seat, wiping my face every few seconds as if I could erase the redness from my eyes. When we stopped, I paid without counting the change and headed inside, scanning the building until I spotted a coffee shop tucked in the corner.
I didn’t waste time. I ordered the first thing I saw on the menu, found a table, and pulled out my phone. “Amirah…” I said her name softly, my voice already cracking. The tears I’d been holding back started to build again. [B! Hey… Are you crying? Where are you? Are you okay? Please tell me where you are—I’m coming.] A watery smile tugged at my lips. Only one word from me, and she was already panicking. “A-Are you free today?” My voice shook as I asked. My coffee and bread arrived, the scent warm and familiar, but I had no appetite. [I’m always free for you, B. You know that…] She meant it. In ten years of friendship, she had never once turned me down. We met when her family moved into our subdivision—two shy ten-year-olds whose parents happened to be friends. “Can you pick me up?” [Of course! Where?] “The mall. I’ll text you exactly where I am.” [Okay… I’m on my way. Wait for me.] The call ended, and I exhaled slowly, my chest tight. Amirah was one of those rare people who showed up—always, without conditions. I sent her my location and sipped my coffee, though my throat felt too tight to swallow. Minutes later, the glass door of the shop swung open. “B! Oh my gosh, your eyes are swollen again! What happened?” Her voice was sharp with worry as she rushed over. “A…” I tried to speak, but my lips trembled. The tears broke through, spilling faster than I could stop them. Amirah’s own eyes glistened. She bit her lip hard before pulling me into her arms. “Shhh… I’m here. You can tell me everything. Cry all you want—I don’t care who’s watching,” she whispered, rubbing slow circles on my back. “I’m t-tired… I’m in p-pain…” I hiccupped between sobs. “I hurt t-them… I ruined them—” “It’s not your fault, B. It’s your parents. You can’t take that blame.” She cupped my face firmly, forcing me to meet her gaze. “But I can feel it, A… The pain they caused. It’s like it’s mine too. And I feel so guilty.” She wiped my cheeks, her own lips pressed tight. “I want to disappear for a while,” I choked out. “Away from them. Away from this life. Please… help me.” “You don’t have to beg. I’ll help you. We’ll run away from the people who hurt you. I swear.” Her promise was so fierce that I felt something loosen inside me. “Thank you.” We didn’t linger in the shop. Soon, we were in her car, the city blurring past as I stared out the window. “Are you okay? Want to eat?” she asked after a while. I shook my head. “No, thanks.” “Then sleep. We’re still a bit far. Rest, B—you need it.” “Is it okay if we don’t talk?” “Of course. I’ll put on a playlist. Close your eyes.” I obeyed, letting the music fade into the hum of the engine. My exhaustion pulled me under quickly. When I woke, the seat beside me was empty. The front window was rolled down, letting in a cool wind that smelled faintly of salt. I turned—and froze. The sky was painted in deep orange, its glow melting into the calm stretch of the sea. Waves rolled gently against the shore, unhurried and unbothered by the world. “You’re awake!” Amirah’s voice called from behind me. “Where were you?” I asked, stepping out. “In the rest house,” she said with a grin. “Rest house? Whose?” My eyes followed her gesture toward a two-story home. “Mine.” I blinked. “You have a resort?!” She laughed. “Mommy doesn’t know—so zip it!” We walked toward the place, my curiosity growing with every step. “I keep clothes here,” she said casually. “We’re the same size—you can use them. They’re all new.” Inside, I was stunned. The living room was immaculate, with a plush sofa set and a flat-screen TV dominating one wall. The kitchen gleamed, stocked with fresh food and every appliance you could think of. “You come here often?” I asked as we climbed the stairs. “Sometimes.” “You clean this all yourself?” “Yeah. Why?” “Just thought you’d have a caretaker.” “I like doing it. And it’s good to be prepared… You know how it is in the business world. One day, my parents might try to marry me off. This way, I’m ready to be a runaway bride.” I laughed, shaking my head. “You should’ve told me. I’d have joined you.” “You didn’t ask. Besides—Steve? Your world, remember?” Her words stung. Steve. Who no longer looked at me the same way. Who maybe never would again. “Come on,” she said gently. “We’re here to relax.” Upstairs, a wide veranda overlooked the beach. Two bedrooms faced each other, each warm and inviting. We changed clothes and went back down. “It’s almost night. Drink at the beach?” she suggested. “Sure.” She returned with a cooler of beer and a bag of chips, and we settled into the sand, the sea whispering beside us. “What’s this place called?” I asked. “Haven Island.” “Nice. Feels like the world’s miles away from here.” She studied me for a moment. “So… tell me what happened.” I told her everything. “God, B… Why is the business world like that? Marrying off children for money? They treat people like assets.” “They only care about the company. And the money. I pity Nicole… She doesn’t deserve this. I’m not blaming you, I just hate what your parents are doing.” “I hate them too,” I admitted quietly. “They’ll do anything for profit—even destroy lives.” “That’s how it is. We’re just unlucky enough to be their bargaining chips.” She wasn’t wrong. We were commodities to them. “Unfortunately, we’re only children. We have no choice,” I murmured. “Maybe. But if it ever happens to me, they won’t find me. And you? Would you go through with it?” I hesitated. Maybe running away with her wasn’t such a bad idea. “Will you help me if it comes to that?” “As always. You can stay here from now on if you want. Don’t wait for the wedding.” “Is it safe here?” “Completely. And if you don’t like it, we’ll leave the country.” “They’ll freeze our cards immediately,” I warned. She grinned. “Which is why I empty mine every day and stash the cash here. Let them have the card—I’ll still have my money.” I stared at her, impressed. “Oh my God, A. Genius.” “So? What do you say? Game? Run away, heiress?” And for the first time in days, I smiled for real. There’s nothing wrong with choosing happiness on my own terms. I just want to feel like me. To breathe freely without pretending. More than anything… I need peace.I erased what had happened that day. Or at least, I tried to. I kept silent. He heard nothing from me, and he said nothing either.We fell back into our routine, as if nothing had happened. Back to what was "normal" for us. Normal meaning... I was his wife, but I didn't exist in his life. Normal, meaning, we sometimes ate together, but it was like strangers sharing a table at a restaurant. No greetings, no small talk. Just silence.And I told myself it was fine. At least he no longer came home drunk, because now, he drank inside the house.But one night, that illusion shattered.Because Steve came home...with a woman.I froze when I opened the door. My eyes widened, my heart dropped. They weren't just standing together—they were kissing. His mouth pressed against hers so hungrily, as though the world didn't exist.I couldn't look away. I hated myself for watching, but it felt like being stabbed again and again, and my body refused to move. They only stopped when they noticed me."Oh!
My plan to wake up early, so Steve wouldn't realize what had happened, failed. Because when I opened my eyes, he was already gone. I didn't know what his reaction had been when he woke up and saw me beside him last night. Or if he had even noticed at all.I sat against the headboard, clutching Steve's comforter tightly around me. My eyes closed as fear crept into me—fear that maybe, now, he hated me even more. After all, the one beside him wasn't Nicole.The sound of the bathroom door startled me. My breath caught in my throat when he walked out. The man I had been waiting for, the man who haunted my every thought. His hair was wet, a towel wrapped low on his hips, his bare chest glistening.I pulled the blanket higher, hiding myself, my heart racing with a mixture of shame and longing. He looked at me without expression as he rubbed his hair dry."What are you still doing there? Why don't you get dressed and go back to your room?" His voice was cold, detached, before he disappeared i
I noticed that Steve had been leaving for several days. He never ate here anymore, so I always ended up eating alone. I didn't know where he went, but he always came home drunk. Not too drunk, though—he could still manage to drive himself back. Every time he was drunk, I often screamed at him, but in the end, I ignored it all, even though it hurt me deeply. I forced myself to understand.And now, here I am, waiting for him to come home again. No matter how many times he kicks me out, I don't care. I don't know when it began, but... my crush on him grew into something heavier, something more painful. I woke up one day realizing I wanted to take care of him, that I wanted him to accept me too. I wanted to keep Nicole's request—that I shouldn't get tired of Steve. Because I wanted to believe, even just a little, that one day he would learn to love me back.The sound of the door startled me, and I immediately stood to open it. Honestly, I wouldn't be surprised if one day the door broke do
We now stood before a large house inside the subdivision, Steve’s house. It was a gift from his parents. We could have had two maids, but Steve refused. His reason to our parents was that we needed to “learn.” But I knew the truth. He simply didn’t want them here.When we entered, the house was spotless and fully furnished.“There are two rooms here. I don’t want anyone in my room,” Steve said flatly before walking off.He carried his belongings upstairs while I stared at my suitcase. Then I looked up at the stairs. With no choice, I heaved a deep sigh. I had to carry it myself. It was heavy and tiring, but I eventually managed to drag it up. The moment I entered my room, I collapsed onto the bed, exhausted. Sleep almost claimed me until Steve’s knock jarred me awake.“Hey! Cook lunch! I’m hungry!” His voice boomed through the door.I groaned and forced myself up lazily. “Yeah!” I answered, then changed into something comfortable.I went downstairs in pajamas and an oversized shirt, m
The day my parents had been waiting for had finally arrived. But not me. When it’s a day you don’t wish for, it always comes too fast.I stood before the mirror. Dressed in a stunning gown, my face touched with makeup, and my hair neatly styled. I stared at my reflection without emotion. In just a few minutes, we would be leaving for the church. I felt no excitement, only heaviness. The knock on my door jolted me back.“Czes! Come out now, we’re heading to church!” Daddy called from outside.I sighed deeply before standing up and opening the door. There he was, waiting in his black tuxedo. He looked so handsome, so elegant, standing tall and proud. If only this was my marriage to someone I truly loved and who loved me back, I would have praised him wholeheartedly. Instead, I felt like I was only waiting for this wedding to end.Daddy guided me carefully down the stairs until I slipped into the car. Mommy sat in front, silent, while the ride remained quiet from start to finish. None of
Instead of enjoying my day off, here I am, mumbling to myself in my bedroom. No energy to go out. No desire to take a walk just for fun. Whatever I do, my mind stays chained to what’s happening. How can I enjoy anything when my heart is heavy with resentment? I lean back against the headboard and slip my earphones in, letting the music hum faintly. If I could stay here all day, I would. But Daddy said the people bringing my gown were coming to measure me. They said it was already made, and they’d only adjust it if needed. Tss. Before… I used to dream about wearing a beautiful white gown and walking down the aisle. Now, I just hope it won’t happen. Not like this. A knock breaks the stillness. I pull my earphones out, place my phone on the bed, and get up to open the door. Two smiling gay men greet me in unison. Behind them stands Mommy, her face unreadable. “Good morning, ma’am!” they chime together. I want to return the smile, but I can’t—not when my chest feels like this.