Today was the day I’d have lunch with Steve’s family. My chest felt tight with nerves, wondering what his parents might say to me. They probably already knew I wasn’t the woman he’d proposed to, but the one he was forced to marry.
Even though I didn’t want to, I took a shower and dressed myself up. I slipped into my black bodycon dress and matching pumps, adding a single hairpin to the side of my hair. I looked like I was going to a funeral—because in a way, I was. I was mourning the death of my youth, my freedom, my life as I knew it. When I came downstairs, Mommy and Daddy were already waiting. Daddy raised an eyebrow as he looked me over, then smirked. “It’s not obvious you’re mourning the wedding, Czes. Let’s go,” he said. I just followed them outside. I wanted to talk to Mommy, but she avoided me the moment I got close. The distance between us cut deep. She used to take care of me, just the two of us. Now she acted like I didn’t exist—not even a glance. Her coldness hurt. And I hated myself for caring so much. The drive to Deluxe Restaurant in Batangas was silent. Daddy drove, Mommy sat in the passenger seat, and I stared blankly out the window. When we arrived, my heartbeat raced faster. The moment of meeting them again drew closer, and every second felt heavier. Whenever I saw Steve, I couldn’t help but remember the look on his girlfriend’s face the night everything changed. At a long table inside, four people were already waiting. Steve’s family screamed wealth. They stood as we approached—well, everyone except Steve, who only rose after his father shot him a look. “Pleasure to finally meet you, Mr. and Mrs. Dela Cruz,” Steve’s father greeted warmly, shaking my parents’ hands. “So do I, Mr. Harrisson. And to your wife as well,” Daddy replied. “Oh, by the way, this is my eldest, Lincoln Asher.” Lincoln shook Daddy’s hand politely. Steve, meanwhile, looked utterly uninterested. In seconds, the elders had ordered lunch, and conversation flowed—mostly about business—while Steve and I ate quietly. When the plates were cleared, the topic shifted. “So, when’s the wedding?” Steve’s mother asked bluntly. “Mom!” Steve snapped. “What? That’s why we’re here.” “She’s not my fiancée!” Steve’s voice sharpened. “Oh, you mean Nicole?” his mother asked. “Yes! Nicole is my fiancée, not her.” He shot me a glare that made me lower my eyes. “Well, not anymore,” his father cut in. “What?” Steve’s brows drew together. “You’re not marrying Nicole. You’re marrying Ms. Dela Cruz,” his father said, glancing at me with a smile. “But Dad! That’s not what you promised!” Steve’s voice rose. “You told me you’d find a way to stop this ridiculous marriage!” “I changed my mind. Nicole doesn’t suit our family. She’s poor and from a broken home. Brianna is beautiful, kind, and just as wealthy as we are. See the difference?” his mother added, nodding. Steve’s jaw tightened. “You want the difference? Here it is—Nicole is the one I love. Only she can complete me. Yes, they’re different, but the biggest difference? I love Nicole. And I hate you.” His eyes locked on mine. “Steve!” his father barked. The words hit like a knife, but I held my tears in. “What’s the point of marrying her if I don’t love her?” Steve went on. Daddy’s voice cut in sharply. “So what’s your girlfriend’s reaction to the fact that you slept with my daughter the night you proposed to her?” My heart dropped. “Daddy! What are you doing?” Steve glared. “Don’t you dare—” “Oh, I don’t need to tell her,” Daddy said, smirking. “She already heard it herself.” My stomach twisted as Daddy gestured toward another table. A woman stood slowly. My breath caught—Nicole. Her eyes shimmered with tears, her lip trembling. “C-congratulations,” she choked out to Steve. “You weren’t planning to tell me, were you? But thanks… I heard everything.” Steve’s arrogant mask shattered instantly. “B-baby…” he whispered, stepping toward her. Nicole’s tears fell freely. “That’s right, sir,” she said to his father. “I may be poor, but I’m not a bad person.” She slid the ring off her finger. “N-no… baby, no…” Steve’s voice cracked, but Lincoln held him back. Nicole placed the ring on the table. “Congrats. I wish you the best—reach our dream… with her.” She gave me a brief, heartbroken glance before walking away. Steve struggled against his brother’s grip until he finally broke free, running after her. Outside, he wrapped his arms around her from behind, shaking. She pulled away, crying harder, and ran. He chased her but stopped in the middle of the road, falling to his knees, screaming her name. Tears finally escaped my eyes. “Go get your brother, Asher,” Steve’s father ordered. His mother was wiping at her eyes; Mommy too. Daddy, however, looked unmoved. “Daddy…” my voice trembled. “That’s enough… I don’t want to get married.” “No. Don’t pity them—think of yourself.” “But Dad, please—” “No! And that’s final!” I stood and ran. Outside, Steve was leaning on his brother for support. When his eyes met mine, they darkened. “Are you happy now?!” he roared. “You ruined us! Nicole left me because of you and your family! And now… I’ll give you the marriage they want—but I’ll make your life a living hell!” His brother held him back, but the rage in his voice froze my blood. I turned and ran—away from him, away from this twisted mess, away from the pain.We now stood before a large house inside the subdivision, Steve’s house. It was a gift from his parents. We could have had two maids, but Steve refused. His reason to our parents was that we needed to “learn.” But I knew the truth. He simply didn’t want them here.When we entered, the house was spotless and fully furnished.“There are two rooms here. I don’t want anyone in my room,” Steve said flatly before walking off.He carried his belongings upstairs while I stared at my suitcase. Then I looked up at the stairs. With no choice, I heaved a deep sigh. I had to carry it myself. It was heavy and tiring, but I eventually managed to drag it up. The moment I entered my room, I collapsed onto the bed, exhausted. Sleep almost claimed me until Steve’s knock jarred me awake.“Hey! Cook lunch! I’m hungry!” His voice boomed through the door.I groaned and forced myself up lazily. “Yeah!” I answered, then changed into something comfortable.I went downstairs in pajamas and an oversized shirt, m
The day my parents had been waiting for had finally arrived. But not me. When it’s a day you don’t wish for, it always comes too fast.I stood before the mirror. Dressed in a stunning gown, my face touched with makeup, and my hair neatly styled. I stared at my reflection without emotion. In just a few minutes, we would be leaving for the church. I felt no excitement, only heaviness. The knock on my door jolted me back.“Czes! Come out now, we’re heading to church!” Daddy called from outside.I sighed deeply before standing up and opening the door. There he was, waiting in his black tuxedo. He looked so handsome, so elegant, standing tall and proud. If only this was my marriage to someone I truly loved and who loved me back, I would have praised him wholeheartedly. Instead, I felt like I was only waiting for this wedding to end.Daddy guided me carefully down the stairs until I slipped into the car. Mommy sat in front, silent, while the ride remained quiet from start to finish. None of
Instead of enjoying my day off, here I am, mumbling to myself in my bedroom. No energy to go out. No desire to take a walk just for fun. Whatever I do, my mind stays chained to what’s happening. How can I enjoy anything when my heart is heavy with resentment? I lean back against the headboard and slip my earphones in, letting the music hum faintly. If I could stay here all day, I would. But Daddy said the people bringing my gown were coming to measure me. They said it was already made, and they’d only adjust it if needed. Tss. Before… I used to dream about wearing a beautiful white gown and walking down the aisle. Now, I just hope it won’t happen. Not like this. A knock breaks the stillness. I pull my earphones out, place my phone on the bed, and get up to open the door. Two smiling gay men greet me in unison. Behind them stands Mommy, her face unreadable. “Good morning, ma’am!” they chime together. I want to return the smile, but I can’t—not when my chest feels like this.
I’d been hiding out at Amirah’s rest house for days. Phones off. No noise from the outside world. The salty wind kept brushing against my skin, warm in the day, cool at night. The ocean whispered just beyond the windows. Out here, I could breathe. But I knew this peace was borrowed. I couldn’t stay too long — not because I didn’t want to — but because in my family’s eyes, disappearing wasn’t allowed. Mommy might be worried. Daddy… only if it risked the deal with Mr. Harrison. “Girl! Come here, quick!” Amirah’s voice floated from the ground floor. I called back, “Why?” “Just come down!” I chuckled under my breath and made my way downstairs. She wasn’t alone. “B, I want you to meet this beautiful family!” Amirah said, pulling me beside her. I leaned toward her ear. “What if they tell Daddy?” “Sheesh. They don’t even know him.” The family smiled — a warm, easy kind of smile that made me straighten my back a little. A couple, two boys maybe a year or two older than us, and tw
I’d been staying at Amirah’s rest house for several days. We both turned off our phones to avoid any disturbance. So far, the quiet, the sea breeze, and the view had been a balm to my mind. But I still tried not to get too caught up in the peace. If I did, I’d start wondering if anyone even cared about me. Especially Mommy. She was probably stressed by now. But Daddy? I knew he’d only start looking for me because of the company merger with Mr. Harrison. “Girl! Come here, quick!” Amirah’s voice rang out from below. I was lying on the veranda, and she was looking up at me. “Why?” “Just come down!” she yelled. I laughed before deciding to go. As I stepped down, I noticed she had company. “Come here, B. I want you to meet this beautiful family!” Amirah beamed, pulling me toward them. “What if they tell Daddy about us?” I whispered. “Sheesh! They don’t even know him!” The family smiled warmly at us—a couple, two sons who looked a little older than us, and two girls somewhere betwee
The taxi ride to the mall felt longer than it should have. I sat in the back seat, wiping my face every few seconds as if I could erase the redness from my eyes. When we stopped, I paid without counting the change and headed inside, scanning the building until I spotted a coffee shop tucked in the corner. I didn’t waste time. I ordered the first thing I saw on the menu, found a table, and pulled out my phone. “Amirah…” I said her name softly, my voice already cracking. The tears I’d been holding back started to build again. [B! Hey… Are you crying? Where are you? Are you okay? Please tell me where you are—I’m coming.] A watery smile tugged at my lips. Only one word from me, and she was already panicking. “A-Are you free today?” My voice shook as I asked. My coffee and bread arrived, the scent warm and familiar, but I had no appetite. [I’m always free for you, B. You know that…] She meant it. In ten years of friendship, she had never once turned me down. We met when her family mo