All private investigators had turned down the case on the first ring and now here they are.
Here they are again all over the news and flashes of light capturing their house in its troubling bliss.
"Why now?" Michael says out loud to nobody. He is alone. He is sitting on the neatly made desk at the centre of his office where there is a swivelling chair behind it and a beautifully designed shelf coated with glass in front.
On a different day, he will realize the air conditioner is high and freezing and his teeth are gnashing difficultly against each other but today he needs the cold. He needs his brain to slow its movements and calculate for a bit.
Michael presses back and sinks into his seat, unsure what to feel. Excitement or the resurfacing of a wound they had wrapped and left behind them. It seems just when they have everything under control, something unforeseen would emerge and pull them down the fall again. His wife. His son. He has to be strong for them; he knows that.
What of Christian? He had seen his long lost sister walk through the front door in a drenched clothe; God knows in what. Will their his boy ever be able to unseen such unpleasant sight? How is he even processing this?
Damn it. He slams his hand on the fine table and tries to pull it off its feet but it would take more than a few bottles of whiskey and an angry man to raise a table sealed with concrete and about six inches of screw down on each end.
His wife had not left the room, she had not stepped out of the room and he is sure she must be crying eyes out. In fact, he's certain of it. He knows she said she will forever hang on to her daughter. He knows she felt guilty as though getting over her child was a crime. She cursed every day she woke up with an empty room opposite Christian's. She cursed herself for putting on the black dress and attending the burial of her own child with the coffin empty. What if she was dead? Would things be different?
***
"Someone took her. Someone took our daughter, Michael. I am standing here. Someone took our daughter."
She was between cries and terror. A panic attack was on the way and Michael could sense it, so could she, knowing it was not a fact. So far, their brains only process facts and what hits deeper than every fact. Laurel is missing. Someone took Laurel. Laurel Brown!
The disturbing face causes him to wrench in the chair but another clip replaces it, and then another, and another, till the day he was on the black – the day they embraced her death.
The flashes continue again and he is standing in front of the door, Laurel falling, he is yearning for her but she is void, just like Sophie's nightmares.
***
He escapes his office into the long corridor, passing walls and vacant rooms they never had the pleasure of using until he reaches his room. He turns the knob and while he braces himself to endure the sobs of his wife, he never expects to be greeted by an empty room and neatly arranged bed.
It is a bad sign. Two things. One, Sophie never laid on the bed. Two, Sophie had made the bed as a means to distract herself, with both options equally as bad as the other. Michael turns immediately and sets to his heels. If one thing he knows about his wife is she grieves solitarily, away from others.
He continues down the series of stairs, then the back door and out a couple of steps to the dark boy's quarter.
He pushes the door and it swings open. Making his way through the darkness, he turns the light on as he passed each. Anxious, he flips the bathroom light on, and a breath of relief escapes his mouth, his eyes, taking a few blinks, measurably satisfied.
"She is supposed to be dead," Sophie murmurs. "We buried her. We fucking did a fucking burial," Sophie continues, hurt, swaying back and forth, arms wrapped around her leg. Michael sits on the floor, ignoring the mixture of alcohol and water and probably vomit.
"But she is not. Sophie," he calls out but she doesn't turn.
"Sophie, she came back and it's a miracle. We should be thankful." he places his hand on her back. Sophie is getting calm but her next question reminds him of everything he had darkened up and have refused to ask even though he knows the same questions are now the nightmares that haunt him.
"Why now? Why would they let her go after twelve years?"
***
He turns into a different position but nothing changes. The same image. The same fragile step after another from the distant end of the street.
He doesn't know the sister that walked in a few days ago, he doesn't know if she is even his sister anymore but he knows those eyes. The amber eyes almost like gold and just like the shiny substance, the gaze lingers longer than normal but he doesn't know what he sees anymore. It is definitely not the innocence of his eight years old sister twelve years ago. Something has changed. Something he is unsure will return to the way it used to be but he sure as hell will find out.
He stands from his bed. He walks out the door. He reached his parent's room and turns the knob but the room is empty. The bed is still as straightened as it can be. He walks in without a word and checks for sounds from the bathroom but no one. He sees the light in the Boys' quarter and his answers are with him already.
He heads to his room, hoping another futile attempt to sleep will pass but as he reaches his room, another thought comes across his mind. I shouldn't do this. He thinks, turning to the other door, and wraps his finger around it then makes the final decision.
Laurel is sleeping gracefully and she looks better than when she first arrived. She still looks like a sick sickle celled human but no longer like a dying one.
He strides towards her, recalling all he had overheard.
"Something is odd about her. I mean, I have been in this job my whole life and have handled cases. This is unlike others. Her wounds are fresh and look like they were inflicted without a struggle." The doctor had said to his father and the detective inside his office.
Christian curls into the bed, setting himself to sleep in her arm.
"I don't mean to say your grief was for nothing, but we should consider the possibilities that your daughter must have done this on her own accord."
Christian for a moment cannot think of his sister running off at the age of eight and even if she did, she would have taken him with her. He is sure of it. The doctor has no idea what he is saying. Some monsters did this to his sister and he knows one day, they will pay for their crime.
"I will examine her further just in case I missed anything but that be done in your home."
Christian closes his eyes as the
words of the doctor hit home. He closes his eyes and there's comfort. He can sleep here. He can sleep in the arms of his elder sister.
Sebastian stands in front of what used to be Agent Hannah. Her charismatic presence now a swollen pale body with blue lips washed up by the side of a river.Her eyes, now an empty vacuum, hollow to show the presence of her missing eye balls. Sebastian closes his eyes first, trying to evade the sight that lays in
The sun blares against the glass wall sending a dim ray into the cafeteria that sits on the side of the road. From the end of the road, one can see inside the building at the table just beside the wall and two people sitting on the same side of the table.The man wears a white top and brown trousers. He leans fur
Sebastian feels a new surge of energy. The truth has its way of coming out the light, that is sure of. His vision might not be what he used to be, and he is coming to realize that sometimes, black isn't really black and white isn't really white. He presses through the night back to Bushkill with two things in his mind. One: he had given the pompous bastards things to ponder about. Two: He knows betrayal well enough to get Laurel to open her bowels.
One year agoEleven years ago, Laurel would never have seen her life to take this turn. A life of crimes and violence, being a survivor and striving to live the next day.
Sebastian stares at the once quiet hut where he had just had a conversation with his newly found favorite old couple. A love he wonders if he would ever have such opportunities with Maria anymore or their story had reached its end that day.The truth of what Maria had said begins to hit him. It is more of a redem
Five Years ago“No. Please No.” Laurel pulls away from the man with all the strength left inside her but nothing she does seems to get her out of his grip.
Truth has taste. A distinctive kind of taste that fills the air and telling you that you are on the right path and about to uncover something hidden, about to pull to the light, something unseen but what happens when the air is tastes like water and the force which it brushes through your skin is nothing but soothing? What happens when you ride down the road to a town you’ve barely been to and against your legal rights as a law enforcer but still, you ride blind, leading with nothing but the words of a prostitute and your hunch.
The sun burns through the sky in its full glory, scorching its way through the skins of the people gathered out in the cemetery. The wind howls carefully, soothing their skins in opposition to the effect of the sun as they stood in all blacks waiting for the young dark-haired girl to finish her speech.Sadness fi
“What? I am getting dropped from the case?” Sebastian presses his lips on a hard line. The words escaping the chief’s mouth feels like a razor piercing through tender tissues of Sebastian’s heart living him drenched in a pool of his own blood. Except there is no blood or any razor, just the vengeance of a hurt double officer.