Lorraine Lebedeva"My mother died in my arms."Raphaël did not react whatsoever which made me happy because I did not want his sympathy, I just wanted his help."When?" he asked, his attention focused on me. "On my birthday." I uttered.His eyes softened as he looked into my eyes. His eyes spoke to me as if he understood what I'm feeling."You want my help to find the person who was behind your mothers death?" He trailed off.I pressed my lips together tugging on the bed sheets. Replying with a nod. "Are you ready?" he asked.I did not know what he meant by his question but personally I knew I was ready and I wanted blood.Raphaël caught me by surprise when he pulled me onto his lap. I pushed my brows together. "You are still wounded. I will hurt you." I said.He stroked my right cheek. "You've changed the last time I saw you. You are more - determined to do what you want and hurt." he whispered leaving me speechless."How was I the last time you saw me?" I asked curiously. "You wante
Lorraine LebedevaI woke up to the sound of voices.My eyes fluttered open, stretching my arm out disappointment filled my chest when I felt the empty bed.He was not in bed, the only thing I could feel of him was the pain between my legs.I groan into the pillow, laying there for five minutes as my mind replayed the hot sex between me and Raphaël.My head shot up when the realization hit me.Raphaël took my virginity!Heat rushed to my face, a twisted feeling settling in my gut. Did I regret it?I thought about it deeply...I did not.Now why do I feel so, so...I can't explain this feeling but I feel different in some type of way. I do not know if it was physical or mental.I push my body up and sit at the edge of the bed, the blanket slightly covering my legs, leaving my chest exposed.I ran my fingers through my messy hair and sighed.This is going to be awkward.Rising from the bed, my legs slightly trembled, each step I took to the bathroom the ache between my legs spiked causin
Lorraine LebedevaFrom the night comes a sound as if thunder could be stretched. So I tilt my head upward, seeking lights that flash, the red and white in the deepest of blue skies. For a moment I am still, feeling the cool air, breathing in a steady rhythm. Then there they are, those crazy passing stars, flying high, ever onward."Would you like some red wine?" I jerked my head to the sound of the voice, I was so deep in thought I did not hear what he said until he flashed me the wine bottle.Forcing a smile I shook my head and the man dressed in a two color piece uniform walked away.I sighed and slouched in my chair. The private airplane rode through the sky as if it were on sleek and perfect tracks.My mind couldn't wrap around the fact that I watched a man lose his hand, because of me.Raphaël, the way he acts towards me is so confusing. He treats me like I belong to him and don't at the same time. The way he acted today. Possessive and anger was all I saw when I looked at him.
Raphael RomanoI can't get over her.I'm never going to be.She's the one, she has to be.After what I've done to Marcello I thought about it deeply, would I have done it again?Yes I would.I do not like sharing, especially with someone I deeply care for. The moment I walked into the kitchen and saw her being strangled by him...Something dark within me just took over. All I saw was red.She makes me feel raw and hungry and insatiable; I've missed that so damn much. That special spark is hard to find. It's an overwhelming feeling that means you'd do crazy things, just to have them whisper your name.That moment I realized that I wanted to be hers. Jesus, I haven't been this hard in half a decade. This is just how fucking special she is to me, and why? Why the fuck do I keep pushing her away.?Yet here we are.Everything led to here, now... her.When she grabs my cock and balls over my slacks and I hear her gulp, drives me to the edge.I want to be harrowed, tortured and have her fuck
Lorraine LebedevaIt was a beautiful day in Rome, Italy. The sky was clear, baby blue and the weather was warm, just hot enough to need a fan on an August day.My chest tightened when I stepped foot into the Romano's Mansion.I took in my surroundings, The mansion stood there as if the surrounding nature had embraced it, that the flora flowed within it as much as around it. For the architect had loved the trees so much that there was a mighty oak in the center, centuries old, and the great house had been built around it. The house was welcoming from the open door to the wide hallway. Upon the walls were the photographs of children, so obviously so loved. The floor was an old-fashioned parquet with a blend of deep homely browns and the walls were the green of summer gardens meeting a bold white baseboard. The banister was a twirl of a branch, tamed by the carpenter's hand, its grain flowing as water might, in waves of comforting woodland hues. Under the lamp-shine it was nature's art,
Raphael RomanoThe past week has been heaven on earth. My mother and Lorraine have been enjoying each other's company and I have noticed that Falvio is developing a little crush on Lorraine.Which is annoying since whenever we are at my family house he gets more attention from her then I do.The Bratva have been breathing down our necks since Lorraine disappeared and technically ran away but they don't know that. They think they have a rat and they helped me escape, including kidnapping Lorraine.I was tempted to tell her father that she willingly left and took me with her but seeing him lose his mind better.My father too has been breathing down my neck about Lorraine and the sudden change of plan. I will admit it is short notice and risky to date the daughter of my enemy but fuck that woman has me wrapped around her finger.I do not know what it is but she must continue.My men have been working hard as they tracked every single man that was included in the shootout at Lorraine's bi
Lorraine LebedevaI let out a relaxed sigh when my sore muscles relaxed under the warm water.This past week has been hell.Raphaël kept on pushing me to take training even more seriously and let's say Rhett enjoyed putting me through horrendous torture although I did out beat his skills with knife throwing which I'm actually improving.I have learnt and mastered some new techniques. I was even thinking of creating my own but I'm not sure what yet.Everyday I would leave the house just for training and come back at dawn. Which sucks because it is like I am back living in that Jail house in Russia. It's just that here the weather is warm.So today I decided to reward myself with a relaxing bath. It's currently 22:43pm so Raphael will be back in a few hours.I do not know why but for the past few days he's been giving the cold shoulder. Well he's been acting strange.Each time I tried to talk to him, asking him to open up he would always brush me off or change the topic and we just end
Lorraine LebedevaLifting my hands to his jaw, pleasure washes over me as he deepens the kiss. Raphaël wraps an arm around me, then I'm tugged hard against his body, my toes barely touching the ground.He pulls away, his thumb traces my bottom lip."Do you trust me?" he questioned."Yes." I replied.Now that I think about it. I did trust him. I might have not seen it or said it aloud but I trusted him from the very moment he touched me.It might sound ridiculous but from him, I always need one more kiss, one more hug, one more touch, always, simply more of him.I don't want what we have to stop.The exact texture of his lips on my neck, the rippling shudder of his fingertips stroking my breasts, the heat of his body between my thighs... He wanted this too. Gentle touches and strokes, all over each others' bodies. I kneel in front of him, my back pressed tightly against his chest to feel the silk of his flesh upon me. He slips one strap of the lingerie off my shoulder, my single breast