Chapter 5. Scarring my soul

With great difficulty, I got off the bed and made my way to Stone's house. It took me about 15 minutes to get there on foot. Not only was it far, but I took my time to walk there; I was basically dragging my feet because of the dread I felt.

When I got inside the house, the whole mansion was quiet. It was scary; it was like everyone left the estate, and I was left alone to make my way to Stone. I walked to the elevator crying my eyes out, knowing what was waiting for me in that room.

I don't know what to do. I'm so confused with everything, but one thing I know for sure is that Stone won't leave me alone. Maybe I'll try talking to him about why he should leave me alone. I'll tell him I'm a lesbian, and men don't attract me. What am I saying? I've never been open about my sexuality; I'm too pussy to do any of that. The only thing I know is that I'm attracted to girls; I've never looked at boys; I don't find them interesting. Stone has been the only man that I've been in such close co