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My Tormentor

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By:  BunnykooCompleted
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Dark Romance

Mafia

Goodgirl

Betrayal

First Love

Second Chance

Ruthless

Tragedy

Drama

[MATURE CONTENT 21+] I'm not sure if I'm here, at the moment, I don't know if I'm screaming or begging him to stop as the weight of his hands on my back feels more apparent. Maybe I'm just helplessly drowning in my despair with only silent tears running down my face. Nothing matters because even my mind could not wander off and protect me for long enough to silently surrender to a horrific situation. "You lied to me, You lied to me! You said you wouldn't do this if I " The words slip away as I sob and cry out in pain. "Hm..”" Alejandro lets out a breathless chuckle, "I did?"One of his hands leaves my hip, reaching down to wrap around my throat, forcing my back into an arch so I'm faced with the reflection of myself in the mirror. It is so I can watch the deranged, lustful look in his eyes as he roughly thrusts himself in and out of me while choking me against his hand at my throat.This is cruel. This is disgusting. This is shameful. But it makes Alejandro smile in pleasure, in pride, that he's able to break me and bend me into his will. "I believe I said that I was fine if you wanted to wait, " he admits. "However, I never said how long. "The reflection of myself in the mirror is someone unrecognisable; she's broken, and angry. I can see my eyes darken in misery, in hatred. The mirror also provides me with Alejandro's expression, filled with contentment and satisfaction. "I HATE YOU," I spit out with every inch of dignity that I may have left. The statement left no mark on Alejandro, instead, he thrusts into me harder, making me cry out but I didn't care, not anymore.

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Chapter 1

Summary

Zara Khan was full of life and laughter. She faced her share of hardships, but she chose to view them as minor compared to her many blessings.

Freshly graduated from university, she is trying her best to survive in the real world. However, her chances of survival have just diminished immensely; a dangerously handsome man from her past has returned. The same man who once made her heart flutter now makes her question her own sanity.

He has had his eyes on the wide-eyed, innocent beauty for years. He had been watching, waiting for the perfect time to make her his. She had innocently tried to pursue him, never understanding the danger she was getting herself into. Unfortunately for her, she succeeded in catching his eye. And now, years later, he wants to capture her, break her, and mould her into his perfect little plaything.

Alejandro Genovese is the Hades of the Underworld; he is the Lucifer of Hell. He holds ultimate power over the Cosa Nostra, and his presence incites nothing but fear and bewildered respect. He feeds off the utmost violence and the pain of others, and he will treat his plaything no differently.

Zara wants to—no, needs to—survive; she needs to reach the light so very desperately. However, will she eventually be devoured by the darkness overpowering her mind, heart, and soul? Will she succumb to the insanity until she is bled dry by the same man who once made her heart glow?

⚠️ Warnings ⚠️

Keep in mind, this story is dark and sinister.

This material contains content that may be disturbing to some readers. If you are uncomfortable with mature or triggering themes, continue at your own risk.

There is a very high chance of being triggered by this narrative. I strongly suggest you do not start reading if you are sensitive to themes such as violence, rape, self-harm, Stockholm syndrome, kidnapping, misogyny, explicit sexual content, or strong language.

Please note: I will not provide trigger warnings at the beginning of individual chapters. The entire story is explicit, so expect mature content to appear at any time.

To any "haram police" preparing to critique the story: keep in mind that this is NOT a spiritual or religious narrative.

The story may also contain some clichés, so please be aware of this before continuing.

Readers from all cultural and religious backgrounds are welcome! Since this is not a spiritually based story, you do not need prior knowledge of religious details. If any specific context is needed, I will provide explanations in brackets.

Author's Notes 💭

I want to clarify right off the bat, as I anticipate complaints: the male lead is a major asshole. He is a literal villain, and he is intentionally written this way.

He will likely be the worst person I have ever written (especially compared to the male leads of my previous stories). I wanted to challenge myself as a writer to see how messed up of a character I could create [weird, I know, lol].

Bottom line: think of this story as reading about the villain instead of the hero.

If you can live with the idea that he may never be able to redeem himself for the actions he will commit, then I welcome you to join me in this chaotically insane narrative!

ENJOY! ❤️

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My tormentor is of the mafia-gangster genre telling tales about betrayal, cruel sex, and dark romance. Zara has been haunted by a man in her thoughts for a long time ago. And by the time she met her, she was tormented which puts her in a series of troubles. Good thing that Frank always finds her helpless and gives her safety. As Alejandro appears from nowhere, Zara gets caught in his cruel actions by disobeying his wants and desires. All she has ever experienced in his hands are roughness and savage pleasure. Will Zara ever get away from him?

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Bunnykoo
Bunnykoo
My new books FORBIDDEN BY HER SISTER’S HUSBAND and THE SILENCE OF HIS VOWS are now available and updating regularly. You can find them on my profile. Please check them out and shower them with your love, gems, and reviews. Thank you for always supporting my work. ♡
2026-01-26 06:39:12
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46 Abida
46 Abida
loved reading it
2025-03-12 20:24:37
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Funky Cold Medina
Funky Cold Medina
this book is INCREDIBLE!! I LOVE THE EXTENDED CHAPTERS!! It's nice reading a book that doesn't eat up all your allotted time. To the author - not every book has to have a happy ending. I absolutely fell in love with your alternate endings; they help keep things real and not just fantasy land.
2025-01-18 22:16:45
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Nerdrockz
Nerdrockz
One book I've seen on good novel with content rather that useless smut. this is awesome
2024-07-21 10:31:05
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jmerritts
jmerritts
Whew this book is an OMG read!!! Babyyyy when I tell you I had all of the anxiety!!!! Alejandro was a BEAST!!! Totally an awesome read!! PS! Heed the Author’s warning!
2024-02-05 22:59:01
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58 Chapters
Summary
Zara Khan was full of life and laughter. She faced her share of hardships, but she chose to view them as minor compared to her many blessings.Freshly graduated from university, she is trying her best to survive in the real world. However, her chances of survival have just diminished immensely; a dangerously handsome man from her past has returned. The same man who once made her heart flutter now makes her question her own sanity.He has had his eyes on the wide-eyed, innocent beauty for years. He had been watching, waiting for the perfect time to make her his. She had innocently tried to pursue him, never understanding the danger she was getting herself into. Unfortunately for her, she succeeded in catching his eye. And now, years later, he wants to capture her, break her, and mould her into his perfect little plaything.Alejandro Genovese is the Hades of the Underworld; he is the Lucifer of Hell. He holds ultimate power over the Cosa Nostra, and his presence incites nothing but fear
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Prologue
Z A R AI push through the crowded hallway, trying to reach my locker in one piece. The halls are buzzing with students excited to leave for their summer break. For some, like myself, it's our last year of high school. Adulthood doesn't sound fun, but high school wasn't that much fun either."Are you meeting Alejandro today?" Yasmeen asks, leaning against the locker beside mine.I nod. "He asked me to meet him at the coffee shop across from the school.""He seemed a bit distant in class today. Barely spoke to me," she mumbles.It's not unusual for Alejandro to avoid conversing with people, but he usually holds a conversation with Yasmeen and me pretty well."Maybe our senior year finally made him crack," Yasmeen jokes."With his grades, I wouldn't care if I cracked, because at least my report card would be glowing," I sigh."Ugh, don't remind me. If my parents realise my average is 89% this year and not 95%, they might actually disown me," she groans."I swear, if I hear you complain a
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chapter 1
Four Years Later -Z A R A"Amma! I'm leaving!" I call out to her. "My interview starts at 1:30 PM, but I heard they process everything by the end of the day, so I'll probably be there for most of the afternoon.""Good luck, dear!" She kisses my forehead. "Insha'Allah, things will go well for you.""Insha'Allah!" I reply."Do you have that ring on you?" she asks out of curiosity.I pull out the chain hidden under my cardigan to flash the black ring at her."I'm glad you stopped wearing that on your wedding ring finger. People in our community kept asking if you had gotten married," she laughs."Amma! I stopped wearing it on my finger three years ago! We don't need to keep bringing it up," I whine."I know, I know. I'm glad you made it into a necklace," she smiles. "Yasmeen really chose a ring that matches your colour palette," she comments."Mhm," I agree nervously.Obviously, there was no way I was going to tell her that the man I had been in love with for three years gave it to me be
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chapter 2
Z A R A Conversations.I can hear conversations but I can't piece together the words. I can't understand what they're conversing about.I'm trying to open my eyes but they feel like they've been glued shut. My eyelids feel so heavy, so tired, it feels like when I take those drowsy cough medicine.Was I drugged?Wait, where am I? What happened to me?As I try to force my eyes open, a sudden burst of pain shoots through my head. It hurt so much that I thought I was going to pass out again from the intensity of it.I think they hit the back of my head...They?Oh my God! I was taken by those masked group of men! But for what reason? How do I get out? What do they want from me?Wait, is my hijab still on my head?As I finally open my eyes, the room around me turns out to be dimly lit. I blink a couple of times, trying to adjust to the darkness while my eyes familiarize themselves with the surroundings.The room's empty, from what I can tell. It's just blank, windowless walls, a door, and
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chapter 3
Z A R A His name is foreign on my tongue. I haven't said it out loud in so long, I don't even know if I said it right. I couldn't believe my eyes or my ears, this is the man I've been thinking about for years... he's always been at the back of my mind.My hands are trembling as it reaches out slowly to touch his face to confirm that he's real. His face hasn't changed yet he's completely different. I should've recognized him but I also wouldn't. His steel-grey eyes are colder than I've ever seen them. There's no life in them. He's looking at me as if he's never seen me in his life, yet knows me somehow.Though his facial features haven't changed, he looks like he's been through Hell. He looks tired and worn out yet even more handsome than I remember him. Of course, he looks older too. His physique looks stronger, definitely much more bulked than I remember.Something about the energy around him is steady and stable yet chaotic and anarchic. I feel comfortable around him yet I want to s
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chapter 4
Z A R A He's right, my math skills are... nonexistent.Wait. Was that a joke? Was he teasing me?It doesn't matter, I can't get swayed by anything right now. I need to stay focused on trying to survive if that's possible. I didn't reply to his rhetorical question, though. I stay silent, hoping he won't say anything that will make my hair rise on its ends again.He didn't say anything. Neither did Frank.I take my time eating the food so I can enjoy every bit because only God knows when I'll be fed again or if I'll even be fed again. I'm sure an hour passed by because Frank opens the door to, I assume, fetch me. "Get up," he orders. I stand up, feeling much more nourished and hydrated."Follow me," he says as he starts walking.The moment I step into the light, my eye sockets feel like they're being burned to ashes. There are literally tears coming out because of my sensitivity to the light from being in the darkroom for so long."Ow..." I mumble as I rub my eyes.I see Frank give me
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chapter 5
Z A R A Frank radios a caretaker to clean up my mess. I apologize profoundly to the caretaker, who assures me that he has seen the worst and he's glad that it was just vomiting and not a dead body, which is apparently rare [not the dead bodies]. Frank hurries me back to the room I was in."Grab your things," he orders. "My things? What things?" I ask, confused. My things were taken away when they hit me on the head.He points at my purse that's sitting in the corner of the room. It definitely wasn't there before. I quickly grab my bag to see if my phone is still inside and obviously it's not. Why would it be?"Where are we going?" I'm more afraid than curious."You're going to be given a room, as per the request of the boss," he says."A room where?""At his home," he answers. I raise a brow, "Where are we now?" "You ask too many questions for someone who is not in the position to be asking questions," Frank rolls his eyes. "And? Why can't I ask questions?" I die either way, no? He le
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chapter 6
Z A R A "Frank, are you sure about this?" I can't close my mouth. The theme of the room is dark tones, but the view... let me tell you, if someone shot me right this very second in front of this window, I'd die a happy death."Yes," he answers. "Boss had someone fill up the closet for ya. There's food in the fridge or call the front desk if you need anything specific."Clothes? Food? What exactly is Alejandro thinking? That he can buy me? If he keeps this up, he might, the humorous side of my brain tries to cope with the messed-up situation."Boss will have a set of separate rules for you, he will explain on his own time." Suddenly, Frank's expression darkens, "A note of advice, for everyone's good, do not disobey Boss' orders, neither should you stray from his rules. And I mean it when I say that this is for everyone's good."I gulp. There wasn't a single hint of comfort in those words. He stated them as a threat and nothing more."I'll be on my way, lady. See ya around," he leaves
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chapter 7
A L E J A N D R O I craved her touch for years, waiting for the right moment to take her for myself. She was the one person who had naively befriended me all those years ago, her first mistake. She refused to fall under the first impression everyone else had given me and wanted to understand the real me. The innocence and smile that she wore, which I treasured, has been violently ripped away from her. She looks completely lost without it.I'm seeing her after so long—too long, that seeing her even in such simple silk nightwear has left me in a trance. Even though she's trying her best to push me away, I'm much stronger. I can overpower her as easily as I can press a trigger. My heart aches to see her in so much pain but it no longer matters because I've changed, I'm no longer who I used to be.I'm no longer the man who was weakened by such complex emotions. I'm no longer the man who cares for the comfort of others. I'm no longer the man who will hold back from something that's mine.
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chapter 8
Z A R A As the sun shines brightly through the windows, waking me up gently into my world of nightmares again, I pull the covers closer to my chest.Last night... was terrifying.I didn't know if I was going to die from a heart attack or Alejandro, himself, was going to kill me. He did leave—eventually. After giving a lecture, which was mostly made out of threats, he left—just like that.I'm pretty sure he left the apartment because once I tried to escape, he wasn't there. Did I try to escape?Yes, of course, I did.I tried to click the buttons on the elevator inside the apartment and tried to open the front door but both times, the security system announced, "access denied."Did I really think I was going to be able to leave this easily? I sigh, feeling the defeat of last night's escape. I decide quickly to brush my teeth and pick out a hoodie and sweats to dress myself in. I wrap a simple black scarf around my hair, you never know who's going to be walking in and out of this place
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