Nikolai “Oh, come on! Something must have happened; you both looked so guilty,” I press when we stop outside the Horsemen pack house. Dimitri is refusing to answer me, even though it's written all over his face. “Shut the fuck up; nothing happened!” he exclaims, sounding pissed off with me even though he has that smile on his face. I know something happened, and it might not be sex or whatever, but something definitely happened between them last night. “Fine then, keep your fucking secrets,” I say. We needed to stop fucking around right now because we have to come and see these two as per Kai. They’ve had three smaller pack houses taken out in the last two weeks, and we think it’s Azura’s doing this time. We’ve switched our cell phones off and tuned out of the mind link so we can focus on the plan for next Thursday. “Nikolai, Dimitri,” Blight, the Gamma, greets us at the gate and shakes our hands. Tenebris doesn’t because of his long claws, which contain a poison deadly to all we
Nikolai The beeping of the monitors drowns Caterina’s voice out as she comforts me, but I only have eyes for my mate lying lifeless on that hospital bed. It’s odd that I find myself in a room where humans come to heal when they’re injured. But we’re werewolves; we’re supposed to recover in record time… but Nova doesn’t have her wolf yet, so she’s still devastatingly human. Caterina mentions something about Nova’s wolf being silent as well, then takes my silence as a hint and leaves the room. I slowly walk over to where she lay and sit down on the stool next to the bed, my heart not yet registering that this is the woman I love. I take her hand in mine and hold it against my cheek, and something occurs to me then. There’s no light in this body, no giggles or smart ass answers to my questions, no warmth in her skin. She simply /is/ - and it kills me. “Nova,” I breathe out her name as I hold her hand in mine and draw it to my forehead, wishing she would answer me with ‘Nickybabe.’ But
Nova No one knows what they’re talking about when they say, ‘it feels like I’ve been hit by a truck’, because it doesn’t simply feel like a fucking hangover. I feel like I died and was brought back alive in tiny pieces, glued back together, then tied up with a bow. Something else to add to my list: being hit by a truck. I’ve been discharged, and Nikolai is currently wheeling me out of the hospital with Kai and Konstantin behind us. From what they’ve told me, the accident was meant to be a hit on Arya, and they mistook me for her. Great, if she finds out, she’ll feel even more guilty and refuse to be my friend. Speaking of which, I need to tell Dimitri about her fear of being at home; perhaps he can figure out the reason behind it. “Where are we going?” I ask when Nikolai puts me in the backseat of Kai’s SUV. “The penthouse, but I’ll be taking a few days off to watch over you, little Rogue,” he says with a smirk, then a sly wink. I can’t help but smile at this, knowing that he’l
NikolaiAfter leaving Nova’s room, I head straight downstairs to grab a beer and drown out my thoughts with some gaming. It worked for a few hours, and then my thoughts drifted back to Nova.I wanted to be there for her, wanted her to know that she could count on me through this, that I won’t fuck up again. But she wanted to be left alone; she always wanted to be left alone lately. Does that mean I’m too much? Does she need space from me?Fuck, have I become a needy boyfriend?/“Are you at the penthouse? Kon, Dimitri and I have a few things to discuss after meeting with Alder,”/ Kai’s voice cuts through my thoughts./“I am,”/ is all I answer before switching off the console and TV, then moving to the foyer to wait for my brothers. It can’t be good news, given the fact that all three of them will be here, but I guess I’ll see.Twenty minutes later, they file into my penthouse, all looking grim; not only that but there’s dried blood on Kai’s hands and forearms.“What the fuck happened?”
NovaIt’s been about a week since the accident, and Nikolai has been acting strangely the entire time. It started the night he met his brothers here at the penthouse and has gradually gotten worse. He tries to act like nothing is wrong, but I have a bad feeling about this.My legs have healed, but I’m using a crutch for the time being. Nikolai enjoyed carrying me around everywhere, but I couldn’t do it for long. I hate feeling helpless, even if he was the one helping me.I’m sitting at the breakfast nook right now, watching Nikolai whip up an omelette breakfast. He thinks I can’t sense the anxiety in his scent, thinks he’s masking it well, but since I am his mate, I can see right through him. Not only that, he barely slept a wink last night, I could hear him pacing his room.“Is everything okay, Nickybabe?” I ask, watching how he stiffens up at my words. He turns to face me with that delicious smile on his face.“Of course, why wouldn’t it be?” he asks, then brings my plate over. I gr
Nova After picking up Arya, we set off for Alpha Kai’s cabin a few miles out. Arya was just as quiet as I was, but Luna Caterina and Lilith tried their best to make us feel comfortable. What can I say? Arya and I just aren’t people’s…people. About an hour later, we arrived at the cabin. But something about it confused me…didn’t Nikolai say that it takes a few hours to travel to the cabin? Did he lie to me again? I try to put it out of my head. “Okay, ladies; let’s get this weekend started!” Lilith exclaims when we walk. She seems to be the only one excited about this; even Luna Caterina is eerily quiet today. Of course, the cabin is beautiful, with just enough rustic style to make you believe you’re actually out in the wild. Our rooms weren’t huge, thank Goddess, but quaint and comfortable. I can definitely see myself coming here again sometime soon. I hear a knock at my bedroom door while unpacking, and Arya walks in with a small smile on her face. “Settling in?” I ask, packi
NovaWe all woke up with hangovers the following day. Lilith suggested we go down to the hot spa baths next to the lake just to unwind. Well, I won’t say no to that; Goddess knows I need to unwind right now.Last night Arya snuck into my room and spoke with me a bit. Apparently, there were some hectic things going down with her family business, and she needed to offload before she started going crazy. I was more than happy to be a shoulder for her to lean on, but I had no idea what her world was like.After getting my things ready for the day, I headed out to meet the rest of the women in the foyer. I had a feeling that I was the last one there, so I tried to hurry up, but as I rounded the corner, I could hear Lilith and Luna Caterina in a heated discussion.“...what do you mean?” Lilith’s muffled voice came.“Kai says it’s been deathly quiet - no sign of them at all. He’s starting to get worried, and Nikolai is getting antsy.” This was Luna speaking… and hearing Nikolai’s name in her
Nova Everything happens way too quickly after I see him. As I’m running to Arya to try and stop her, the man who looks like Alpha Kai runs towards her at lightning speed and grabs her by the throat. He has a malicious grin on his face as his irises split into two orbs, and my heart drops right into my feet when I realise that this man is a fucking Lycan. What is happening? Why does this man look like Alpha Kai when it obviously isn’t him?! His scent doesn’t match Alpha Kai at all, and there’s a coldness extending from him that chills me to my very bones. “Who…who are you…” I squeak, feeling close to nearly fainting at his intimidating scent, but he merely grins at my terror, or rather he’s reveling in it. “Who are you?!” He continues to carry Arya in the air by her throat and throws her to the side, but out of the corner of my eye, I can see Lilith behind her breaking her fall. “Why are you here?” I hear Luna Caterina’s stern voice behind me, and I turn to look at her. She walks i