INDIEGO
The wedding bells rang out, each toll seeming to mock me as I stood in front of the tall mirror, the peach dress clinging to my curves and feeling like a consolation prize. I frowned, tugging at the dress, feeling like it wasn't what I was supposed to be wearing. If Braxton had asked, I would have been the one wearing a white dress a few rooms away. I didn't realize I had said that out loud until I heard a voice at the doorway. “Good thing he didn't” A voice drawled at the doorway. Spinning around on my heels, I spotted Slade leaning against the doorframe, his broad figure blocking most of the outside view. “Do you have to be everywhere?” I rolled my eyes, pulling at my zipper. He pushed himself off the doorway and I caught sight of the dark ink that painted his skin peeking out from under the rolled up sleeves of his shirt. Snap out of it. I berated myself, turning back to the mirror to add the finishing touches to my make-up while aware of his heated gaze on me. “Everywhere you are, yes…” His gaze unabashedly raked over me, a dark glint in his eyes. “How could I not come looking for you when you avoided me for the entirety of yesterday? Do you know how hurt I was?” The words rolled off his tongue, tainted with the familiar mischief. I ruffled my hair a bit and frowned at him. “You seem fine to me” I tried to step past him because I didn't like the growing closeness between us but he shot out a hand to grab my arm, pulling me back. “Not so fast, princess” His brows drew together, his touch feeling like fire against my skin. “I look fine but I'm not fine. You're still brooding over him?” Something in me churned at that question and I twisted my arm out of his grip. “Firstly, don't touch me without my permission. Secondly, no, I was just worried because Emily hasn't still spoken to me” His expression didn't falter. “You look good in peach” He suddenly blurted out. Silence stretched between usㅡ taut and overwhelming. Then I spoke first. “How sweet, just what I needed to hear” Without waiting for a reply, I pushed past him and he gripped my arm againㅡ tighter. “Calm your horses, Princess. I mean it. White would have been a lie, let's be honest” “Well, that's what I wanted,” I glared at him. A smirk cut across his face. “Give me an hour and I'll put a ring on your finger so you can wear white” His voice was low and dripping with sarcasm but there was an undercurrent of sincerity that threw me off. “Slade” “Indigo” He drawled, my name rolled off his tongue with a pleasing tint to it. “I don't wanna go out there” The words were out of my lips before I could stop it. I wasn't sure why I was telling him that but something in his gaze made me want to confide in him. His expression softened and he pulled me closer, his touch leaving a burning sensation wherever it ghosted over. “Say the word and I'll take you away. You don't have to attend his wedding. We can go into town. I don't care much for it either” For a second, I was tempted and he seemed pretty serious but I shook the thought out of my head. “Tempting but he was my best friend” “Unfortunately, he still is. Even as much as I want to deny it”, He let go of my hand and stepped away slightly, his hand reaching to rest on his belt. My eyes twitched and a bitter laugh escaped me. “Is?” He nodded slowly. Once. Twice. “Loyalty doesn't disappear overnight. C'mon, let me walk you outside, everyone is already there and I saw Emily lounging by the snack table” A grin spread his lips again. “You're starting to sound like a decent person, should I be worried?” I deadpanned. He chuckled, the voice low and dark. “I'm not exactly having decent thoughts about what I want to do to you so…no, you don't have to worry. I'm still the same old Slade” With a roll of my eyes that lacked as much heat as I wanted, I walked out with him. *********** We walked out together, my heels clicking against the tiles as the venue already buzzed with sights and sounds. Guests filled the hall, smiling like they’d practiced. Slade offered his arm as I hesistated at the door, my gaze searching round the crowd for the familiar mop of hair that meant Emily but I found nothing. “Ready?” His voice pulled me back to reality and I felt my heart stutter. “No.” I didn't bother to hide my nerves. “Perfect.” He smirked, pulling me forward. Music started and I forced a smile. Every step felt like walking into a bad dream. Finally, we got to our seat and I sat down heavily on the chair, watching as Slade slid in the seat beside mine. My eyes widened as people began to send us glances. “You're not supposed to be here” I whisper-yelled at him. “Your mother is waiting at the front row for you” Up ahead, Teresa looked back at the two of us, her face radiant and glowing as she beckoned us over. Slade threw a mock salute to her and turned back to me. “You're also supposed to be there” True. “I'll pass. Front view eventually bores me” I muttered under my breath. Half truth. He leaned back in his seat and muttered under his breath. “Then we can watch from the back” What seemed to be an eternity later, Brax stood at the altar, calm, collected. Didn’t even look my way. Figures. The music changed. Lights dimmed. Heads turned as the doors opened. Bianca floated in, all lace and sparkle, like the universe hadn’t mocked me enough. My stomach flipped and I struggled to keep up the smile as she walked forward, led by her bridal train. Slade seemed to notice my mood. “Breathe, witch.” “Don’t call me that.” I turned to him with a glare. “You’re scowling like one.” “Slade.” “Hey.” His voice softened, just enough. “You got this. You’re fine.” I stared straight ahead, jaw tight. “Yeah. Fine.” I was sitting at the back watching Braxton marry my bully. Yep, I was totally fine.~~Indigo~~My alarm beeped continuously but I didn't make an effort to get up from the bed. Morning light filtered in through the blinds and I groaned, forcing myself to sit up, my hair ruffled and messy from tossing and turning overnight.Sleep hadn’t been kind — my brain had spent the entire night replaying those four lines from the mystery client’s note.Every forever deserves its colors…The blush of first glances… The ivory of promises made…The wine of love shared…What was I supposed to do with that? Paint a wall with a rainbow? Throw a party themed after a box of crayons?Forcing myself up, I shuffled to the kitchen, my limbs aching. I groaned, rubbing at my eyes as I poured steaming coffee into my favorite mug that was chipped at the edge. “Clues and fucking poetry do not go hand in hand,” I muttered, stirring in way too much sugar. “Thought this was going to be fun but it's messing me the fuck up.”Leaning against the counter, I sipped and stared blankly out of the kitchen win
~~Indigo~~The past week sucked.Seriously, there was no poetic way to say it. Just… sucked.Between Braxton’s wedding, Slade’s words, and my impulsive decision to leave, I’d spent the past few days pretending that “moving on” as I called it was easy. It wasn’t actually. It was way worse than I imagined and I spent the last two days in my apartment living on caffeine and anything that didn't require me having to get up from my couch.Today however, I knew that I needed to fully unpack and begin my daily routines. The minute I stepped in my room and looked in the corner where I kept my bags, I froze.Nothing had changed. What was I expecting? That someone would come clean up my mess? No, I seemed to have a knack for letting every single problem pile up until I had no way to get out of it. I kicked off my shoes, muttering under my breath. “Great job, Indie. New start, same chaos.”I tried unpacking — my sweaters, makeup bag, my old charger tangled around a photo frame. I set the frame d
~~Indigo~~“Uh—I—um…” My mouth opened, closed, then opened again. Nothing came out. “This isn’t—uh—what it looks like, Teresa.”Fantastic. I sounded guilty as hell.Teresa’s brows lifted, expectant as she waited for me to come up with something more plausible. Braxton shifted beside me, running a hand through his hair. “She’s right,” he said finally his voice hard. “It’s not what it looks like.”Thank God.“I just came to check on her,” he added, his tone even. “Wanted to say goodbye. We’re leaving early tomorrow, and she’ll probably still be asleep by the time we head out. Thought it would be best to just tell her goodbye before Bianca and I leave tomorrow”That caught my attention and I blinked. “Wait—what? You’re leaving tomorrow morning?”He nodded once, not meeting my gaze again. “Yeah. No point staying longer. Might as well start the honeymoon early.”I frowned, turning to look at him properly. “But you said you’d stay one more day. That was the plan.”He shrugged. “Plans change
~~Indiego~~Sleep wasn’t happening.I’d tried closing my eyes, turning over, burying myself under the covers—nothing worked. The second I did, Slade’s voice replayed in my head. His touch. His words. The way he had walked away when he thought I was uncomfortable.How the hell was I supposed to tell Emily?Something like; hey, Em, remember the guy who flirts with everything that breathes? Yeah, he might’ve had me against a wall tonight and even fingered me in a public space. Haha, would you believe how everything in my life had changed in the space of a few days?Yeah, no.I sighed, grabbing my phone instead. Maybe scrolling would help. Or maybe it wouldn't. Because soon I was staring at old photos—me and Braxton, back when things made sense. Back when one smile from him felt like the sun.A small smile tugged at my lips before I could stop it. God, I was pathetic.A knock snapped me out of it and I sighed. The wedding was over. Most guests who stayed over the night were already in the
~~Indiego~~“Slade…” The words were barely out of my lips before my back hit the wall with a silent thud and his lips were on my neckㅡ nibbling gently at the skin while his hands roamed my waist. Not moving any higher. Not moving any lower.I made my decision. I wanted this. I followed him into his room and here I was, pressed up against the cold hard wall while he pressed against me, his hard frame a sharp contrast to my much smaller one.I was mildly aware of the sound of footsteps passing the room as guests still lingered around since the reception wasn't over. I was supposed to be out there too.“Fuck…” Slade cursed, pushing himself in between my legs, the fabric of his jeans creating a sinful friction as he rubbed himself against my aching core. “Feel that?” He breathed out, his lips ghosting over my neck.I took a sharp intake of breath while I felt the tent in his pants rub against my clothed pussy. Fuck. Fuckㅡ“Please…” I moaned, tipping my head back as my fingers reached up t
~~Indiego~~Slade had left for over 30 minutes, saying he was leaving to get something and I was already getting bored out of my head.The wedding was already being rounded up and I itched to get some air, instead of forcing smiles that refused to hold up with each passing minute.I turned to leave for the bathroom when I caught Emily's gaze. My heart stuttered. She was standing a while off, her fingers toying with the pendant around her neck while she looked at me with concern.God, it felt good to see her again.She made no move to approach me so I simply smiled slightly at her before leaving for the bathroom.Walking briskly to the bathroom, I shut the door, gripping the spotless basin tightly while I tried to catch my breath. My necklace gleamed as it caught the reflection from the mirror. My face felt sunken and my chest felt hollowㅡ almost like I had lost all willpower.The door was pushed open and I startled, fear coursing through my veins for a moment before I regained some se