She contemplated the words. If it was true, it meant the man she loved would stay beside her for all her life. Well, it could be... but she didn't want a lifetime affair.
"Will I live in proper and righteous way?"
"I have no doubt. I see great power and wealth and honor."
Polly was right, the dramatic and hyperbolic prophecy was getting tedious now. It was impossible for any decent man to have her. It would have sounded less nonsense if the woman said she was going to marry a villager, a man with lowly status and a humble beginnings who didn't require a respectable background from her. A man who could marry whoever he wanted. She smiled at the thought. Indeed, the people who had nothing were the people who had the infinite freedom. But if her prophecy was true...
She shivered at the first thought crossed her mind. If she was going to marry properly and live in nobility, chances were she would be married to Roger. After all she had been through, she would end up with Roger... It was the biggest possibility anyway, it had been half a year since she ran away, her father must have sent men to chase her from the first time. It had been a long hunt, after collecting some clues, perhaps eventually they would find her. Suddenly a sickening feeling stirred in her stomach.
"You said I will live a respectable life, a life that I've always wanted..."
She paused and swallowed, she felt like her throat were clogged.
"But would I be happy and content?"
The woman fell silent. She stared at her for a brief moment that felt like a long, maddening hour.
"No matter how great my special gift to foresee the future, there's one thing I could not tell because I don't know either..." She took a deep breath.
"I can't measure happiness."
Now it was Ava who fell silent. It was true. One could have the most enviable life to others, yet it didn't guarantee one had a meaningful, fulfilling, and satisfying life. She took out a coin pouch and put it on the desk, rising from her chair and walking toward the door. Her hand was on the door handle when she heard the woman called. She turned and saw Nora stood from her desk.
"I have to tell you. You've walked into a dark mist, and you've come at the point of no return. You're in the midst of it now. What awaits you ahead is not a rainbow trail. Denial, deception and doubts, tears and sacrifices, painful revelation and danger. I see it all along the way. It won't be an easy ride, but it's worth the cost."
Ashton let out a harsh breath in frustration. He stepped back from the filthy wall and brushed the dust off his coat in annoyance.
What a great result. He had spent an entire day sneaking and hiding, stalking a silly wench like an idiot, and all the total efforts had only led to this. A visit to a fortune teller. Well, at least he had succeeded in collecting one strong evidence. That this woman was definitely crazy.
She walked out of the house into the quiet trail and Ashton scowled at her back. He waited until she was a fair distance away then came after her in silence. His spying was over. He would no longer follow her, enough, never again.
He watched the back of her grey cloak swooshing with every lope she made. She strolled in silence into a long, dark path in the immense rural area, entirely alone, blissfully unaware that a man was stalking her for hours. She was lucky he wasn't some dirty rogue. One would prey her so easily in this perfect secluded patch, surrounded by nothing but tall trees.
Ava was musing on the prophecy when suddenly she got alarmed. She was walking into a long, dark path underneath the shadow of tall trees. The moon was hidden beneath a misty cloud. This was the only path to come and go, before the dark, it wasn't as terrifying as it was now. She gripped the neck of her cloak and walked quickly. Suddenly she regretted her visit to the fortune teller. She didn't feel like getting any clue and now she was all alone in a dangerous place. She turned her head to look around and loped faster. Still a long way to go.
"Hey, Gully! Look what we have here."
A rough voice in strong cockney accent startled her. Ava jolted and choked as her eyes caught a man standing a few feet away from her. The man was tall and robust, with muscles all over him. A sudden tremor ran through her when she saw his face, an ugly scar crossed from his forehead to his cheek, but what made him even more terrifying were the malice in his eyes. He gave her a wicked smile, and Ava turned back and ran as fast as possible, knowing her life was in danger.
She screamed when a pair of strong arms came around her waist and she was pulled back, crashed a hard body behind her. She struggled in her captor's clutch, shoved those steely arms, stomped on his feet and moved frantically against him in a futile effort.
"Wow, Gully, I've got a wild cat, come help me tame her!" The man laughed in amusement. Ava halted abruptly when she saw a hulking beast came over her from the woods. The second man was a bulky giant with a sullen face. He stared at her with a scowl and suddenly she felt a surge of panic that made her move again, pushing the hands that imprisoned her, clawing, kicking and stomping, trying desperately to release herself.
The gloomy villain smacked her face so hard she stopped moving out of shock. The next second, the man already tore away her cloak with a frightening ease, and now he was grasping the front of her dress. The violent sound of shredding clothes sent fear and panic through her brain. Never crossed her mind that such a misfortune would befall her, that tonight would be the death of her.
"Get your filthy hands off of her right now."
The smooth voice carried over the wind, the coolness in it was strangely chilling. The two men paused and turned.
Carrying the old, unsent letter in his hand, Ashton took a determined step to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was left slightly opened, as to make it easier for the servants to hear if the lord rang the bell. He stopped in front of the doorway and peered inside. Through the narrow opening, he could see his uncle across the room, sitting on the wheelchair by the window, gazing out into the wintry garden outside."Do come in."The lord called without glancing his way. Despite the head injury, his uncle hadn't lost his usual alertness, and the wheelchair didn't make him look less forbidding. He was very fortunate the injury didn't cause him any permanent damage, and though he hadn't quite regained his normal strength until this day, the doctor said that he would no longer need the device in a couple of weeks.Lord Carlton turned in his wheelchair to face him as he entered the room."What is it?"His uncle
Present DayWhen Ava peered into his chamber this morning, she found that he'd been able to get out of bed without any help. He stood in front of the mirror with a brush covered with lather in hand, meeting her gaze within the reflection. He paused, watching her breeze into the room and walk toward him."Oh, you're up already. Do you feel any better today?"She asked casually."Very much so. I think I'm going to have some fresh air. I'm tired of being confined in this room."Stopping within a foot from him, she glanced at the shaving equipment on the dresser."Let me help you.""There's no need-""Sit over there."She ignored him, motioning him to sit on the sidetable. Obediently, he did her bidding, half-sitting on the edge of the sidetable. With a brush, she smoothed the lather evenly ove
For a moment, she was quite bewildered by his request, but then she realized, by asking her to do so, he was trying to be completely truthful to her, to share his darkest secrets with her, no matter how sordid and shameful they were, to let her see the ugly side of him and to trust her without reserve.She settled back into the chair and took the letter from his hand. She opened the envelope and unfolded the letter, clearing her throat before she started reading,"Dear Carlton,I hope you will understand why I choose this way. I can no longer carry on in this fashion. It's not that I don't love you enough to go on. No words can express how much I love you. I die a little inside each time I see you. You can't imagine how difficult it is for me, but we both know that this is the best for us. I know you can't desert your family, and I don't blame you, for I can never do that to my son eith
Several hours later..."This is unspeakable. I can't believe it."Magnus' voice carried clearly across the hall. He turned around abruptly, wild sparks shooting from his eyes as he gazed furiously at the woman sitting in an armchair on the other side of the room."For Christsakes, why would you do this, Mother. How could you?"Lady Cecily stared into the void without so much as a word. Her eyes devoid of emotions, her refined feature as hard as granite.Sitting in a wheelchair pushed by a servant, Lord Carlton entered the parlor. Behind him are two of the guardsmen. Shooting a bitter look at his wife, he uttered with a composed voice."You'll be up before the magistrate to face the legal consequences of your crime. I've sent words to the authorities. The Constable will pick you up at first light."The lady took the notice with a pr
With soundless steps, Ava sneaked her way to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was slightly opened, allowing a shaft of light from inside the room to spill out into the dark corridor. Stopping by the doorstep, she peeked into the room through the small opening. In the middle of the large bed, the lord lay as white and still as death. A candle burned in the nightstand, casting a dim glow in the gloom of the chamber.Drawing a long, fortifying breath, Ava slipped into the chamber. Crossing the room, she moved around the bed and sat in the chair nearby, gazing regretfully upon the lifeless face.To have a death on her conscience was too great a burden to bear. Perhaps she was a fool to think that to confess her sin and beg forgiveness from the insensible victim would give her a little comfort, but she just couldn't help it."I'm so sorry, My Lord." She began."I thou
There hadn't been much progress on Lord Carlton's condition the following day. He remained unconscious, only a faint pulse indicated there was life in there, yet it hung by a tenuous thread. In the morning, Doctor Haynes returned to check on him. Ashton asked him if there was any hope, and the doctor shook his head slightly in answer.In contrast to her dramatic reaction over Lord Carlton's condition the day before, Lady Cecily showed little interest in taking care of her husband. Instead, it was a loyal servant that had worked for the family for nearly fourty years who seemed to care deeply about him, feeding him with broth and water every hour, and applying soothing balm to his chapped lips. When she had finished her gentle ministrations, the old maid would kneel beside his bed and folded her wrinkled hands, praying for the master's recovery.Inside one of the sitting room in the secluded West Wing, Ashton stood gazing into the fire where