Chapter 18 : It's just a DATE!

Chrisanna

Mama has chosen a black one-shoulder satin dress with a wavy length. The dress itself is gorgeous but for hell's sake, it's so expensive. I couldn't afford that as of course, I don't own anything from my parents yet, even though they want to shower me with everything. Mama paid for it and she dressed me upright in the shop.

I'm now standing in front of the mirror, staring at every bit of myself to make sure I look perfect, and this feeling alone is unusual to me. I never intended to look good for someone and I was never this nervous before.

It's odd.

Totally odd.

Because this is not the first time I'm going out with Samuel. We had countless moments together in the ice cream parlour and street-side vendors. Still, it all seems so different to me than today.

Maybe because our relationship isn't the same anymore.

Maybe because he's not completely the same person I knew.

Maybe I'm not the same girl who only admired him as someone closer.

I touch my hair, my cheek, and my f