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Ryan: Episode
I walk into second period English to have Ayo and Lucy wave me over to the seat they saved for me. Lucy hugs me, bouncing on her toes.
“I’m so happy for you!” she squeals.
“Thanks,” I giggle. I hold her shoulders down. “Stop vibrating, will you?”
“Come on, Ryan, this is HUGE! This guy is basically all you’ve talked about since sixth grade!” Lucy says, swatting my arm.
“Ouch! Can I at least sit before you mortally wound me?” I smile at her.
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