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Ryan: PTSD

Author: owlonmywrist
last update Last Updated: 2022-03-07 09:25:56

“Ryan?  Are you ok?”

I snap back to reality with Ms. Snow kneeling beside me.  Ayo and Lucy are also crowded around my chair. For a second I don’t recognize where I am.  I dimly register that I am hugging myself, shaking and crying.  The thoughts of the trial had swept me away, completely overtaking my thoughts.

“Would you like to go to Mrs. Lewdwig?” Ms. Snow's voice is quiet, but the room is, too.  I know that everyone is listening, watching, judging.

I nod.  All my teachers know the situation and a plan is in place for me to leave class if I need.

“Ok.”  She pats my hand.  I flinch and shrink into myself.  She immediately pulls away.  “Ayo.  Lucy.  Can you take

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