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Chapter 32

"When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead, keep your head up high and gaze into heaven, for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal."

— Unknown

You’re not up for anything? I see. No problem,” he said with a stiff smile.

“I guess that means you will forfeit what I brought for you then.”

I shrugged, totally indifferent. “That’s fine.” Nothing he could possibly have brought could be of any interest to me.

As I walked away, I felt like I had won the lottery.

Ibrahim would never again have access to my

body.

I couldn’t help feeling regretful that I wouldn’t present myself as a virgin when Jason and I finally did make love.

But I knew he didn’t mind. I knew he had accepted me just the way I was, and it made me love him all the more.

But then things took a morbid turn.

One morning, as I descended the stairs for breakfast, I heard madam Maria wailing from the kitchen.

Rushing there, I saw her s
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