LOGINFive years earlier...
Aria's pov
Once upon a time, I loved my husband. He used to rub my feet when I told him they were sore. He’d bring home flowers…okay, more like a whole bouquet. He never forgot date night. Every touch from him felt like lightning. Those were the best years of my life .
But that’s all it is now. Once upon a time.
I guess that’s what happens when people have been married for five years.
I glanced at the clock.
Twelve p.m.
No, wait. Six years.
“Hi, ma’am. It’s closing time,” the waitress said, pulling me out of my thoughts.
I looked around, and the restaurant was empty.
“I’m sorry,” I said, quickly picking up my things.
He missed it ,not that I was surprised.
I wanted us to have dinner before we left for our anniversary trip. He agreed when I told him it was at nine. I got here at nine. I waited and waited but he never came.
Maybe it’s a good thing. If he had shown up, he probably would’ve brought some investors along. They’d sit around talking business over me like I wasn’t even there. I’d just be left out, like always.
The minute I got home, I sat on the couch and waited for him to come home….I waited until it was two o’clock.
When he finally walked through the door that was the second time this month, by the way all I felt was this dull, heavy ache in the places where there used to be so much love. And still, I’d choose him. Every day of my life, I’d still choose him.
“Hi, Mrs.King,” he said, placing a kiss on my cheek.
His presence always calms me, no matter what.
I forced a smile. He just got home from the office. He didn't need a nagging wife right now.
“How was your day?” I asked, sounding like everything was totally fine, even though he had stood me up, even though it was clear he had forgotten we were supposed to even go on a date.
“Same old, same old. Who made dinner tonight, you or Mrs Potts” he asked.
“ I did, ”
“Then I should eat,” he replied and walked over to the table and I followed him.
“You know you can’t be late tomorrow, right?” I asked, gently kneading his shoulders from behind.
“Yeah, I promise I won’t be....” he said, then trailed off , he tilted his head like he was trying to remember something and when it finally clicked
“Sweetheart, I’m sorry. I forgot my meeting ran late.”
He pulled me gently until I was sitting on his lap. That’s how he softens things even when we’re mad at each other ‘we can still be in each other's arms and be upset’...he said that to me years ago and he never fails to pull me close when he believes I'm upset.
“I lost track of time, Mrs. King. But I promise, tomorrow will be different. I’ll be here on time for the flight,” he said, kissing my neck.
“Okay,”
But even then, deep down, I knew something was going to go wrong
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“Ma’am,” Mrs. Potts…the cook, called softly from the hallway.
“Yes?” I answered, turning toward her trying to sound normal.
“I just wanted to remind you about my daughter. She’ll be taking over for me once she has her baby. She’s pregnant.”
My breath caught in my throat.
My hand drifted to my stomach, a reflex I couldn’t stop. Even through the fabric of my dress, I could feel it—the scar. Faint, but always there. The one that reminded me of everything I lost.
Of what I’ll never have.
Not after that night. The night everything inside me broke. The night they told me that I would never be able to carry a child .
I hadn’t cried about it in a long time. But now, just hearing the word pregnant, something in me cracked open.
I swallowed hard, forcing the grief back down where I kept it hidden. Buried and Silent.
All I have left is him. My husband.
If I lose him too, then there really will be nothing left of me.
“That’s okay,” I said, somehow finding a smile. “I’d really love to meet her before she officially starts.”
Mrs. Potts smiled and nodded before she left the room.
I turned to the clock again
He had thirty minutes left. If he left the office now we could still make the flight. We could still do something together
I sat on the edge of the bed, eyes glued to the clock, begging each minute not to disappear so quickly.
One hour passed.
Then two.
Three….
He was five hours late.
I looked at the suitcases I had packed with so much care over the week. Every outfit chosen, every detail planned. I thought this trip might help us find each other again.
I let out a laugh, but it didn’t sound like me. It sounded hollow, like something broken trying to make noise.
All that effort. All that hope.
Wasted.
I picked up my phone and called him but it went straight to voicemail, I called again
Still nothing.
I thought about calling his office. About asking his secretary to connect me to my own husband but the thought made my stomach twist.
I’m his wife.
I shouldn’t have to beg for space in his world.
Goddamnit, I’m his wife…I shouldn't have to call his staff to connect my calls .
I sank into the chair beside the window. Just sat there. Not moving. Barely breathing.
I didn’t even realize I was crying until I tasted it ….the salt on my lips.
Then my phone buzzed.
My heart jumped and I reached for it like it was a lifeline.
Please let it be him.
Please let him say he’s sorry. That he missed the flight but he’s booking another one. That he still wants this, That we still have a chance.
But it wasn’t him.
It was a message. Just a single text.
'If you want to know where your husband is spending your anniversary night, come to Blue Star Hotel. Room 303.'
I read it once. Then again.
And I just stared.
For a moment, everything inside me went quiet.
Then the ground gave way beneath my ribs.
And my heart sank.
AriaMy phone buzzed on my desk, pulling me out of the notes I was reviewing for tomorrow's class.I picked it up and saw Marcel's name on the screen.The message was short and direct: "Wear what I got for you. I'll pick you up at seven."I frowned, rereading it. What he got for me? I hadn't seen any package or gift from him recently.As if on cue, there was a knock at my dorm door.I opened it to find a delivery guy holding a sleek black box with a ribbon tied around it."Aria?" he asked, checking his tablet."Yeah, that's me.""Sign here."He handed me the tablet, and I scribbled my name quickly.The box was heavier than I expected, and as soon as the door clicked shut behind him, I set it on my bed and untied the ribbon.Inside was a dress.A deep red one, made of silk that slipped through my fingers like water, cooling my skin even before I put it on.It had a high slit up one side that I just knew it would reveal everything with a single step, thin straps that looked like they mi
A long, heavy silence stretched between us, filled only by the sound of our breathing.My chest felt tight, like something buried deep was trying to claw its way out into the light.“I liked it,” I said finally, the words so quiet they were barely a whisper in the large room.“When you used my hands on you. When I woke up and realized what I’d done to you while I was lost in that sleep. It made me feel… wanted. Like I was enough just by existing. Like my body knew exactly what to do even when my brain was completely offline.”He exhaled through his nose in a long, controlled burst, like he’d been holding his breath for an eternity.“That’s it. That's the truth.”“But it scares me to death.”I met his eyes again, forcing myself not to look away.“Because if I admit I want more than that—if I tell you I want you to actually take me when I’m like that, when I can’t say yes or no in the moment—what does that make me?”“Mine.”The word came out rough and jagged, like he’d pulled it from de
Aria's POV.I woke up to the heavy, comforting smell of clean, high-thread-count sheets and the faint, bitter aroma of fresh coffee brewing somewhere nearby.I opened my eyes slowly as it adjusted to the light The bed beneath me was huge, an expansive sea of white linen that felt miles wider than the narrow, lumpy mattress in my cramped dorm room.The pillows were plush, sinking beneath the weight of my head, and they smelled undeniably like him—a woodsy, masculine scent mixed with clean soap and a hint of the gym bag he carried everywhere like a second skin.This wasn’t my room, with its peeling wallpaper and the hum of a communal hallway.I sat up fast, the movement jarring my equilibrium, and my heart began kicking rhythmically against my ribs like a trapped bird.The hotel.This was the same upscale hotel we’d come to that first weekend, the one where we’d spent hours hovering on the precipice, almost crossing the line into something permanent before pulling back at the last seco
MarcelI pushed open the heavy door to Aria’s dorm room, my muscles still burning with a dull, throbbing ache from the extra hour of grueling drills Coach had thrown at us as punishment for a lackluster practice.Sweat clung to my shirt in damp patches, the fabric sticking to my skin, and my legs felt like lead weights that I was forced to drag behind me.The second I stepped inside that small, cramped space, the exhaustion and the lingering irritation of the day simply dropped away, replaced by an immediate, jarring focus.The room was dim, swallowed by shadows and lit only by the soft, ethereal blue glow of her string lights looped haphazardly around the metal headboard.Aria was on her bed, her body twisted violently in the thin sheets as if she were wrestling with an invisible shadow, her chest heaving with shallow, panicked breaths like she’d been running for miles through a forest.Her forehead glistened with a fine sheen of sweat that caught the blue light.Small, choked sounds
Marcel I didn't plan to start showing up at her dorm.That’s the lie I tried to tell myself the first time I ended up there again—standing in the narrow, suffocating hallway with its chipped beige paint and buzzing fluorescent lights that hummed like a low-grade headache.My hands were buried deep in my pockets, my shoulders squared in a way that mimicked ease, pretending I belonged in a space meant for students with futures and meal plans.I told myself it was convenience.Proximity.The undeniable fact that her place was closer to the gym than mine when practice ran late into the night and my muscles were too tired to carry me across town.None of that held up under the slightest bit of scrutiny.I kept coming back because I couldn’t stop thinking about her, a persistent loop of her face and her voice playing against the back of my eyelids.Not in the simple way most people understood obsession.Not in the shallow, transactional way men usually meant when they talked about the wome
Marcel I watched her swallow, her delicate throat working in a way that made my chest tighten with a sudden, sharp possessiveness.Aria sat there on the edge of the leather, drowning in the heavy cotton of my shirt, her legs tucked tightly under her as if she could physically hide the raw vulnerability etched into every line of her frame.But she couldn't hide from me, not after tonight, and certainly not after the way she had looked at me in the car.The air in the penthouse hummed with a low-frequency vibration of unspoken promises, the kind of heavy, jagged tension that could shatter both of us into a thousand pieces if we weren't careful.“Good to know,” I said, my voice coming out rougher and more gravelly than I had intended it to be.I stood up, the movement slow and predatory, and extended my hand toward her in the dim light.She hesitated for a fraction of a second, her eyes flicking up to mine—wide, uncertain, but laced with that same defiant fire I’d glimpsed through the g
Marcel's POV I felt myself getting hard for the first time in five years. My body betrayed me, already aching for her the way it always had. Every curve of her pulled me in—her eyes that never stopped daring me, the dip of her waist, those legs that looked like they could wrap around me and never
Marcel’s POVDid I take it too far? Definitely.Would I take it back? Absolutely not.I knew Aria better than she probably knew herself. If I had shown up at her doorstep, she would have slammed the door in my face without a second thought. But here...here she couldn’t throw me out. And I have the
Aria’s POV"What did you just say?"I should have sounded stronger, but my voice cracked and my eyes betrayed me, shamelessly dragging over him.Five years.It’s been five years.He was slimmer, his clothes not tailored like before, but he was still fit. Still him.My gaze lifted back to his face.







