LOGINDamian POV"The tail goes in last," Leo says, standing on a stool at the kitchen island with a spatula in his fist. "Otherwise it burns.""You said that last time, and it still burned." I flip the pancake, and the dinosaur's tail turns black. "I blame the stove.""It's a very big stove." Nora swings her legs from the next stool and eyes the six-burner range. "Mama says people with big stoves should be better at pancakes.""Your mother is right about most things."It's the first afternoon Olivia has let them spend at my Brera house. She agreed with a long look and three rules: home by six, nothing sugary after five, and Leo's beetle box goes wherever Leo goes. It sits beside a bowl of strawberries with the lid slightly open, and the chandelier above us throws soft light over a kitchen I have never once cooked in.Rosa appears in the archway, wiping her hands on her apron. She is the only staff I keep in this house, and she looks worried. "Signor Sterling, someone is at the front door.
Damian POVIt’s another morning, and Marcus walks into the sitting room with two coffees and a half-eaten croissant in his mouth, wearing his pajamas.“Morning, sunshine,” he says around the pastry, holding a cup out to me. “I’d say you look terrible, but that would be an insult to terrible people.”“Sunshine?” I take the cup without drinking. “Marcus, I’m not gay. You can just say good morning.”“Shame. I was going to ask you to smile for me.”“Find another hobby.”“You’ve been in that chair since five. I heard the floor creak.” He drops onto the sofa and props his feet on my marble table. “Feet, by the way. Don’t look at them, I’m a guest.”“You’re a squatter.”“A squatter with excellent coffee.” He swallows the croissant and squints at me. “Why do you look like you’re waiting for a verdict?”“I’m not waiting for anything.”“You’re strangling that cup.”I look down, and my knuckles are pale around the ceramic. I loosen my grip, and Marcus waits, chewing, which is the most annoying t
Damian POV"You look like you slept in a car," Marcus says, stepping past me into the front hall with a leather folder under his arm and two paper cups of coffee in his hand."I didn't sleep at all." I shut the door behind him. "It's seven in the morning.""It's seven-ten, and I've been up since four." He holds out a cup. "Drink. You'll need it."I take it and follow him into the living room, where the cream sofa still holds the dent from the night he sat there with a glass of bourbon and too many opinions. The tall windows are grey with early light, and the television is dark."You said you had news," I say."I've been sitting on it since yesterday." He drops onto the sofa and sets the folder on the marble table. "I don't bring you guesses, Damian. I made calls all night, and I only came over once three people told me the same thing.""Then say it.""Last night wasn't an accident." He looks up at me. "Sit."I sit, and my jaw is already tight. He notices it and lets out a quiet breath
Damian POV"Whisky," I tell the bartender, and my voice comes out so rough that he pours a double without asking. "Leave the bottle.""Sir, I can't...""Then leave the glass full."He fills it to the brim and slides it over with the careful expression of a man who has seen a hundred bad nights. I drink half of it standing up, and it burns all the way down and does nothing to the sound in my head.Not tonight, and not in a hallway. She walked away mid-sentence, and I let her. I stood there with my mouth still open on the one thing I've wanted to say for five years."That was fast," Marcus says, appearing at my elbow with his plate of canapés. "I gave you fifteen minutes. You managed ten.""Don't.""I'm not. I'm being supportive." He sets his plate on the bar and studies my face. "You look like someone ran you over and backed up to check.""She's right, Marcus. About all of it.""I know. I could hear it through the door." He holds up a hand before I can answer. "Not the words, only the
Olivia POVThe corridor is dim and quiet, lined with portraits of dead donors, and I stop beneath a brass lamp and turn around so fast that my gown swings against my ankles."Close the door," I say.Damian pushes the heavy door shut behind him, and the roar of the ballroom drops to a hum. He stands there in his black jacket with his hands at his sides, and for one stupid second I notice that he looks exhausted, and that I want to fix his collar.I hate that I notice."Olivia, before you say anything...""No." I hold up one hand. "You had your turn in there. This one is mine."He closes his mouth. His jaw is working, and I look at it so I don't have to look at his eyes."You had no right," I say, and my voice shakes on the last word, so I start again, slower. "You had no right to speak to Julian like that, and you had no right to say itright there, people could have overheard everything.""I was out of line.""You were worse than that. You were certain." I take a step toward him. "You
Damian POV"Olivia." My voice comes out flat, as though someone else is using my mouth."Damian." She keeps her eyes on my tie, and her fingers are white around the stem of her glass. "I didn't know you'd be here.""Sterling Group sponsors this hospital every year." I don't look at the man beside her. "I'm surprised you didn't check the banner.""Damian." Julian holds out his hand with a calm, friendly smile. "Good to see you."I look at the hand and let it hang there for a full second. Then I shake it once, hard and brief, and let go before he can finish the squeeze."Marchetti.""It's a nice room." His arm slides around Olivia's waist, easy and unhurried, as if he has done it a thousand times. "The hospital must be pleased.""They're pleased with the donors." I keep my eyes on his hand, the one resting against blue silk. "I didn't realize they were also pleased with the guests.""Damian," Olivia says under her breath."I'm making conversation.""You're being cold.""I'm always cold.







