Clarissa’s POV
I couldn’t move. Couldn’t breathe. I was staring blankly at the wall when the phone fell out of my hands and onto the bed.
My darling. My young daughter... She passed away just outside that door. While he ignored her in favor of another woman, she called for her father. My ribs felt like they were cracked as a sob tore through my chest with such force. Grief ripped through me like fire, and I curled forward, gripping my stomach. Once more, my phone buzzed. Devan's quiet, low voice could be heard through the earpiece. "Clarissa... This hurts, I know. However, you must pay attention to me. Let me handle this. Allow me to destroy him for you.” I took ragged breaths and wiped my tears roughly. "No." "Clarissa—""No!" I yelled, my voice trembling with anger. "He stole everything from me. My daughter. My life. To be at peace, I'll destroy him myself.”
For a moment, the line was silent. Then Devan spoke, more softly and quietly. "Alright. But keep in mind that you're not alone in this. And when will you be returning home, Clarissa? Your dad is really missing you.” I pressed my palm to my forehead and squeezed my eyes shut. Home, father. I had kept my identity a secret for so long. To live a modest life with Bruce, I buried my name and my birthright. But something I thought was dead inside of me was awakened by him. I hung up the phone and got to my feet, my legs shaky under me. I walked over to the mirror and gazed at the woman with the hollow eyes who was reflected back. Blake Clarissa. No. Montclair Clarissa. Marcus Montclair's daughter. The Montclair Empire's heiress. A name I gave up for love. For him. I clenched my fists until my palms were cut by my nails. Never again. I picked up my phone and walked back to the bed. I kept my thumb over Bruce's touch. I wanted to tell him I knew everything, to scream, to curse him. Instead, I hit the delete button. I quickly typed after scrolling down to Devan's name. “Get ready, I am coming home.” A few seconds later, he responded, "Welcome back, princess." As new tears trickled down my cheeks, I took a trembling breath. This time, no sobs of sorrow. But with anger. Burning, frigid fury. The sun was sinking outside the window, illuminating the city skyline in a blood-red hue. Bruce believed he had triumphed. That I would always be broken. He was mistaken. I pressed my fingers to the glass and whispered into the fading light, my voice trembling. "Bruce, you stole my daughter from me. I'll take everything away from you now.” Devan had left me a message when my phone buzzed once more. “Your dad wants you to return home. Your place is waiting," he says.” With my chest constricted, I gazed at the words. Recollections of private planes, security convoys, tall marble halls, and the icy gaze of my father. The life I fled to become Bruce's devoted, submissive wife."Clarissa Montclair." I tested the name on my tongue after all these years by whispering it to myself.
Anger and resolve made my heart race. Perhaps it's time to transform back into her. I heard the downstairs front door open abruptly. The sound of heavy footsteps reverberated up the corridor. Bruce was at home. I forced my breathing to slow and closed my eyes. After my tears dried, I was left with a chilly emptiness. A void waiting to be filled with retribution. I left the guest room after putting my phone in my pocket. Backlit by the waning light, his silhouette emerged at the end of the hall. With that recognizable fake warmth in his voice, he called softly, "There you are." "I have been trying to find you."My heart thumping with silent anger, I approached him slowly.
"Bruce, have you?" Calmly, I asked. Too quiet. He noticed something in my tone and scowled a little. "Obviously. Why?” I paused a few feet from him and gave him a chilly smile. "Because you will soon be searching for yourself as well." Bruce's scowl grew as he examined my face. "What's wrong with you today? Since the funeral, you've been behaving oddly.” I gave a small smile and cocked my head. “Odd? Bruce, my daughter passed away. I believe I am free to behave however I please.” He rubbed his temples and let out a dramatic sigh."Don't begin, Claria. I'm worn out. The day has been long.”
I drew closer until we were only a couple of inches apart. As though he was unaffected by this, his warm, steady breath fanned across my cheek. I was surrounded by that same pricey cologne, which was simultaneously suffocating and commanding. It was dark, musky, and slightly spicy. But there it was, underneath it. Something sweeter, softer, clinging to him like a silent charge. Jasmine and vanilla combine to create a subtle floral note. I felt a surge of recognition. The smell of Freda. I felt the realization rise in my throat like bile. Disgust spiraled inside me until it felt like my lungs couldn't expand, causing my stomach to twist violently. I forced myself to swallow, but the bitter, metallic taste of betrayal lingered on my tongue. "Bruce, tell me." My voice was hardly audible above a whisper as I spoke. "Was she worth it?" His eyes narrowed in suspicion after widening slightly. "What are you saying?" I grinned more broadly as I sensed a strong, dark force growing within me. I whispered, "Don't worry," and brushed past him in the direction of the stairs. "You'll learn soon enough." I spun back to face him as he firmly grasped my wrist. "What did you do, Clarissa?" With a steady pulse, I calmly met his angry gaze. "Not yet." I didn't flinch as he painfully tightened his hold. Rather, I bent forward until my mouth nearly touched his ear. "But I will." He stood there in his anger and fear as I yanked my arm free and turned to leave.CLARISSA.The first thing that hit my nostrils as my eyes fluttered open was the strong smell of antiseptic. The white ceiling slowly came into view, and a slow beep echoed softly from the side. I squinted as I tried to make sense of my environment, and in my confusion, I shot my head up in one swift movement.“Ow!” I groaned as I felt a sharp, needle-like pain at the base of my head, and I slowly put myself back in bed.“You’re awake.”That voice was familiar — strongly familiar, a voice I could recognize anywhere, even in my deepest of dreams. I turned to my side to find Devan sitting beside me, his face extremely weary with exhaustion.“Where am I?” I asked, puzzled. “What happened?”“You’re in the hospital,” he replied gently, taking my hand in his and giving it a gentle squeeze
DEVAN.Clarissa and I had chosen instead to meet up at her office first to pick up a few things before heading on to the airport, and as I sat across her desk with my arms folded across my chest, I watched quietly as she paced her office restlessly, flipping through the numerous folders and murmuring incoherent words to herself. I smiled to myself as I continued to watch as she returned to the shelf, rummaging through and pulling out even more folders and documents.“You’re gonna give yourself a heart attack, you know that, right?” I asked, teasing her gently.She shot me a sharp look, but her face quickly softened and dissolved into a tight smile. “I just want everything to go smoothly,” she said, gathering another stack of folders. “This deal is one I can’t afford to mess up.”“Well, what if you’re actually not going to mess it up?”
CLARISSA.I lay still on my bed, my thoughts tangled like the curls I had absentmindedly continued to twist and twirl around my index finger for the past thirty minutes or more since I got back to my room from the grocery shopping I’d left for two hours earlier. The memories of my sudden breakdown at breakfast still lingered in my thoughts — how the room had spun, and how the hallucinations had come at me like strange stinging insects, it all felt so creepy. And now, days later, that creepy sense of unease had refused to leave, no matter how hard I tried to flush the thoughts.Something wasn’t right — I knew that for sure, but what made the feeling more difficult to contain was that I was also very sure that Isabella had something to do with it. I could feel it deep in my guts, but my feelings weren’t enough. I needed proof, something solid and concrete enough to validate my thoughts.
ISABELLA.My face creased into a smile as I walked into the hotel room I’d reserved for my rendezvous with Bruce, and I paused for a moment to glance around the dimly lit room. Long soft-glow lamps hung lowly from the ceiling, giving the room a golden yellow hue. My eyes swayed to the floor to see rose petals carefully arranged and trailing from the door where I stood to the bed, which had cream-colored silk sheets and two fluffy pillows arranged on them.“Perfect,” I said to myself, making a mental note to tip the guy from room service who had helped me with the decorations, later on my way out. Right now, Bruce was the business of the day for me, and I couldn’t wait to have this business over and done with.I walked further into the room and sank slowly into the cool softness of the king-sized bed, placing my purse just beside the bottle of sparkling wine that sat in a silver ice bucket with two
BRUCE.A few days after the attack, I sat alone in my study, thinking about the attack and who must have been behind it. As much as I hated to admit it, my brain could only think of just one person — Clarissa. I wondered why she had chosen to go mute for this long only to send thugs after me as her own means of retaliation, and because I needed answers, I picked up my phone and dialled her number.The call rang twice without a response and on the third dial, I was already losing my patience when her voice filtered through.“Hello?”“What do you think you’re doing, Clarissa?” I asked, ignoring what she had said.“What do you think I’m doing?” she answered, reverting my question to me.“You think this is some sort of joke?” I asked, raising my voice. “Wherever you are, I’ll find you C
DEVAN.I sat in my study, the only light in the room coming from the glow of the laptop’s screen. My informant had gotten me the list I needed, and my fingers moved steadily across the keyboard as I sent out the final email. I’d drafted each message carefully, making sure to lace them with enough threats to spark fear, but vague enough to avoid legal backlash. I was desperate to get answers, but I made sure not to let my desperation cloud my sense of reasoning.We have evidence linking you to the recent attack on Bruce. If you don’t want this exposed, contact me immediately, the messages read. I leaned back into my chair and began counting the seconds, waiting and hoping that at least one of them would send a reply. But all I got in the first hour was silence, till the replies began to trickle in.The replies weren’t what I’d hoped for, as most of them flatly denied involvement in any