“Sophia! Sophia!!” I dropped to my knees beside her, grabbing her fragile shoulders, shaking her gently at first, then harder, desperate for any reaction. Nothing. Her skin was cold. <<< Clarissa felt her life crumbling right before her eyes. Bruce was responsible for their daughter's death and many things looked planned. Her goal was to find out what happened but she couldn't be in the marriage anymore. What happens when old flames rekindle? Will Clarissa avenge her daughter's death? Who is Clarissa?
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“Shit,” I whispered under my breath, glancing down at my buzzing phone. Sophia. Again.
She knew better than to disturb me during meetings, unless it was important. And Sophia never called twice without a reason.
I tried to push the anxiety down. This meeting was critical. Bruce had insisted I handle it in his absence. His exact words rang in my head: “Don’t mess this up.”
But how could I focus now?
“Send a text, baby. I’m in a meeting,” I quickly typed, swallowing down the dread rising in my throat.
Seconds passed. Then minutes. Still no reply.
Something felt wrong.
“Gentlemen, could you excuse me for a moment?” I forced my voice to stay even as I looked at the boardroom filled with stiff men in tailored suits.
“Of course.” The manager responded.
I turned to my assistant and whispered, “Please continue without me.” I grabbed my purse and left the conference room without waiting for a reply.
My footsteps echoed too loudly down the marble hallways. I walked faster, then broke into a run.
By the time I reached the car, my hands were trembling so badly I could barely unlock the door. The drive home felt like a fever dream. I didn’t remember the traffic or the road. All I did was pray.
Please, God, don’t let it be what I think.
Sophia was nine years old but because she had chronic asthma, we made sure she was always with her inhaler.
When I pulled up to the house, everything was too quiet.
My heart stopped.
No running footsteps. No laughter. Not even the sound of the TV she always left on in the background.
I abandoned my bag and bolted up the steps, taking them two at a time. My bare feet slapped against the cold tiles as I rushed toward Sophia’s room.
And then I saw her.
She was lying on the floor, crumpled like a discarded doll, her little arms limp at her sides. Her lips… oh God, her lips were pale. Her eyes were half-open. Her inhaler was nowhere in sight.
For a moment, I couldn’t breathe. My body wouldn’t move. My mind refused to understand what I was seeing.
Then the scream tore from my throat.
“Sophia! Sophia!!”
I dropped to my knees beside her, grabbing her fragile shoulders, shaking her gently at first, then harder, desperate for any reaction. Nothing. Her skin was cold.
“No, no, please, no…”
I scrambled for my phone, my shaking fingers fumbling as I dialed emergency services.
“Please… my daughter… she’s not breathing… she’s cold… please send help… I’m at…” My words tangled, sobs choking every sentence, but somehow I got the address out.
Within minutes, I heard sirens.
The paramedics rushed in, but the look they exchanged when they saw her told me everything. One of them crouched beside me, his face too calm, too practiced.
“I’m sorry, ma’am. She’s been gone for a while.”
Gone?
I blinked at him like I didn’t understand the word. Gone? No. She couldn’t be. She was nine. She was fine this morning. She kissed me goodbye. She said, I love you, Mommy. She called me. She…
“No,” I whispered.
“I’m sorry.”
I stood up on legs that didn’t feel like mine and stumbled from the room, leaving the paramedics to cover her body. My body moved automatically, but my mind was frozen. Numb. Hollow.
I needed Bruce.
I pulled out my phone, but he didn’t answer. I tried again. Still nothing.
Frustrated and frantic, I ran upstairs, my hands shaking violently.
Then I heard it. His ringtone. Faint, but getting louder as I neared our bedroom.
My stomach turned.
I pushed the door open.
And there he was.
Bruce, my husband, sprawled lazily across our bed, shirtless, the sheets tangled around his waist. His phone buzzed endlessly on the nightstand, lighting up over and over with my name.
“Bruce!” My voice cracked with fury and panic.
He stirred slightly, groaning, confused. His eyes fluttered open slowly, then widened when he saw me standing in the doorway like a madwoman.
“Clarissa…?” His voice was thick, groggy, and slurred. “What… what’s wrong?”
I staggered toward him, shaking, breathless. My chest felt like it was splitting in two.
“Sophia… she’s gone.”
He sat up too fast, confusion written all over his face. “Gone? What? What do you mean gone?”
“She’s dead, Bruce!” The scream ripped out of me. “Our daughter is dead! She had an asthma attack! She called me… she called me… and no one answered! She didn’t have her inhaler! I found her cold… on the floor… all alone…”
I fell against the dresser, sobbing uncontrollably.
Bruce looked like the words didn’t compute. Then he ran both hands through his hair, stumbling out of bed. “No… Clarissa… how? How is that possible? I didn’t hear anything! I didn’t hear anything!”
“You were here!” I screamed, my voice raw. “You were in this house! She was calling for help! Where were you?!”
He shook his head violently, pacing in frantic circles now. “I took my sleeping pills… my back… my back was hurting last night. I didn’t hear anything! I swear to God, Clarissa… I swear…”
I collapsed to my knees, sobbing, my body wracked with silent screams that wouldn’t come out anymore. The weight of guilt crushed my chest until I couldn’t breathe.
Bruce knelt beside me, but I barely registered his presence. His voice was pleading, broken, but I couldn’t hear him. Not anymore.
All I could see was Sophia’s pale lips. Her tiny body. Her empty little hands.
Bruce pulled me into his arms, and I didn’t fight him. I let him hold me, even though the warmth of his skin felt wrong against my frozen body.
“I’m sorry… Clarissa, I’m so sorry… oh God, Sophia… our baby…” His tears fell into my hair, but they didn’t comfort me.
Nothing could.
“I should have answered.” My voice was hollow, dead. “I should have picked up. She needed me. She called for me, Bruce. And I didn’t answer.”
“It’s all my fault,” Bruce lamented as he held home tightly in his arms.
His words blurred with the roaring in my ears. Everything seemed muted, far away, and unreal, as if I were underwater. It felt wrong — his arms, the sheets, the dim morning light coming through the curtains.
He repeatedly whispered, “I’m sorry,” as he pressed his lips to my forehead. “I sincerely apologize.”
Something cold, however slithered into my stomach as he held me closer and rocked me gently against his chest. Because I saw it over his shoulder: His pillow had a faint pink lipstick smudge on it.
And there was a hint of something sweet underneath the acrid smell of his cologne. Flowery. Feminine.
My heart turned to stone, and my tears dried on my cheeks.
CLARISSA.The first thing that hit my nostrils as my eyes fluttered open was the strong smell of antiseptic. The white ceiling slowly came into view, and a slow beep echoed softly from the side. I squinted as I tried to make sense of my environment, and in my confusion, I shot my head up in one swift movement.“Ow!” I groaned as I felt a sharp, needle-like pain at the base of my head, and I slowly put myself back in bed.“You’re awake.”That voice was familiar — strongly familiar, a voice I could recognize anywhere, even in my deepest of dreams. I turned to my side to find Devan sitting beside me, his face extremely weary with exhaustion.“Where am I?” I asked, puzzled. “What happened?”“You’re in the hospital,” he replied gently, taking my hand in his and giving it a gentle squeeze
DEVAN.Clarissa and I had chosen instead to meet up at her office first to pick up a few things before heading on to the airport, and as I sat across her desk with my arms folded across my chest, I watched quietly as she paced her office restlessly, flipping through the numerous folders and murmuring incoherent words to herself. I smiled to myself as I continued to watch as she returned to the shelf, rummaging through and pulling out even more folders and documents.“You’re gonna give yourself a heart attack, you know that, right?” I asked, teasing her gently.She shot me a sharp look, but her face quickly softened and dissolved into a tight smile. “I just want everything to go smoothly,” she said, gathering another stack of folders. “This deal is one I can’t afford to mess up.”“Well, what if you’re actually not going to mess it up?”
CLARISSA.I lay still on my bed, my thoughts tangled like the curls I had absentmindedly continued to twist and twirl around my index finger for the past thirty minutes or more since I got back to my room from the grocery shopping I’d left for two hours earlier. The memories of my sudden breakdown at breakfast still lingered in my thoughts — how the room had spun, and how the hallucinations had come at me like strange stinging insects, it all felt so creepy. And now, days later, that creepy sense of unease had refused to leave, no matter how hard I tried to flush the thoughts.Something wasn’t right — I knew that for sure, but what made the feeling more difficult to contain was that I was also very sure that Isabella had something to do with it. I could feel it deep in my guts, but my feelings weren’t enough. I needed proof, something solid and concrete enough to validate my thoughts.
ISABELLA.My face creased into a smile as I walked into the hotel room I’d reserved for my rendezvous with Bruce, and I paused for a moment to glance around the dimly lit room. Long soft-glow lamps hung lowly from the ceiling, giving the room a golden yellow hue. My eyes swayed to the floor to see rose petals carefully arranged and trailing from the door where I stood to the bed, which had cream-colored silk sheets and two fluffy pillows arranged on them.“Perfect,” I said to myself, making a mental note to tip the guy from room service who had helped me with the decorations, later on my way out. Right now, Bruce was the business of the day for me, and I couldn’t wait to have this business over and done with.I walked further into the room and sank slowly into the cool softness of the king-sized bed, placing my purse just beside the bottle of sparkling wine that sat in a silver ice bucket with two
BRUCE.A few days after the attack, I sat alone in my study, thinking about the attack and who must have been behind it. As much as I hated to admit it, my brain could only think of just one person — Clarissa. I wondered why she had chosen to go mute for this long only to send thugs after me as her own means of retaliation, and because I needed answers, I picked up my phone and dialled her number.The call rang twice without a response and on the third dial, I was already losing my patience when her voice filtered through.“Hello?”“What do you think you’re doing, Clarissa?” I asked, ignoring what she had said.“What do you think I’m doing?” she answered, reverting my question to me.“You think this is some sort of joke?” I asked, raising my voice. “Wherever you are, I’ll find you C
DEVAN.I sat in my study, the only light in the room coming from the glow of the laptop’s screen. My informant had gotten me the list I needed, and my fingers moved steadily across the keyboard as I sent out the final email. I’d drafted each message carefully, making sure to lace them with enough threats to spark fear, but vague enough to avoid legal backlash. I was desperate to get answers, but I made sure not to let my desperation cloud my sense of reasoning.We have evidence linking you to the recent attack on Bruce. If you don’t want this exposed, contact me immediately, the messages read. I leaned back into my chair and began counting the seconds, waiting and hoping that at least one of them would send a reply. But all I got in the first hour was silence, till the replies began to trickle in.The replies weren’t what I’d hoped for, as most of them flatly denied involvement in any
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