LOGINMaya
My body feels like it doesn’t belong to me. I didn’t get a wink of sleep. My heart is heavy with thoughts of Ethan, our marriage, and his fated mate.
I’ve seen and heard enough to know what this means for us. This marriage is already over.
I remember Luna Avery. She used to be the Luna of a neighboring pack, and she and her husband were chosen mates too.
She went through the same pain, forced to share her husband with his fated mate. She turned to drinking just to numb the ache in her heart. Eventually, her mate stopped taking her to pack gatherings, or even care for her. Their excuse was always the same: a fated mate makes the Alpha stronger.
Luna Avery’s tragic fate terrifies me, and I feel it deep in my bones. Ethan chose me so completely that I’ve pushed aside any thought he might still have a true mate out there.
And now, I’m carrying his child, the one thing he’s always longed for. Yesterday should have been the happiest day of our lives. But instead, everything has changed in ways I never could have imagined.
I toss and turn for hours before I finally drift to sleep. When morning comes, my body feels like stone, and my heart feels like glass about to shatter.
Ethan didn’t come home last night. I keep telling myself he’ll walk through that door, that he just stayed late at the hospital. But deep down, I know he won’t. Not when she’s there.
Suddenly, I feel a sharp twist in my stomach. “Goddess, what’s wrong?” I whisper, I press a shaky hand against it as I try to take a steady breath.
I know I’ve been stressed too much, and that’s not good for the baby. So I force myself to get dressed, even though the pain comes in intervals. Somehow, I managed to make it to the hospital.
The moment I step into Ava’s office, her eyes widen. She’s been my only friend since I came to this pack.
“Oh, Goddess, Maya, you don’t look well,” she says quickly. I can tell from her tone that I look awful. I barely recognize myself when I look in the mirror at home.
“I didn’t sleep well,” I whisper, trying to smile, but it comes out weak and forced.
“Let me check you, just to be safe,” she says with a worried frown as she gently guides me toward the exam room. I can tell she’s trying not to scold me for pushing myself too hard.
The sound of the ultrasound fills the room as Ava examines me. Her eyes glued to the screen. Then her hand freezes. Slowly, she looks at the monitor and back to me.
“Maya…” she whispers, with a trembling voice. “You’re not just pregnant. You’re carrying twins.”
For a moment, the world tilts, and my breath catches in my throat. “Twins?” I choke out, barely able to breathe.
“Yes,” Ava nods, her eyes glistening. “Two little heartbeats.”
Tears blur my vision as I clutch the edge of the bed. Of all the time I spent praying and hoping for a pup, I never imagined I’d be blessed with twins.
My heart feels full… but the moment I think of Ethan, it shatters all over again.
I watch as Ava continues to study the screen, and a deep frown forms on her face.
She turns the monitor toward me, but honestly, I don’t understand a thing. My pulse quickens when she lets out a quiet sigh.
“Maya… your readings show signs of a threatened miscarriage,” Ava says carefully.
My stomach drops, and for a moment I can’t breathe. “A miscarriage? Ava, I’ve been so careful.”
“I know,” she says softly, her brows pulling together. “But I need to ask you something important. Have you been exposed to wolfsbane recently?”
I blink at her, confused. “Wolfsbane? No. Why would you even ask that?”
“There are traces of it in your system,” she explains gently.
My heart stutters. “That’s impossible. The only thing I’ve been taking is the herbal mixture Victoria gives me. She said it would help me get pregnant. I’ve been drinking it for three years, Ava.” My voice trembles as the truth starts to unravel in my mind. “Are you saying that’s where it came from?”
“It’s possible,” she says, reaching for my hand. “The dosage is extremely small, not enough to harm you or the twins right now. If it were deliberate, the symptoms would’ve appeared long before this. It might just be accidental contamination in the herbs.”
I swallow hard. “But if it increases…” I can’t even finish the sentence.
Ava squeezes my hand. “If the amount gets any higher, it could cause a miscarriage.”
A tremor runs through me. I wrap an arm around my stomach, as if I can shield the babies from things I can’t see. “I didn’t even know I was putting them at risk,” I whisper.
“You’ll stop the herbs immediately,” Ava says firmly. “And we’ll monitor you closely. Right now, you and the twins are safe, that’s what matters. But you need rest, Maya. Lots of it. No stress, no emotional strain. Do you understand?”
I let out a bitter laugh before I could stop it. “Rest?” I whisper. “How can I rest with everything happening between Ethan and that woman?” My heart feels like it’s being crushed from the inside out.
I see the pity in Ava’s eyes, and I hate it.
“Does Ethan know yet?” she asks softly.
I can’t bring myself to answer. Instead, I shake my head as tears spill freely down my cheeks. “No. He hasn’t even come home. He’s been… with her.”
“Chloe Bennett,” Ava mutters, her expression tightens. There’s something in her tone that makes me look up. “What is it, Ava?”
“There’s something strange about her, Maya.” She hesitates, her lips press together before she finally continues.
My heart skips. I wipe my tears quickly. “Strange? How?”
“When she was admitted, she refused every form of treatment. She screamed like a banshee until Alpha arrived. But the moment he touched her hand… she went quiet. Completely calm. It was as if she was under a spell.”
I almost roll my eyes, but when I notice Ava glancing around cautiously to make sure no one is listening, I stop and stare at her instead.
“And there’s something else,” she whispers, lowering her voice. “I’ve seen her before.”
I frown, confused. “Where?”
“At a rogue border camp three years ago. She wasn’t their prisoner, Maya. She was their Luna.”
I slowly shake my head Ethan told me she was a slave. “That’s impossible.”
“You need to tell Ethan about the twins. He deserves to know, and you deserve to fight for your family.” Ava grips my hand.
My heart pounds with so much fear if what Ava is telling me is true, I need to warn Ethan
“You’re right.” I gather everything I came with Ava, squeeze my hand and I see hope in them.
So I rush out and make my way towards Ethan's office. I raise my hand to knock but I stop myself when I notice the door is slightly ajar and I hear voices.
“…She doesn’t belong here, Ethan.”
That’s Ethan’s mother. She has this old, barbaric belief that an Alpha is only powerful when he’s with his true mate.
“Maya was never your fated mate. The Moon finally gave you what you deserve, Chloe.”
My heart stops.
“Mother, that’s enough,” Ethan says, with a tired voice. “Maya is still my wife.”
Victoria scoffs. “A barren Luna? She’s done nothing but embarrass this family. Chloe carries the true bond, the Moon’s blessing. It’s time you accepted your fate.”
Each word pierces through my skin. I clutch my stomach and bite my lip until I taste blood.
“Ethan, maybe she’s right. I can leave if you want me to, but… I can feel our bond. It’s so strong. Can’t you?”
I hear Chloe’s soft, innocent voice. It breaks slightly, and it could fool anyone. I just want to hear what he has to say.
“You can’t fight the Moon, Ethan. Maya’s time is over. Make Chloe your Luna,” Victoria says. Her voice drips with venom.
“Chloe will stay.”
Something inside me shatters. I want to talk to him, about Chloe, about us, but right now. He’s made his choice.
I can’t stand to hear more. I turn and walk away. My vision blurs as my heart pounds against the fragile lives growing inside me.
By the time I reach our bedroom, my hands are shaking. The room spins, but I don’t care. Deep down, I know this isn’t just betrayal, it’s a curse.
MayaI stare at the strip in my hand, my heart racing so fast I can barely think straight.I… I’m pregnant.A slow, incredulous smile spreads across my face. I can’t believe it. Not yet. Not until I tell him.And oh, the look on Lucien’s face when I do… I can already feel it in my chest.We’ve talked about this before we tied the knot. I knew the timing wasn’t right then. But now… I’m ready.I’ve felt it growing between us—the connection, the closeness.Sex with him has always been electric. Anywhere, any time, as long as the children are out of sight… we can’t keep our hands off each other. But this… this feels different.Before, the first time we mated, there was doubt. Hesitation. Fear.Now… Now, it’s almost perfect. Open. Honest. Consuming.“Aren’t you hungry?” I ask, walking into his office, carrying a covered plate in my hands.His head lifts, eyes catching mine as I move closer.“Oh, thanks, bae,” he murmurs, a soft smile tugging at his lips. “You didn’t have to—stress yourself
Maya “Lucien…” I moan his name, my hips bucking against his face as the pleasure over me, are wild and exhilarating. He places his arms firmly over my abdomen, holding me down while his tongue continues its sinful magic between my thighs. He strokes, licks, nips, and sucks like he can’t get enough, like he wants to go deeper, like he’s devouring me completely. The way he moves his tongue feels like he’s fucking me with it, and I can’t think—can’t breathe—can’t do anything but feel. My fingers tangle in his hair as I whimper helplessly, my body trembling beneath him. I can feel the pressure building fast, tightening low in my stomach, coiling and coiling until it almost hurts. His tongue doesn’t stop. It only gets better. I’m so dangerously close to the edge. I squeeze my eyes shut, letting the sensation take over every part of me, letting it drown me completely… and then— He stops. The feeling disappears. My eyes snap open, my heart racing in confusion and frustration.
Maya The reception is jam-packed with guests.Everywhere I turn, there’s another face… another smile… another voice congratulating me. My cheeks hurt from smiling so much, from greeting people I don’t know—and honestly, people I probably won’t remember by tomorrow.Yet somehow… I’m truly happy.It’s overwhelming, yes. It's a little chaotic. A little too much at times. But it’s real.This moment… this life… it’s real.And for once, I’m not overthinking it.I’m just… feeling it.But then— There’s Lucien.I don’t even have to look to know where he is.I can feel it. That pull.That awareness that settles deep under my skin.And when I finally glance in his direction…His look sends heat rushing through me before I can even prepare for it.His gaze lingers a second too long, dark and knowing, like he’s silently reminding me of everything we’ve just become.I try to focus on the conversation in front of me, nodding politely, forcing a smile—but it’s useless. My mind keeps drifting back to
Maya Our big day is finally here.And despite how many times I told Lucien I wanted something small and quiet… he insisted.“There’s nothing loud about it,” he had said, his voice calm but unyielding. “Not when all I want is for the world to know that you are mine.”And the way he said mine…Yeah. I wouldn’t trade this for anything. Not even a little.“You’re glowing, Maya.”Claire’s voice is soft, almost fragile.I meet her eyes through the mirror, and my chest tightens. She’s already teary-eyed, her emotions sitting so close to the surface it scares me.“Don’t start,” I warn gently, my lips twitching into a smile. “If you cry, I’ll cry. And I am not ruining this makeup.”The makeup artist chuckles under her breath, still working carefully on my face, brushing, blending, perfecting.Claire lets out a shaky laugh, quickly blinking away her tears. “I’m serious,” she whispers. “I’ve never seen you like this before.”I haven’t either.There’s something different about the woman staring
MayaI’m in another realm right now.Everything feels surreal, like I’m living inside a dream I’m almost afraid to wake up from. Lucien has been nothing short of amazing, and now… it’s finally time for our mating ceremony.It still feels unreal when I think about how quickly everything has unfolded. Right after the proposal, we had the engagement party—and it was *lit*. I didn’t expect it to be that lively, that full of energy and joy, but it was everything and more.And Lucien?I had no idea he was such a great dancer.Watching him on the dance floor was something else entirely. For once, he wasn’t the Alpha King carrying the weight of an entire pack on his shoulders. He wasn’t the powerful, commanding leader everyone feared and respected.He was just… Lucien.It was so much fun watching him let loose, moving like the dance floor was made just for him. Every step, every turn, every effortless motion drew people in, but somehow, his eyes always found mine.And when they did…It felt l
MayaI can’t stop thinking about my time with Lucien. He is so damn sweet—nothing like the brooding, closed-off alpha I used to know. The way he includes me and the children in our plans is so endearing. He always says “we” in all our conversations, and that simple word does something to my heart.I know I should take things slow with him, but damn… I don’t want to.I’ve guarded my heart for too long, built walls so high that no one could get in. But with Lucien, it feels different. I’ve noticed that everything he does, he does it intentionally—like he’s carefully choosing every step just so we can all truly be together as a family. And that thought alone scares me… yet excites me even more.As for my fear of getting pregnant, we went to the doctor together. He didn’t hesitate, didn’t make it awkward—he stayed right there with me through it all. The doctor handled everything, making sure there wouldn’t be any risk since I’m not ready. And I love the fact that Lucien understands that.
Ethan She moves her hips, trying to take all of me, but something feels wrong the moment it starts. My body reacts, but my heart doesn’t follow. I force myself to keep going, telling myself to finish it and be done. She moans, calls my name in that slow, tempting way, and I rush it, desperate for
Maya I stare at the doctor, and shock doesn’t even begin to describe what I feel.My thoughts scatter in every direction. Too many emotions crash into me at once, and I can’t piece any of them together. I honestly think I am finally free of Lucien, free of his voice, his presence, the way he still
MayaI am not in the right state of mind when all this starts. Everything inside me feels broken and loud at the same time. If not for Ryan, I don’t know where I would be right now. He becomes my biggest support without even asking. He books therapy sessions for me, reminds me constantly, and even
Ethan Life without Maya feels worse than any punishment I can imagine. Every breath hurts. Every second reminds me of how badly I failed her. I should have fought harder. I should have stood my ground instead of bowing to a mate bond that promised strength but only brought ruin. The stories say th







