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Chapter 22
Leka pov,
Tears filled up in my eyes while hearing his irritated words..I know he is doing all this to make my laddoo to hate me..Now I have only my laddoo in my life..Is he is thinking to snatch my laddoo also from me ??..What will I do if he would tried take the baby away from me with the fear I extend my hand to him and told him,
"Give me the laddoo..He is hungry so I have to feed him milk..You go and drink coffee"
Rakshith nodded and gave the laddoo to me and told me,
"Feed my pookie soon..He have to grow up healthily like me.."
I nodded with a fake smile and told him,
"Please leave the room..I have to breastfeed laddoo"
"Umph!!..Why I have to go out??..Usually I will be with you when you feed our baby then why you are suddenly telling me to go outside today.."
I got more angry when I heard his fake caring voice..
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