Doll

Prologue

My arms were tied together with a belt. His belt. He'd wrapped it around my wrists tight enough that I couldn't slip free, loose enough that I wasn't losing circulation. The leather was warm from his body, and it smelled like him, cedar, something dark, something that made my stomach clench even as my heart raced.

He'd left me on the bed. Just for a minute. Just long enough to let me feel the weight of what was happening.

I heard him move across the room. The soft fall of his footsteps on the hardwood. The drawer opening, closing. Then silence.

I strained against the belt. Not to escape. Just to feel the pressure. To remind myself that this was real, that I was here, that I'd chosen this even though I didn't understand why.

"Don't."

His voice came from somewhere behind me. Low. Calm. The kind of voice that didn't need to raise itself to be heard.

I stopped moving.

The mattress dipped as he sat beside me. I felt his hand on my shoulder, fingers pressing into the curve where my neck met my spine, and he pushed me down until my cheek was against the sheets. I turned my head, gasping, and his hand slid up into my hair, gathering it at the base of my skull.

"Close your eyes."

I didn't. I couldn't. My heart was pounding so hard I could feel it in my throat, in my chest, between my legs. I wanted to see. I wanted to know what was coming.

He leaned down, his mouth at my ear, his breath hot against my skin.

"Close your eyes," he said again, "or I'll make you close them."

My eyelids fluttered shut. Something brushed against my face, silk, soft and cool and then the world went dark. The blindfold settled over my eyes, blocking out everything but the sound of my own breathing, the weight of his hands, the heat of his body inches from mine.

I couldn't see. I couldn't move my arms. I was spread out on his bed with my hands tied behind my back and a blindfold cutting off the light, and I had never been more aware of my own body in my entire life.

His fingers traced down my spine, slow, each vertebra a separate touch. My back arched without my permission. I heard him exhale, soft and amused, and his hand flattened against the small of my back, pressing me down.

"Don't move," he said. "Don't speak. Don't make a sound unless I tell you to."

I bit my lip. I could feel myself getting wet, could feel the heat pooling low in my belly, and I hated how much I wanted this, hated how easily my body responded to the weight of his control.

His hand slid lower. Over the curve of my ass, down the back of my thigh, and then between my legs, where I was already slick, already aching.

"Good," he murmured. "You're learning."

His fingers pressed inside me, one then two, and my hips bucked forward despite everything. He made a sound low in his throat, something between a laugh and a growl, and his free hand came down on my ass, sharp, the sting blooming hot across my skin.

"I said don't move."

I moaned. I couldn't help it. My face was burning, my wrists straining against the belt, every nerve in my body focused on the place where his fingers were buried inside me, moving slow, deliberate, like he had all the time in the world.

He leaned down again, his mouth against my ear, his voice barely a whisper.

"You're mine," he said. "And I'm going to make sure you never forget it."

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I was three blocks from home when I realized I’d left my phone on the kitchen counter.

“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I muttered, already picturing Mia’s face when I walked back in. She’d been camped out on my couch for four days, going through her third breakup with the same guy who’d already cheated on her twice. Every time I tried to leave the apartment, she’d give me this wounded‑puppy look, like I was abandoning her to a pack of wolves.

I loved my sister. I did. But I was one more “But he said he’d change” away from losing my mind.

The late‑August heat was still clinging to the asphalt, even though the sun had set an hour ago. I’d been looking forward to this all week: a quiet night, leftover Thai food, and finally starting that true‑crime documentary Mia kept talking over. Instead, I was turning the car around, already rehearsing how to grab my phone without getting trapped in another hour of her crying.

I checked my rearview mirror out of habit, and my stomach dropped.

Black sedan. Low, sleek, headlights like two cold eyes. Same one that had been there for the last two weeks. Always a few cars back, always disappearing when I tried to get a good look. I’d told myself I was being paranoid. Told myself there were a thousand black sedans in this city.

But I’d memorized the license plate three days ago, and it was the same one.

My hands tightened on the steering wheel. My heart started hammering. The street ahead was empty, just me and him and the flickering streetlights. No other cars. No witnesses.

I’d been scared for two weeks. Checking over my shoulder, taking the long way home, lying awake and telling myself I was imagining things. But I wasn’t imagining anything. He was there, right behind me, and now we were alone.

Something snapped.

Before I could think, I yanked the wheel. The car jerked into a U‑turn, tires squealing. The sedan was coming up fast, and I aimed right for it, not head‑on, just close enough that he’d have to swerve, have to stop, have to finally show himself.

He swerved. I heard the screech of brakes, the sickening crunch of metal, and then my body slammed forward as our cars met. My seatbelt caught hard across my chest, and for a second I couldn’t breathe.

Then I was shoving the door open, stumbling out into the night air, my legs shaking but my hands already curled into fists.

“Why have you been following me?” My voice came out too loud, cracking on the last word.

The driver’s side door opened.

The man who stepped out was tall. Dark hair, sharp jaw, the kind of face that belonged on a magazine cover or a wanted poster. He was wearing a suit that probably cost more than my car, and he looked at the damage, his pristine black sedan now sporting a crumpled fender, my own bumper hanging loose, with an expression that wasn’t fear or surprise.

It was cold.

“Following you?” His voice was low, calm. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Don’t lie to me.” I pointed at his car. “That’s the same car that’s been tailing me for two weeks. Same license plate. I recognized it.”

He looked at me then, really looked, and something flickered in his eyes. Amusement, maybe. Or irritation. “You hit my car. Deliberately, by the looks of it. And you want to stand here and accuse me of following you?”

“I want to know who you are and why you’ve been watching me.”

He took a step closer, and I forced myself not to back away. Up close, he smelled like cedar and something darker, and his eyes were brown almost black in the dim light and they didn’t blink.

“I was driving home,” he said quietly. “You made an illegal U‑turn, caused an accident, and now you’re making baseless accusations. Do you know what happens when the police show up and find a woman who deliberately rammed her car into a stranger’s vehicle because she thought he was following her?”

My mouth opened. Closed.

“They’ll run your plates,” he continued, still calm, still quiet. “They’ll see your tags are expired. They’ll see you have no insurance or the bare minimum, which won’t cover this.” He gestured to the damage. “And then they’ll arrest you for reckless driving, maybe assault with a deadly weapon if the officer’s in a bad mood.”

My hands were shaking now. Not from anger anymore.

“I wasn’t—”

“You weren’t what?” He tilted his head. “You weren’t trying to hit me? Because from where I’m standing, it looks exactly like you turned your car into mine on purpose.”

I wanted to deny it. But the truth was stuck in my throat, because he was right. I had done it on purpose. I’d been so scared, so tired, so sick of feeling like prey, that I’d done something insane.

“I’ll pay for the damage,” I said, and my voice cracked. “I’ll pay whatever it costs, I just—”

“How?”

The word was flat. Final.

“I’ll figure it out,” I said. “I can get a second job, I can—”

“Do you know what kind of car this is?”

I looked at the crumpled fender, the sleek black paint. I didn’t know, but I could guess.

“Aston Martin,” he said. “Limited edition. The damage you caused is roughly forty‑two thousand dollars. And that’s before we discuss the depreciation from having an accident on its record.”

Forty‑two thousand dollars.

The number sat in my chest like a stone. I couldn’t breathe around it. I thought about my apartment, the one I’d scraped together the security deposit for after living with three roommates for two years. I thought about my computer, my tablet, my whole stupid career that barely paid for my groceries.

I thought about the letter I’d gotten yesterday, the one from the bank, telling me I had thirty days to catch up on my car loan before they repossessed it.

“I don’t have that kind of money,” I whispered. “I don’t have any money.”

“Then you have a problem.” He wasn’t mocking me. He wasn’t angry. He was just stating facts, and somehow that was worse. “Because I can call the police. File a report. Let them sort it out. And when they do, you’ll be looking at fines you can’t pay, a court date you can’t miss, and a record that’ll follow you for years.”

My heart was pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears.

“Or,” he said, “we can handle this another way.”

He paused. Let the words hang in the air.

I stared at him, my mind racing. Another way. What other way? What could a man like him possibly want from someone like me?

He didn’t say anything else. He just stood there, waiting, and in the silence I could hear my own breathing, too fast, too loud.

I thought about Mia on the couch. About the rent I couldn’t afford. About the car that was about to be taken. About the police, the fines, the record that would destroy any chance I had at a real job, a real life.

I was trapped. I’d been trapped before I even turned the wheel.

“What other way?” I finally asked, and my voice was barely a whisper.

He reached into his jacket.

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