The moment I saw her, I knew she was innocent—untouched. Her innocence was like a beacon calling out to me, begging me to corrupt her and break her until the only air she wanted to breathe was mine.
I didn’t understand it at all. The moment I looked into her eyes, I knew she was mine. She had the palest blue eyes I had ever seen. You could get lost in them. They were laced with innocence, fear, and deep down, a fire so wild I wasn’t sure I could tame. I knew how to read people. It had been my job to learn the inner workings of the human mind to get into my target’s mind. It’s what made me a dangerous man. I worked as an assassin for my old Pakhan until I staged a coup with Mikhail and Nikita and took over as the Pakhan. A lot of men were against the sale of flesh because they had families of their own. They supported me until I took over fully and stopped it completely. I wasn’t stupid; I knew people still practiced it in secret. I was just glad it was a taboo. Viktor knew it was wrong to buy me a girl. There must have been something special about her to make him break rules. My mystery girl had fire that I had never seen in anyone before. It was just a little bit extinguished. Not only were her eyes hypnotic, but her scent was intoxicating and her hair silky. If sirens were rea, then one of thtem was standing right in front of me. All I wanted was to mark her and claim her as mine. I had no idea what was happening to me. Generally, women bored me. They were all after the same thing—money, wealth, status, and power. And while I wasn’t any different, I preferred a woman who didn’t look at me as a stepping stone. Not that many people knew what the Pakhan looked like. After my sister was murdered, I retreated into the shadows. A lot of my men saw me as a ghost. I existed everywhere yet nowhere at once. When she stepped on Viktor’s foot and tried to escape, I knew I was right. The little mouse was a fighter. I smirked, unable to control myself. It would be fun to break her to my liking. My smirk was however wiped off when Viktor hit her and tried to do it a second time. I wasn’t able to stop myself from firing the weapon. I never missed. The bullet hit the back of his end and made an exit wound at the front. Although I had just killed a man in front of her and she was covered in blood, she still took my hand and allowed me to help her up. She smelled like vanilla and blueberries. I wanted to bury my face in her neck and breathe her in. However, that would creep her out. I gave Mikhail a look and he said, “Tell Giulia to prepare a room for her in the West Wing. Give her food and water and make sure she’s cuffed to the bed. We’ll figure things out in the morning.” I watched as the hope the little firecracker had was crushed. I let her go and walked away afraid that if I kept looking at her, I would take her with all my bodyguards watching. As soon as Mikhail was done with my firecracker’s arrangements, he came straight to my office. I poured him a glass of dry vodka. He downed it on one shot. “You can’t keep her,” he said as he looked at me. “I have a bad feeling about her. She can’t be trusted.” When I remained silent and sparked a cigar, he sighed. “If you hadn’t killed Viktor, we would know why he said she was special. She’s more than just a girl he picked up somewhere as a gift to you. There is more to her than we know.” I shot him a look to reprimand him for how he spoke to me. I was Pakhan and I wouldn’t allow anyone to talk to me like that—even if he was my twin. Mikhail and I looked nothing alike. We were fraternal twins. I came out first looking a lot more like my mother. I had her green eyes and blonde hair. Mikhail came a day later with dark brown hair and eyes as black as coal. With my scar and mismatched eyes, no one could tell we were brothers, let alone twins. “I’m sorry but you know I’m right. I saw how you looked at her. You want her. I can see the carnal need still swimming in your eyes. We should drug her and send her to the police. No one will believe she saw you and lived to tell the tale.” I couldn’t. Maybe it made me a monster but I was prepared to be that. I couldn’t help it. I wanted the girl. I was no hero or saint. “No, Maxim. I can’t let you do this. Remember the message it will send to your men. It will open a can of worms neither of us are prepared to close.” I gave him another look of disbelief. Did he really think I was stupid? Only Viktor and Akim knew about the girl. No one else had to know. “You realize you will be doing the same thing you fought so hard against? You’d be like that bastard Alfonso.” Oh God, his rambling was starting to piss me off. “What’s her name?” I asked. He sighed, realizing he wasn’t getting anywhere with me. I could care less what kind of a man keeping the girl made me. She was mine and I would be damned if I let her go. “Livia Brown.” I managed to crack a smile as I whispered, “Livia.” Her name was just a gorgeous and unique as she was. It felt so sounded so good on my lips. Viktor had been right. The girl had indeed been a gift for me.Our flight back to Russia felt longer than it was because we both couldn’t wait to land. I had gotten a lot of information from lots of people and I couldn’t believe what I heard.Mikhail didn’t know the position he had put me in. If I didn’t punish him for what he was doing, everyone in my organization would try exactly what he was doing, and I couldn’t have that.It was such a shame that he allowed his mother to call the shots and tell him how to live his life.I was so angry that all I could think about was wanting to kill someone. If it wasn’t for Livia touching my hand every now and then, I would’ve broken something inside the plane.She massaged my shoulders and head to ease the tension in my body, but it didn’t seem to work because I felt worse the closer we got to home.Once we landed, a car was waiting for us, as well as several guards. Mikhail had no idea that we’d come back because I had strictly instructed my most loyal man not to reveal this piece of information to anyone
Our honeymoon didn’t last long, especially after Nikita called me. Livia and I were at a hotel having dinner. She hadn’t touched her phone and I hadn’t touched mine, but that didn’t mean we didn’t carry them with us.If we didn’t carry them, how would we know if an emergency arose? My line of work needed me to be alert at all times and to be ready for anything which I was.We were talking about our lives and reminiscing about our past when my phone buzzed and I removed it from my pocket. We stared at the name on the screen, wondering why my cousin was calling after I specifically said that we didn’t want anyone to bother us during our vacation.But my annoyance quickly faded when I realized that he wouldn’t have called if it wasn’t an emergency.Something had to be wrong to make him call.“Should I pick the call? He can handle things without me you know.”My fingers itched to slide the answer button so I could talk to him, but I didn’t want to risk upsetting Livia. This was our one ch
Even while I was on vacation, I knew something was wrong. I had this feeling in the back of my mind that my organization was in trouble and sooner rather than later, I would regret not leaving someone in charge.However, I didn’t want to leave Nikita in charge and make my brother think I was edging him out. On the other hand, I couldn’t leave my brother in charge because I knew he would sabotage the organization by letting Moya push his buttons the way she wanted.My father hated her for a good reason. I never said this to Mikhail but my father told me all about the relationship he had with my mother.She was manipulative and she could make him do whatever she wanted. She was also an ambitious woman who wanted him to overthrow the current Pakhan so she could become a queen.The man who raised me was far from decent. He turned me into an assassin as soon as he could, and he exploited every single person he came across. You couldn’t put it past him not to cross any boundaries.So in a r
Everyone was telling me one thing and I was starting to believe that it was true even though I didn’t want to. My brother and I had been at odds ever since my mother came into town.He was so quick to judge me and blame me for always taking her side, but he didn’t understand what we had been through when she left our father.I had done everything I could to protect her, and she was the only one I had at my lowest and when no one else was there for me.I had grown up a chubby kid who was bullied all the time in school, but it only took my mother one day to come to school and people suddenly respected me.I never knew what she did or what kind of strings she pulled. All I knew was that I was never bullied again after that day.She did everything she could to feed me, clothe me, buy me toys and make me happy despite all the financial difficulties we were having. My father didn’t want to provide anything as long as he wasn’t with my mother.He made it clear that he wasn’t going to support
The flight was so long and I almost slept the whole way. If it wasn’t for Maxim waking me up with his fingers in my panties and his other hand squeezing my breasts, I would have woken up in Thailand. He was sleeping beside me on the bed while he rubbed his against him. Even in a state of disarray when I thought I was asleep, my body still responded to his touch like he was meant to touch me forever. “Mhhmm, you smell so good. Has anyone ever told you you smell like roses even though you hate the flowers?” He asked as he buried his face in my neck.He sucked on a spot there that made my knees buck. I moaned his name and threw my head back, relishing in the feeling of his mouth on me. His hand was under the sweatshirt I had on since I was wearing nothing underneath.He groped my breasts while he rubbed circles all around my clit. His touch was so featherlike and yet so pleasurable that I couldn’t understand why I felt so good.Within moments, I was clamping my things together and my e
Livia was tense especially after I asked her that question. She didn’t know how I could know, but I did. Judging from the hush tones they were speaking in and the way they longingly held onto one another as they were saying goodbye, I knew I was spot on“ You don’t have to tell me anything, but I already know the truth. We are married. I would appreciate some disclosure. I don’t expect you to lie to me anymore.”She seems like a deer cartoon headlights, but it didn’t look like she was getting ready to lie. She pulled me aside, but I knew she didn’t want to tell me anything.“Like I told you you don’t have to admit to anything right now. I just don’t appreciate being lied to.”“I didn’t mean to lie to you. You have to understand she’s Italian and you have Italian enemies. I didn’t want you to think that I was involved with them in some way. not to mention that she’s involved with some gang leader. She didn’t tell me who it was, but she once let it slip and I could tell she regretted it