LOGINWe spend the last ten minutes of the cocktail hour talking to the Gaffans before everyone is asked to take their seats. Cass leads me to our seats with his hand on my lower back and the sensation it stirs in my lower belly makes me have to concentrate on walking so I don't fall and completely embarrass myself.
We sit and he leans in whispering, "I don't know how you did that, but you just worked a miracle. Now I owe you twice. For the second one, think big because that was a big favour."
I just shrug and say, "I'm not going to come up with anything. I don't feel like you owe me."
He looks at me, slightly put out, then says, "I'll figure out something you want. Believe me, I'm not letting this go."
I just shrug, figuring he'll be too busy to remember. A delicious tomato soup is put in front of me and I'm completely distracted from everything around me. I'm starving and need to focus on eating like a lady. My dress is dark at least so if I spill nothing will show.
There's entertainment throughout dinner that blows my mind away. I don't know how Cass can look on in complete disinterest.
"Those girls on the silks are amazing!" I say to him after a particularly talented performance.
He shrugs and says, "Sure."
His answer drives me a little crazy and I say, "How can you not be more impressed. The amount of practice that takes is amazing. I would be terrified of even trying it with mates below me and they did it over a hard wood floor!"
"They're getting paid," he insists, confused by my outrage.
"Yes, but they probably don't get paid much, if you calculate all the hours spent practicing for the show. They're also risking serious injuries that I'm sure their pay would come nowhere near covering," I point out.
"Then they shouldn't do it," he says obviously.
"But then we wouldn't be amazed!" I say, still outraged.
"I'm not amazed."
"Well I am, so it was worth it!" I say, almost pouting. I'm mortified the second I realize how petulant I'm being and I immediately relax my position.
"Wow, I went a little overboard. I hope you like the next act better," I say, awkwardly looking at my dinner plate.
He leans into my ear and whispers, "Relax, you like silk. Noted."
I'm glad I'm already staring at my plate. I'm sure he meant to alleviate the tension but he just knocked it up ten points. My lower belly stirs again and I feel my thighs press together ever the slightest without my say so. There's a slight tingle that I've never felt from a man before and I inwardly berate myself. 'Alexa, you will not let your boss be the first man who turns you on. Absolutely not'.
Luckily, Cass doesn't expect a response or reaction. He returns to his plate and continues eating like it's not a big deal, and to him it is. The kiss earlier, this whispered innuendo now, they're all fun little games for a man with his age and experience. There's no way he's feeling what I'm feeling and if he was, it wouldn't affect him the same.
He has perfect control at all times. I'm sure he's immune to his body having stupid little reactions to a small kiss.
I talk to other people around our table and it helps me to calm my nerves and pull myself back together which is good because the dancing comes next. At least three girls come up to Cass to ask him to save the first dance and he tells each one the same thing, "I'll be dancing with my date tonight."
I'm starting to get annoyed when I ask Cass, "Should I be taking it personally that these girls are asking you to dance right in front of me. I'm supposed to be your date, it would be a dick move if you said yes. I mean, what crazy stuff would I have to say to you for you to want to get away from me the second the music starts."
Cass chuckles and says, "You know, you're pretty funny Alexa."
I flip my hair dramatically and say, "Obviously."
He laughs again then grabs my hand saying, "You're the most beautiful girl in the room and any girl who thinks they stand a chance is crazy."
I laugh and say, "Feel free to count that as one of the favours you owe. Complimenting me wasn't part of the deal."
At that moment, MC takes to the mic to announce that the dance floor is open. Cass stands up, still holding my hand and says, "I guess that's our cue."
I stand up beside him and say, "You better be good. These are the nicest shoes I've ever owned."
"I'm Italian, believe me, I can dance."
The confidence in his voice and the heated look in his eyes are a lethal combination. I would melt on the spot except that nothing focuses me like a challenge, it's part of the reason I said what I said. I knew that I would have a hard time keeping my reaction at bay once we were dancing so I made it a bit of a competition.
From what I can tell the music is a samba and from the first step I can Cass is the perfect lead. Thankfully, I've had some dance training and I've spent a lot of the last three months clubbing with Tony and his friends so I'm able to follow just fine.
I love the feel of my dress as it twirls around me and I make a mental note to remind myself to thank Annabelle later for helping me pick this dress.
I see girls eyeing Cass from the sidelines and so does he so we continue from one dance to the next not giving them a chance to step in. Mr. and Mrs. Gaffan come over at some point to steal us away from each other for a dance. I can see Ellie talking Cass's ear off while I have a quieter more serious dance with Mr. Gaffan.
Towards the end of our dance he says, "You're a sweet girl Alexa, I hope you can handle Mr. Conti."
"He's been nothing but amazing to me, I assure you," I respond lightheartedly.
"There's more to the man than what's on the surface, just make sure you proceed with caution, okay? My wife likes you, I hope we get to keep seeing you around," he says as the song ends.
He doesn't give me a chance to respond, he simply hands me back to Cass.
We travel by private jet yet again, to join Cass's family for Christmas. Of course, we take the opportunity to accumulate points on our mile-high club memberships.By the time we land, Cass has me so relaxed that even on the car ride to his family home I can't bring myself to feel nervous. This time I have a better idea of what to expect, but I'm not sure if that makes it worse or better. I'm hoping that the kids being there will force the adults to all be on their best behaviour."So anything I should know about your family's Christmas traditions?" I ask.He shrugs and says, "Not much. We don't really keep up too many of the old traditions, but there is a lot of amazing food. I meant to ask, what are your religious views?""I was baptized Catholic but I stopped going to church years ago and I don't believe in anything," I say."Not even God?" he asks, surprised."For a while, I thought that maybe I believed there was a higher being. Really, I was not yet comfortable saying I didn't b
Cass deposits me on a chair by the kitchen island and I can tell by the look on Allegra's face that she's not amused. Cass takes the seat beside me and Ana places a black coffee in front of me and an espresso in front of Cass.Cass doesn't waste time on pleasantries and asks, "So why are you here?"Allegra looks pointedly at me, then back to Cass and says, "It's a sensitive topic.""If it's a sensitive topic that can be discussed in front of Valentina, then it can be discussed in front of Alexa as well," Cass says with an eye roll. He obviously isn't enjoying all this made-up drama."Since you insist on bringing Alexa into the family, Constantine thought it necessary to do a background check," she says as she dramatically tosses a folder on the island in front of Cass.I try not to laugh, thinking about how bored the P.I must have been while investigating my family. "Did you find anything good?" I ask, amused.Allegra ignores me and continues talking to Cass, "She's broke. She made a
I get home in the early morning hours and the sight of Alexa deep in sleep in my bed helps me let go of the last of my annoyance. I know I shouldn't wake her up, but after the night I've had, I can't stop myself. I watch her sleep as I pull off my clothes. I'm already hard by the time I slide in the bed behind.I'm beyond lucky that she sleeps naked because it makes moments like this possible. I wedge my c-ck between her butt cheeks and slowly grind against her. She softly moans and I can tell she's still mostly asleep but waking up.I feel a slight tinge of guilt that I'm waking her up in the dead of sleep. She's always been a very willing partner and it's Saturday morning so she can sleep in."Mmh. That feels nice," Alexa says with her eyes still closed. "Is this a dream?"I smile and whisper, "Go ahead and keep dreaming, I just need a quick fix.""Okay," she says, and I can't see her face but I know she's smiling gently.Just because I don't plan on taking long doesn't mean I'll le
It's a couple of weeks until Christmas, and I'm actually looking forward to returning home for the holidays. With Alexa by my side, my last visit was somewhat enjoyable, and I only see that improving as she gets more comfortable around my family. That being said, I'm still keeping the visit brief.Work at Ombra is going great but the family business has been stressful. I'm pissed that I have to spend the night away from Alexa to come in and hear about the latest f-ck up. I rushed into the office as soon as my second, a no-nonsense guy named Luca, called. He almost never needs me to come meet him in person and the fact that he didn't want to say anything over the phone means it's bad.We keep our offices in the back of a strip club that I prefer not to visit, in a part of town that I no longer belong to. Coming here makes me think back to when I was first exiled. I was heartbroken and lonely with something to prove. Looking back now, I see how far I've come. It's crazy that it took hav
Over the next couple of weeks, Cass has me sitting in on an increasing number of meetings to take notes. After the meetings, we'll usually do a debrief where he asks me a bunch of questions about the finer points of the meeting and my opinion on what the next steps should be. He's even had me write up a few preliminary drafts for proposals.This isn't normally part of my responsibilities as his assistant, but I can't say I don't enjoy the extra work. It's fascinating and much more challenging than my normal day-to-day tasks. We've gotten into the habit of eating lunch together in his office so that I can have time to ask questions and get clarification when needed.Today, we're eating a turkey, pesto sandwich when I finally feel the need to ask, "Why are you letting me do so much and being so patient with all my questions? I'm sure you could get this down so much faster."He puts down his sandwich and I appreciate that he's obviously taking this question seriously. "I think you have f
We arrive home just after lunch and I have the rest of the day to relax and do as I please. I was expecting to stay through lunch with Cass's family, so this was an unexpected boon. I'm not sure what changed our plans but I'm not complaining.I start walking in the direction of my room to put my things away but Cass grabs me around my waist and asks, "Where do you think you're going?"I look at him confused, and say, "To my room."He gives me a mischievous smile and pulls me with him in the direction of his room."You know I'm always ups for more sex, but you could at least give me a couple of minutes to put my stuff away before you pounce," I lightly joke.We get to his room and I'm immediately speechless. I walk around seeing my stuff placed all around his room the same way it was placed in mine, right down to the vibrator in the bedside drawer. My face turns a bit red when I notice that one, knowing that someone had to move it.I turn back to Cass with a questioning look, still una







