“Morning, Blake,” Charlotte said as she placed a cup down on the table and filled it from the coffee pot.
“Hi, Charlotte,” I said and smiled.
It’s what people in small towns did. They ate at diners and they smiled at their neighbors, even though smiling wasn’t something I did before I’d moved to Epworth. Charlotte walked off to serve other customers but I knew she'd be back in approximately seven minutes, the time it took me to empty my first cup of coffee.
“Here’s your orange juice,” she said and put the glass down next to my cup in passing. Today was Friday and on Friday’s I always had an omelet filled with cheese, mushrooms, and peppers with extra bacon on the side. It had taken her three weeks to figure out my preferences and started asking me if I was having my regular Monday breakfast on a Monday.
It might seem odd that I ate the same things for breakfast every day of the week but it was just something I did. Jack called it home OCD and the thought had made me laugh. My morning routine at the farm consisted of me having a cup of coffee when I came into the diner, after that I’d have orange juice with my breakfast and I finished that off with a glass of warm water. Charlotte would bring the bill and take my card.
Charlotte McAllister was twenty-eight years old, she owned the diner and worked from 7 a.m. to 7 p.m. She lived alone in a comfortable single-story house on Second Avenue SW. She was five foot four and about a hundred and twenty pounds. She liked to read thriller novels and preferred romantic movies where she always cried at the end.
She had light blue eyes with dark brown hair, and a smile for every person she encountered. She believed that the world was filled with people only trying to survive and that they were generally good. Her real name though was Charlotte Douglas and she had moved around quite a few times from Elko, Nevada before settling in Epworth almost five years ago. She had changed her name and worked at the diner for four years before buying it from Mr. Carlson who finally decided to retire at the age of seventy.
I knew that she was married and that there was a history of domestic abuse and I guessed that she was hiding from him. She hadn’t told me any of this but I had asked Bluebird to look into her and on two previous occasions, I had broken into her house. She religiously wrote in her diary and it had been very informative. The truth probably was that she more than intrigued me.
We would make small talk and joke and sometimes I would catch her looking at me like she knew something about me, which was impossible of course. She always kept my table open in the mornings and I knew she liked me for some reason. She had written about me in her diary numerous times.
I took my card out as she walked over to me with the bill and the card machine. “You should just open a tab.”
“So you can send some guys over to the farm to break my knees if I pay late?” She laughed at my stupid attempt at a joke. She had a beautiful laugh. She was beautiful too and she had more than one admirer in town. I saw how the other single men in town looked at her and for some reason that made me jealous. It wasn’t an emotion I was familiar with.
“Are you attending the band night tonight?” she asked as I entered my pin into the machine.
“Maybe,” I answered.
“You should come,” she said.
“I’ll think about it.”
Charlotte’s eyes held my gaze for longer than ever before until she seemed to remember that we were in public. She smiled again, a bit nervously this time. “It’ll be nice to see you there.”
I drove to Dubuque to get my mail from the postal box I kept there and bought groceries for the next week. At home, I left the mail on the kitchen table and went upstairs to sleep. I had barely slept since Wednesday night when I had gone to Chicago.
I woke up at 4 p.m. and went downstairs to make coffee and check my mail. At the kitchen table, I opened the first envelope. It was a birthday invitation and I didn’t even need to read the card. I knew exactly who it was from. I placed it back in the envelope and pushed it aside. The second envelope was a letter from Nataly. I recognized her handwriting on the envelope and I threw it in the trash without opening it. I wasn’t interested in reading her letter.
My phone beeped once and I opened my text messages. I smiled as I read her message.
Lynda: If you’re bored, check your email.
I wasn’t bored yet, but I might be by tomorrow. I got my laptop and checked my email. Lynda also had a soft spot for me, one I didn’t understand because even as dedicated as I was, I also broke the rules a lot.
I clicked on the link and the screen opened to show an image of an older man with salt and pepper hair. The photo of him was taken on a yacht, which was moored and I wondered if he ever took it out or just kept it moored. What a waste.
His name was Paul Jameson, aged fifty-four and currently living on his yacht with only one bodyguard at the Port Royal Marina in Redondo Beach. He obviously wasn’t worried about anything. He was married but separated and his wife and two children were living a life of luxury in their California mansion. He owned a string of strip clubs all down the coast and his current business partner had taken out the contract.
That unexpected twist. Life is full of them. My unexpected twist came in the form of Charlotte dying a few hours after bringing Tala into the world. It’s been four days and I’m functioning on autopilot.That night I brought Tala home and I sat beside her crib until the following morning, making sure nothing happened to her during the night. The most awful moment was when William woke up and I had to tell him that Charlotte was gone.He sat on my lap in that rocking chair next to Tala’s crib and we cried. Jessica stopped by every day and sat with Tala so I could shower and I cried as I stood under the water. Everything smelled like her, everything reminded me of her, especially Tala. She had Charlotte’s dark hair and she smelled like her too.“He should hire someone to help him with Tala.” I heard Jessica say to Malachi downstairs in the kitchen as I sat on my bed.“Give him time,” Malachi said. Time. Time wouldn’t heal this. Nothing could take this pain away. I put my suit on and wen
Tala was finally given back to me and I looked at the pack. “I really appreciate you all being here but it’s time for Tala to meet her mother.”I took Tala back to Charlotte’s room where Jessica half sat on the edge of the bed and held one of Charlotte’s hands. She was fully awake now and she looked at me. “She’s perfect, Charlotte,” I said and Jessica laughed.“See, I told you, those tiny humans change everyone,” Jessica said. They hugged and Jessica stopped at the door. “Congrats, badass, she’s a princess that one.”“Jessica says you named our daughter in the waiting room,” Charlotte said as I gave Tala to her.“Sorry, when Malachi asked me it just seemed to suit her,” I said and Charlotte smiled.“I like it, it does suit her,” she said. “Where’s William?”The door opened again and Jessica nudged William forward and closed the door behind him. “Come meet your sister, William.”“Can I touch her?” William asked as he stood next to Charlotte’s bed and looked at Tala.“Of course, she w
Four months later…“Hey,” I answered my phone. I was standing in line at the grocery store waiting to pay and I wondered what she’d forgotten this time. It had happened a few times and two weeks earlier, she’d actually phoned me three times while I was doing the grocery shopping.For the past four months, I hadn’t really let her out of my sight. It wasn’t paranoia, but guilt. I hadn’t left Seward and when I had to leave the house, the alarm system was on and my phone was open on the camera app that I checked every few seconds.“Don’t freak out,” she said.“I never freak out,” I said and smiled.“My water broke and I’m on my way to the hospital,” she said.“What?” I asked her loudly and three people ahead of me turned around to look at me.“I’m driving to the hospital so when you’re done with the groceries–”“You’re driving yourself to the hospital?” I yelled at her and more people looked at me. I left the cart in the queue and started running toward my car. I drove to the hospital an
I looked in on William and found him asleep in his bed. I tucked the covers around him and kissed his forehead. Downstairs I opened the laptop and googled the company that had done the delivery of the baby furniture. Five minutes later, I had a home address for the asshole.I picked up the phone and called the only other person who wouldn’t treat me like I had the plague.“Hey, man, I heard what happened,” he said when he answered his phone.“I need a favor,” I said.“Sure, whatever I can do to help,” he said.“I need you to just be in my house for an hour, maybe two,” I said.“You found him?” he asked me.“I have an address.”“I’ll get someone to sit there. I’m coming with you,” he said.“Carl, this isn’t going to be pretty,” I said.“Shit.” He laughed at me. “I’d hope not, otherwise I’m not sure if we could remain friends.”Fifteen minutes later Carl and Frank arrived at my house. Frank wasn’t very happy at having to stay behind but he understood that Charlotte and William couldn’t
I looked at the video feed the system had sent me as the man breached the yard and picked the lock at the back door. He wore a mask but I would find him and I would go alone because it would be brutal. I went upstairs and opened William’s door.“I’m sorry,” I said and sat down on his bed. He was lying on his side and he looked at me.“I tried to protect her but he was stronger than me,” William said and the guilt just wouldn’t stop. He sat upright and I pulled him closer to me and hugged him.“You did good, kid. Did he hurt you?” I asked him and he started to cry.“I couldn’t help her,” he said as he continued to cry on my shoulder.“This isn’t your fault, William, it’s mine. I should have been here,” I said.I sat with him until he stopped crying and went to face Charlotte. I stood in the doorway of the bedroom and looked at her as she slept. Her left arm was in a cast, her eye was swollen shut and she had bruises on her arm and shoulder. Those were the marks and bruises I could see.
I walked out of the back door and sent a text to Bo about the phone. I got in the rental car and drove back to Chicago, feeling lighter and better. Jack was still my brother and he hadn’t betrayed me.I had my doubts as I parked the car in front of the apartment building. It had to be done, one way or another. I took the elevator up to his floor and stood next to his front door and took my phone out. I dialed his number from memory and listened to it ring inside his apartment.“Hello,” he answered sleepily.“Open your front door, Blue,” I said.“Are you coming in hot?” he asked me, wide awake now.“If I were, would I be at your front door?” I asked him.I heard his footsteps and I ended the call as he opened his front door. “Jericho.” He smiled when I hugged him and I could feel his shoulders relax. “Man, it’s really good to see you, unless you’re here to kill me.”I walked past him into his apartment and he switched the living room lights on. “You’re not dying today, Charlie.”“I jus