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Chapter 31 The Weight of His Own Hands

Penulis: Rakiatu Clottey
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-11-07 15:11:31

It begins a few weeks after Elena leaves again.

Not dramatically just quietly.

She leaves the key on the counter this time, not in the lock.

And when Liam finds it, something inside him doesn’t shatter.

It settles.

Because deep down, the break had already happened long before she walked out.

He sits alone that evening, staring at the papers on his desk the divorce decree, the one he pushed forward months ago when she came back.

The one that ended everything with Amara.

He remembers how quickly he’d done it.

No hesitation. No pause.

Just the blind rush of a man who thought love had finally circled back to him.

He’d signed his name with relief.

Now, when he looks at it, he sees recklessness disguised as certainty.

It hits him:

He’d burned the bridge that still had light on it… just to stand in the ruins of a home that was already ash.

He thinks of Amara  the way she didn’t fight, didn’t plead.

She just looked at him that last day and said, “If she’s where your heart still lives, then go.”

He hadn’t realized the grace in that until now.

He thought she was surrendering.

But no  she was freeing him.

And he’d mistaken that freedom for permission to forget her.

Now her name feels heavier than regret itself.

He starts seeing her everywhere in little, quiet ways.

In the scent of coffee that lingers on rainy mornings.

In the books stacked unevenly on the table she always did that, said perfect symmetry made her nervous.

In the way silence feels softer when he’s thinking about her.

He finds the old mug she used the one with the chipped handle she refused to throw away.

And that’s when he breaks.

Not in a loud, cinematic way  but in the kind of breaking that folds inward, soundless and endless.

Because now he understands:

He didn’t just lose her.

He chose to lose her.

He chose pride over patience.

Memory over reality.

A return over a reason.

He remembers the night he told Amara about the divorce.

The way her lips parted, not from shock but from quiet recognition  as if she’d already felt the storm coming.

She didn’t ask why. She just nodded and said, “Then I wish you peace.”

Peace.

The word stings now.

Because he has everything but that.

He tries to write her a message, a letter, something.

But every line sounds like an apology that’s too late.

And how do you apologize for something you can’t undo?

How do you tell someone, “I see it now. I see you now.” when you’re the reason they left in the first place?

He takes walks in the park she loved.

The benches remember them, the trees remember them  he swears even the air does.

But she doesn’t.

Or maybe she does and just chooses not to return to that version of herself again.

And that’s what kills him that she’s probably healed, while he’s still rehearsing mistakes.

He passes by the café one afternoon the same one where Amara used to write.

Her table’s empty, but a napkin rests there, scribbled with words from someone else.

Still, his mind fills in the ghost of her pen between fingers, eyes soft and thoughtful, a quiet strength he never learned to understand.

He whispers her name into the space she used to occupy, and for a second, he almost feels her there.

Then reality settles  he let her go for someone who never even stayed.

That night, he can’t sleep.

He replays everything the day the woman who left returned, the rush of emotion that blinded him, the way he thought her presence was proof of destiny.

But it wasn’t destiny.

It was unfinished business masquerading as love.

And now he realizes that love isn’t something that returns.

It’s something that remains quietly, faithfully even when it’s unchosen.

He gets up, walks to the mirror, and stares at himself until the dawn breaks.

His reflection looks older. Not because of time, but because of truth.

He says her name again  not as a wish, but as an apology.

“Amara.”

No answer.

Just the quiet hum of the city outside, carrying her name away.

He knows he can’t find her — not yet. Maybe not ever.

But somewhere deep inside, he makes a promise:

If their worlds ever cross again, he won’t rush this time.

He’ll listen before he loves.

Wait before he decides.

And when he reaches, it’ll be for the right reasons  not the familiar ones.

Because now he knows love isn’t about who returns.

It’s about who stayed, even when no one noticed.

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