Anglo
I don't like change and I don't like it when things change. This has been the longest three days ever . On Wednesday morning I woke up to an empty bed ; no sign of Cleo , just the memory of transpired on Tuesday evening before she left the next morning. The sheets smelled of her and since it was winter the fragrance of J'adore hung in the room . That included the scent of her shower gel. I am already in trouble with missing her when she is around , now that she is not around, and I'm not waking up to her raidiant smile and adorable laugh I'm having a difficult time .
I had taken the whole week off and I thought it was going to be an epic week with the family, but now I'm back to square one. It feels like the time the twins were born and Cleo had made sure I couldn't see her... That was better because I could send her a text and she'd respond . I have nothing to a
CleoIt was the day before Ellie's wedding and as much as my brother was in denial about not being in love with her ; we finally talked and he saw that it was better to let go of Ell. I had told him that if it was meant to be it will not pass you by and it will come back . My own brother told me to take my own advice and go back to Angelo and tell him the truth before the five days were up . I wanted more days to digest what I did, only family knew except for Angelo.We decided to have Ellie and Max's party before they get married at a secluded restaurant that had unsigned singers singing. They both didn't want to have a bachelor's or bachelorette party. We had arrived first and the boys followed . Within five minutes I was arguing with Marc. It was an argument about him kissing me the other day when I hadn't given birth to Ava and how Angelo is undeserving of me. I defended Angelo and he pointed out the fac
AngeloThe past two weeks have been hard on me; not only emotionally but business wise too. The explosion caused more harm than good. It earned Mia a one way ticket to a mental institution and a long lecture . I was afraid to tell Cleo that I can't forgive myself because my mother was behind what had happened. She has influence and the kind of influence she has over people is really potent . If Cleo knew she would be asking a lot of questions I don't have the answers to... I hate keeping stuff from her. I came back to the Luca estate with her so that I could be close to her and Ava and keep an eye on them . Financially Massa was stable but the communications department brought in a lot of money. Cleo knew how things worked and keeping her in the dark wasn't something I wanted to get used to. I couldn't take it. So when I got up this morning at nine ;I called my dad to tell him what had been going on and how much it was hurting me to treat my
AngeloI cannot believe it . I am married to Cleo . She has my last name . She is; Cleopatra Massa and she is all mine . She is officially off the market and I don't have to feel insecure about who she is loyal to. Once we get Ellie and Maxwell's wedding out of the way we can focus on us . I was slowly coming around after an eventful night. She has always chosen me and I've been to blind to see that . I need to show her that she is worth the fight and sacrifice... She agreed to take me as her plus one for the wedding and while the Twins are at her mother's house, Ava was going to Daniel's for the day . I opened my eyes and took a deep breath . The sheets smelled of Cleo. When I reached out to touch her all I felt was one of the many pillows on the bed.I heard the main bedroom door open and as I tried to sit up my back hurt just a little bit from all the fun I had with Cleo . I really missed her and I
CleoIt's Ellie's wedding day and I am going with Blue. After all we've been through and all the stuff we've had to endure; I am surprised we've made it this far.When I told him that I thought Nicolai was Rosa's mole , he said that he believed me . I have proper reasoning behind my alligation . He has done work for Blue no questions asked and Rosa.Rosa has a lose mouth and she has a tendency of telling on herself and the people she is working with to do whatever the hell she likes to reek havoc in other people's lives and I have a sneaky suspicion that its only me . She's never done this with an of Angelo's exes and I really just don't trust Mia's intentions with my man. Ellie had told me about the weekend she almost called it quits with Max because of her . I was dressed in a blush pink V neck long A line dress and my hair was cascading down my shoulders all wavy and chocolate brown . My face was dolled and I looked like something ou
AngeloI cherish the days when; I wake up next to a sleeping Cleo . She is always up before me or anyone because in the house for that matter. Even our own son has taken after her and he also still has trust issues.Daniel was away on family business and I needed someone to talk to. He had told me to to talk to Salvatore even if I don't like him because he too likes Cleo . He had also warned me about my friends who were ladies that think it was okay to make Cleo feel insecure and I unsure of her decision to take my last name , when he mentioned Mia I knew what he was talking about.On the day of Maxwell's wedding after the ceremony I called my mother to tell her that ; I was married to Cleo . She went quite for a second and asked me if ; I was sure about her being my one and only ? ... I told her yes and that she should stop being antagonistic towards Cleo. She went on to give her reasons as to why she was against
CleoI am too trusting and too forgiving . Especially when it comes to Rosa and everything she has done to me I still choose to forgive . What I cannot get over and believe is what she did to Pio and me . Rosa knew someone in the kitchen staff and I should have known that the suggestion to have some tea and cake as a peace offering was a trap. I've known Carl before I knew Angelo and he has always been the kindest soul I've ever come across. I always went to go get Ruth her lunch at his restaurant and like Nicolai before we found out where his loyalties lay he is like a brother to me .The night before I ended in hospital I was fine. I was feeling okay until I woke up feeling all sorts of tired and feverish. The only way I knew Rosa was behind both my son and me ending up on hospital was ; Carlo who told me what happened . Pio and I were being kept for another day to make sure everything was okay and that we were both hea
AngeloCleo and our kids are my life. I have been in a state of melancholia since Cleo asked me to make a choice yesterday morning . She went on to tell me that she will move out until I see that my mother is out to get her and the kids. I video called her and when she answered ;I asked her why ? She simply told me that; Cleo is black and her class has always been a problem to her. She also straight out told me that I made a mistake by marrying Cleo. She had also admitted to poisoning both my son and wife .After the conversation and argument Cleo and I had , I talked to Daniel and I actually told him that I had alcohol at the wedding but I was four weeks sober and I hadn't touched anything since. I was afraid of telling Cleo I relapsed and I needed help. He is officially my brother and I can count on him. Pia and Ava have both been on their best behaviour and they hadn't given me trouble while their mother was away. I was happ
CleoIt's my birthday and I'm growing another year older. Truth be told it feels as if I've lived so many lifetimes and survived the worst ... Or so I thought. Last week my mother in law threatened me and my son's life and to top it off I've been having nightmares about the time I lost Angelo's babies and the previous ocassions that I got held hostage; emotionally, physically ,and mentally by Rosa. Angelo has been trying to convince me that his mother won't come near us again. I just don't trust what he says where his mother is concerned. It's been a very strange week and it's not because I am growing old.Angelo got rid of all the alcohol in the house. He has been on edge since the food poisoning incident and what transpired at the hospital. I have been waking up in cold sweats and Blue has been able to somehow remedy the pain I was feeling. I wasn't sure why I said yes to being married to him before; however the past co