Angelo
I know how to keep serious stuff from my family. More than that I know how to use without anyone noticing or so I thought. On the Thursday before the dinner party I decided to get high and my drug of choice was my first drug . I needed something to get the edge off with everything that was happening and it wasn't after until Carl found me passed out on the floor with a bleeding nose. I needed to stay awake and I was operating on reserves. The moment I held Cleo close to me was the moment I stopped using.
Cleo has always been sharp and she asked me last night if I was doing okay and I lied to her . This morning while I was knocked out cold thanks to her; she found the tunnel underneath the house where I kept my stash. I had instructed Nicolai to move everything to the club where I wouldn't be able to access it . When I was woken up by a crying Ava I called Nicolai to find out if he did what I asked him to do and if
Chapter 60CleoThere comes a point in life when everything just clicks and makes sense.Life has a way of reaching and optimal level ; no matter how many obstacles, challenges, uphill battles you have to fight , mistakes made , lessons learned , pages turned ,and new chapters began. There is always a chance to start again, unlearn what has been programmed and download new coding . An analogy could be a heart rate monitor when they are trying to resuscitate you or when your are are in between life, purgatory, death, or rebirth. If there is a flat line you know very well that you are not living. Life has always been a balancing act .In order to balance work and home life I schedule my messages , and if there is a conversation to be had that I can have with voice notes I do that in order to get more time with the kid's . I had been working from home the past couple of weeks and Angelo had be
AngeloThe most dangerous attacks are the ones you never see coming, and the ones never expected . They are brutal; unfair, selfish , and heart shattering depending on the nature of the attack. Sometimes they cause unnecessary hurt and at times any attack can leave a trail of destruction .My day started off wonderfully. I woke up next to Cleo ; and left to go meet my brother at Carlo's restaurant . It's always been a safe space to just be yourself and let go with the guys . Carl has always been a great cook and he had closed the restaurant for lunch . After lunch Luigi and I had decided to go to Massa to go sort out some paperwork. Blake had booked us a table at the new cafeteria for
AngeloDangerIn a moment everything can change. Just when you think that everything is stable and nothing can go wrong ,everything and I mean everything is turned on its head. Breaking bread has always been a way of finding common ground with me and Cleo and when she told me that she wanted to go to the afternoon lunch market I didn't expect what happened to happen. When she called Izzy and hung up I had heard the panic in her voice . My mother had found a way to find her and I knew that mentally she was not okay and deep down in my heart I knew that Cleo was in trouble and not the good kind .When I ran to the bathroom where Cleo was; she had a steel knife pointed to her throat and the look in my mother's eyes spelt trouble. Izzy had a gun pointed to her and so did I and it didn't feel okay as a son to be against my mother so I put it away ." Mom let her go"" No can do my boy ."
CleoThere are two sides to every coin. We all have a dark wolf which is ruled by fear and hate, and light wolf which is guided by love and faith. Both of these wolves are always at war with each other. The one you feed is the one that wins ... but there comes a point where you need to find a balance between the two;and the tricky part comes in knowing which wolf to feed and when. I had heard that parable a long time ago when I had serious anger issues. I have never had daddy issues... I have however had abandonment issues. Being left alone at a time when you need someone hurts and what hurts more at the moment is being betrayed by someone I trusted.I was kidnapped by my mother in law to be , or
AngeloI have a strong security team; combined with the Luca team we make an undeniably formidable team and the proof is in the pudding. It took us a couple of hours to find Cleo and by the time we found her my mother had done a number on her. I cannot hate my mother but one thing is for sure I will always choose Cleo .When Izzy was confronted by Daniel; when we raided my father's old warehouse she turned the gun on herself and took her own life . Daniel has been quiet since the incident and I was looking at Cleo's face. That's all I could do until she comes around and I can tell her how sorry I am that I failed her and our baby.I still didn't know if we were having a boy or girl. The cut on her head caused by how my mother struck her , knocked her out temporarily. Our baby was doing okay and I was thankful that my mother didn't cause more harm. I was holding Cleo's hand and praying hard
CheoAngelo and I are having a baby girl. If there is one thing I hate and dislike , it is losing a bet to my loving brother who I love with my whole heart. There is a secret I have kept from everyone including our mother. The only person who knew about it was the only person I made a pact with never to tell and I have kept my word . If only he could stop staring at the door hoping that someone who is gone for good could come walking in."Daniel?"" Hah."I placed a strawberry milkshake in front of him and sat across him by the window seat .I needed to gage where he was head space wise, because ever since we've come back from the hospital two weeks ago; he has been avoiding the elephant in the room and by that I don't mean me because I am overweight , I mean Izzy." I might be pregnant with Ava Eleanor, but that doesn't mean that I don't see what's going on."
AngeloIf there is one thing I absolutely detest more than anyone who threatens my family ,is someone who threatens my happiness . I love Cleo and call it a downfall or a bad trait that is in my nature, I am jealous man. I had said it once before and I will say it again I cannot love without possession. When Cleo returned from the hospital she had received gifts from a lot of people. Most of her friends sent her stuff from a baby shower she was supposed to have but didn't because she was still recovering we collected the gifts ; sent everyone a thank you note and gift and opened them. Ever since Cleo came back from the hospital she had been receiving flowers from an anonymous sender. The first thing that annoyed me was that she was keeping the flower deliveries secret and what made me a bit angry was the person they were from*FlashbackI was sitting by the window seat in Cleo's study and all I could smell
CleoI don't know how to feel. One moment I was fine and the next I was in excruciating pain? As soon as I hung up after calling my brother I tried to call Angelo but he didn't answer. I wasn't feeling okay and the Navy blue pants I was wearing felt warm and at first I thought nothing of it until I stood up and and it felt like more warm fluid was gushing down my legs. I placed my hand on my thigh looked at it and the stetch of fresh blood hit my nostrils before I could look at my hand.My attempt to stand up was not successful as I hit the floor with a loud thud, and then darkness ovacame me . I knew in my heart that it was too early to go into labor and something was gravely wrong. Whatever cruel trick fate was playing it has already won. I didn'