Why wont she wake up

I wake sometime later to the same white blinding light and faint beeping of machines in the background, Adrian is nowhere to be seen and I let out a sigh of relief knowing he isn’t here. I need time to think and wrap my head around all the shit I just found out. What the fuck am I going to do, this is bad and I don’t want to have to break the news to Bree either.

There has to be some way around it why does everything have to be doom and gloom when it comes to her and I? I just got her just tasted her and now this, what gods have I pissed off for this to happen. I move into a sitting position and take in my surroundings I am in the Academies infirmary by the looks of it and in a room on my own and now I’m wondering where Bree is, I need to see her and make sure she is okay because I have this feeling still that the yet is still to come.

I push the blanket back and swing my legs over the side of the bed When I look down and see I’m in a gown, really a gown I internally cringe at the sit