Fuck it up

RAFAEL POV

"Fuck pappi, I want you to ruin me," the client’s deep voice filled the corner of the VIP room.

"I’m going to ruin you if you slap some cash on my ass," I said, grinding my hips against his, my fingers wrapped at the base of his shaft.

He did not wait, he reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a stack of hundred-dollar bills. He did not count them. He brought his hand down hard, slapping the cash straight onto my bare butt cheek.

The loud slap echoed over the heavy bass coming through the walls. My skin burned deep with sensation, but I did not stop. I just smiled, pressing my thighs into his lap and moving my hips in a slow circle while my fingers worked up and down his cock.

"Fuck... yes, just like that," he groaned, throwing his head back against the sofa. He slapped another stack of bills against my hip, letting the money fall over my skin and onto the cushions. "Take it all. Just keep going."

I leaned down close to his ear. "I always finish what I start," I whispered, moving my hand faster around his shaft . I felt his whole body tighten beneath me as he held my waist tight.

The red light in the room made everything feel warm and hidden from the rest of the club. I had him right where I wanted him, ready to spend all his money and leave a big tip.

Then the door flew open.

The wood hit the wall with a loud bang. The bright light from the hallway cut straight into the dark room. I turned my head towards the door, my heart beating hard in my chest.

Enzo stood in the doorway. His hair was messy, his shirt was open, and his chest moved up and down fast. His eyes were dark with anger, looking straight at my hand on the man's cock, then down at the cash on my legs.

"Enzo..." His name came out of my mouth before I could stop it.

He did not say anything, he did not even look at the client. He walked across the room in three quick steps, grabbed my wrist tight, and pulled my hand off the man's length.

"Hey! What the fuck are you doing?!" the client shouted, sitting up fast. "Who let you in here?!"

Enzo ignored him. He yanked me off the man's lap so hard my feet slid on the floor. "We're leaving," Enzo said through his teeth.

"Enzo, stop! Let go of me!" I snapped, trying to pull my hand back, but his grip was too tight.

He pulled me out into the hall, past the security guards and the other dancers. He dragged me down the back hallway and kicked open the door to the locker room. He threw me inside and locked the door behind us.

The room went completely quiet.

"Are you crazy?!" I yelled, rubbing my red wrist. "That was a rich VIP! Madam will be furious if she finds out you ruined my session!"

Enzo stood with his back to the door, his hands in tight fists. "I don't care about Madam! I don't care about the money, and I don't care about that guy!"

"Then what is your problem?!" I shouted back. "It's my job! You dance on stage every night, Enzo! You know how this works!"

"I don't hold another man's cock in a locked room while he hits your body with money!" Enzo yelled back, stepping close to me. His eyes were full of tears. "I can't watch it anymore, Rafael. I just can't."

"Watch what?!"

"You! Us! All of this hiding!" Enzo shouted, running his hand through his hair. He walked back and forth in the small room before stopping to point at me. "I am tired of pretending. I am tired of walking past you like we are just strangers. I am tired of watching you act single and flirt with women just to keep your lie going!"

My chest felt tight, but I kept my face plain. "We talked about this, Enzo. You agreed to keep us a secret."

"A secret?!" Enzo let out a cold laugh. "This is not a secret, Rafael! This is a lie! You are hiding me like you are ashamed of me!"

"I am protecting us!" I yelled back. "You think the people out there are nice? You think these rich clients will pay us if they know we are together? I will lose everything!"

"My family threw me out!" Enzo screamed, tears running down his face. "They kicked me out because I refused to hide who I am! I gave up my family and my money to live honest! And now I am with a coward who will not even hold my hand!"

That word hurt.

I stared at him, I could see how much he was hurting, but the fear in my own mind was bigger. I could not do it. I could not tell the world and let people ruin my life.

"I told you how it was going to be from the start," I said softly, keeping my voice cold.

"Then change it!" Enzo cried, grabbing my arms. His hands were shaking. "Please, Rafael. Just say it. Just tell people you are mine, we can face Madam together. Just stop hiding me."

I looked into his eyes for a long moment. I wanted to say yes, but fear kept my mouth shut.

I did not use words.

Instead, I reached out, grabbed his waist, and dropped down onto my knees right in front of him.

Enzo froze. "Rafael... what are you doing?"

I did not answer. I unbuckled his belt and pulled his pants down. His cock sprang out into the cold air. I grabbed it, pulled him close, and put his tip straight into my mouth.

Enzo let out a soft gasp, his fingers reached down and held my hair. "Fuck... stop... don't do this right now..."

I did not stop, I took him deep into my throat then I pulled back slowly, using my tongue on his tip, then pushed back down fast. I stroked his base with my hand while my mouth worked on him.

"Fuck! Rafael..." Enzo groaned, his back hitting the door. His head fell back, his hips moving into my mouth.

I kept going fast, sucking him hard until he lost control. Enzo's body went stiff. He shut his eyes tight and held my hair. With a deep groan, he pushed forward and came down my throat.

I swallowed all of it while looking up at him. I licked him clean, let him go, and stood up. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand.

Enzo leaned against the door, breathing fast. Slowly, with shaking hands, he pulled his pants up and fixed his belt. He looked at me with tired, hurt eyes.

I took one step forward, putting my face close to his, my deep voice was quiet.

"Listen to me, Enzo," I said, looking right into his eyes. "I care about you, but I am not going to ruin my life. So you have a choice, either we stay a secret behind closed doors... or we end this right now, and it is over."