Chapter 5

Nick's POV

I turn to look at him confused, he finally decides to talk to me. I thought to myself.

"Huh?" I say to him confused. "Last night was a huge mistake so let us both act like it never happened. We should not even be having this conversation." He tells me.

"But it did happen." I reply back. "Look just take it last night was a mistake and it can never happen again. I have too much at stake to mess around like that." Alex explained to me.

"And I do not have things at stake?" I ask him.

"Homosexuality is legal in your country but here it isn't."

He tells me. "So what are we going to do with these feelings we have for each other? I'm not going to just ignore it." I say to him.

"What feelings?" Alex asks. I move closer to him, whispering "do you want to tell me that you have no feelings for me?" I ask.

"I don't." He replies plainly. I roll him over and straddle him my hand wrapped round his neck, I bent down and whispered in his ear.

"Tell me your dick does not jump when I do this." I hear him gasp and I smirk as I crash my lips against him kissing him forcefully to explain my point.

His hands wraps round my head pulling me deeper into the kiss. I pull away after a few minutes, "Someone is clearly excited" I said as I look down at the tent forming in his pants.

"Let go of me, I have no feelings for you." Alex said to me struggling to wrestle me to the ground. He was now above me.

"Why then do you react that way when I touch you?' I ask teasing. "React what way? There is no reaction." Alex says to me. I smirk and reach down squeezing his cock through his pants.

Alex buckles thrusting into my hand as he let out a small moan. "That reaction." I tell him smirking. I roll him over again so this time I'm straddling him.

"Why do we keep arguing about this? We argued when we were 16 now we are a lot older and still fighting it. Can't you see it's inevitable." I tell him as I crash my lips onto his again.

He melts into the kiss, gripping the collar of my shirt pulling me in closer. I moan into his mouth. He moans too as we grind on each other through our clothes, visible tents forming in our pants.

"Sir, sir is everything alright." I hear behind me . Alex pushes me off, scared as he heard another voice. I turn and it's one of my guards. The guard looks and Alex and I and the hard-ons we were clearly spotting and raised a questioning eye brow an amused look on his face.

"What do you want, Ray?" I ask clearly annoyed. "I had to check up on you as I hadn't heard any noise." Ray the body guard said. "Well Ray as you can see we are doing just fine and next time don't interrupt when you see I am clearly in the middle of something." I say annoyed.

"Yes sir." He says and bows out. I turn to look at Alex, moving closer to him. "Now back to where we left off." I said. Alex pushed me away as I got closer to him.

"Stay away from me, you nearly ruined my future." Alex said his voice firm. I chuckle, "Is it because of Ray?

Don't bother yourself about him. He will never tell." I say trying to reassure him. "You can never be too sure just stay the hell away from me before you cause anymore troubles." Alex tells me his voice rising.

"If I leave I am never coming back." I tell him in a low voice. "Then leave, don't ever return. We can just be distant friends." Alex says harshly to me.

I was surprised by his words but I respected his wishes and left him to return to my room.

Alex's POV

I toss and turn all night, Nick's conversation playing in my head. I remembered the sex, it truly felt different. Especially to not be the one in control. 

I tried brushing off the thoughts by imagining one of the maids but it didn't work. Nick had broken me and I had pushed him away.

Thoughts floated through my mind as sleep finally came. The next morning I woke up, ignoring one of the maids who was already in my room and I rushed to the guest wing.

I had to talk to Nick, he had to see where I was coming from. I loved him but this was forbidden romance and it was dangerous.

He got to Nick's room but found it empty and all his things gone. "Huh, but the guest and his family was supposed to stay for a week, it's just been three days." I muttered to myself.

I xit the room and search the entire guest wing, the lounge, the balcony but he was no where to be found.

Panic set over me as I continued on my search. I bumped into Ray, the guard from yesterday. "Where's Nick?" I ask him frantic.

He bows, "Your highness, Nick has returned back to the states. He said he had other engagements but he asked me to leave you this note." Ray said to me as he handed me a folded paper walking away. I opened the note, it read

"Since you have decided to push me away for good. I've respected your wish. Good luck Prince Alex." My heart shattered into pieces reading the note. I would never get the chance to tell him how I actually feel. I fell to the floor reeling in shock. I stared at the wall, wishing he would come back.