The last time I was this hurt and so mad to a point where I had no inspiration was when my parents passed away. It was hard to get back from that. So hard. Luna was like family to me. Now I felt like I was heading towards the same road and the thought of that killed me.I stared blankly at my painting material in front of me, all of them untouched for the past hour, but they probably enj3 me just staring at them.My mind was busy thinking about things I should have said to Luna. How inconsiderate she was being right now, standing up for Tawny after what I've been through with the woman. Was she picking Tawny's happiness over mine? You would think she'd want me to get someone who will not make me feel the way Tawny made me feel, but then by the looks of it, she didn't. She just wanted me to always be hung up on Tawny even though she was happy with skmeone else where she was.It pissed me off all over again to be thinking about this. If Luna wanted Tawny then she could wait for her, n
At first I was in panic mode not knowing what to expect or what was going to happen the second Liv hang up her phone. Tawny sounded a little big wrastled like there was something bothering her."is she okay?" I asked and Liv shook her head no, "she wouldn't come here at 11pm if she was princess."I took my plate, "yeah stupid question... alright. Maybe I'll go to your bedroom.""yeah... I'll see you when I'm done with her. I'm sorry.""heyyy. This is not your fault so don't apologize. She's not okay and she's your best friend. Go." I said. God Olivia wanted to be my hero forever? She needed to no lt neglect her best friend.She pulled me into a kiss, "like I said. You're the best."I smiled and watched her go downstairs. I took the tray she came with and headed to her bedroom on the 3rd floor. I wanted to be as far away from them as possible.I got up there, closed the door and set the tray on the headboard before starting to eat. As much as I sent myself far from me and tried to eat
Christmas...It has always been so different without my parents. It used to be traditional with them. Little fake family tree, lights and a little decorations on it then 4 gifts under it. Just something enough for us.Since they passed away, all that stopped, it's like they passed with it because I didn't even celebrate Christmas. This year was going to be different though because Olivia asked me to join hers. Paris was happy that my girlfriend did that... And she was also invited."I still don't think we should have gifts..""well little sister, you really need to know how to behave to impress the in-laws. It's not about the gift. It's about being polite." my sister said to me. I sighed, "what the hell am I even supposed to wear?""I don't know... A dress. Please don't wear a short."I sighed feeling defeated, "fine I'm not going then.""whyyy""these are Olivia's parents okay. Not some people her age. People who gave birth to her. What if they don't like me or they disapprove? Did
"mom!!!" Olivia, warned her mother, her voice was stern."what? It was just a question." the older woman said finding no fault in what she asked me."our food haven't even arrived and you're asking uncomfortable questions like that already? I..."I decided to cut my girlfriend off before this turned into something bigger than it already was, "Olivia and I have been seeing each other for just a few months Mrs Mercury.""and what do you do for a living? Are you at university?""no.. I actually finished university last year.. I'm going to start my second year at a project that I was selected to be a part of in Bangkok, in Thailand.""Thailand? You stay in in Bangkok?" she asked and then turned to her daughter, "us that why you went there last year? For her? Who's paying for her stay there? Her flat? Her food? Are you doing all that?""you do know that Amora Black happens to also have a sister who owns and runs a whole Magazine that is number one in the country...? Meaning that sister cou
Once my old bedroom's door shut behind us, I pushed Liv onto the freshly made bed and climbed on top of her. I began kissing her into the fluffy pillows, pressing my still-clothed center against her thigh. I groaned, frustrated by the multiple layers of clothing still keeping us apart. I broke the kiss then blindly clawed at her shirt, hoping she'd get the message and take it off. "Impatient so much princess," she commented as she yanked her top above her head. She quickly got rid of her bra, too, uncaringly flinging the garments away from us.Slipping my shirt off. Her two hands then squeezed my bra-clad boobs. "I've wanted to see these since you I saw you in the morning. Worse when you were sitting next to me at the table.." she stated, reaching behind me to unhook the clasp of my bra.She hastily wrapped her lips around one of puffy nipples. She alternated between them, making soft sucking noises every now and then. Her tongue was flicking against each tip. And each swipe made me
New year... Who new I could actually enjoy all the Christmas holidays the way I was right now? Not me.Over a year ago if you would have told me I'd be in a relationship with someone who cared for me fully I'd have laughed at your face, if you would have told me I'd be spending new year with my sister, her ex fiance, my secret girlfriend, a woman I was soon to meet who has been with Paris for over a year. I'd have told you that you've lost your mind. But here I was living that life exactly how I never imagined it. "do you think this is a good idea still?" I asked Tyra and she shrugged, "I'm not the one in some entangled relationship between best friends you know."I hated her. So she figured out that there was really something going on between me and Olivia that day I visited her. Nothing I said convinced her otherwise."you're not very helpful.." I whispered and she laughed, "come on. You should relax and have some fun. But the day this all unfolds please call me or wake me up... Go
"Olivia..."She started walking away.God! What the hell was it with them walking away from a conversation..? "Olivia I'm talking to you. The least you could do is pay attention to me and not walk away. Please."She sighed and turned around to look at me, "talking about what to me? Better not be Tawny. I've seen enough I think.""seen what? Her trying to stop me from getting hit by a car? Are you mad that she saved my life."She sighed and kept walking. I was tired. Whatever Tawny said made me emotionally tired."fine... I'm sorry that all of this and what Tawny said in there suffocated me and I needed some fresh air. I'm sorry that I heard you were going to check on me only to see Tawny behind me. Please... Please Liv you're the last person I want to be pissed at. Tawny alone is enough."" pissed at me for what Amora?"" for walking away while you could literally ask me like any normal person would what happened and I'd be honest with you. God! To think I didn't even want to be here
It sucked so bad that I needed to fly back to Thailand. Being with Olivia these past two weeks made me yearn for her more and want to be closer to her more. I honestly was going to suffer with the long distance between us and our busy schedules."I want to paint again." I said quietly, "in your house where everything else doesn't matter but the moment I'm in. I want that. I don't wanna be somewhere in Thailand far away from you."Liv giggled before throwing me with a shirt, "wanna take this with..."I gave it a look at smiled when I noticed it wasn't mine but hers, "maybe your undies too..""stop making me horny. We are supposed to finish packing so we can go out. Tomorrow you're flying." "don't remind me..." I said suddenly feeling like shit, "I don't want to be away from you.""we talked about this princess. It's only this year.. And I'll see you every two months if not every month.""every month is going to be a lot of money wasted you know that.. I don't want to feel guilty that