MasukChapter Two
Arlyn.
My phone rang just as the driver my mother had sent to pick me up pulled up into the driveway of a mansion.
“Hey, Mom.” I answered the call, my eyes wide as I assessed the building. “I am literally in front of the house, and can I just say…what the fuck? Did you marry Jesus?”
My mom laughed; her sweet, sultry voice came through the phone, and I couldn't help but smile. “I'm glad you are here, love!”
“Thanks, Mom. I'm glad I'm here too.” I said, stepping out of the car, still in awe of the place.
The mansion was huge.
Bigger than anything I had ever seen before.
Dad wasn't poor by any means. He was comfortable and made sure we all were, but even his freak house wasn't as bad.
This…this was insane.
The front door burst open just then, and the most beautiful woman on the planet, aka my mother, came rushing out.
Even the way she rushed out was elegant and princess-like.
Behind her was a tall older man. Her husband, I presumed.
I had only seen his picture, but he was absolutely handsome. Annoyingly so.
I ran up to them and hugged my mom. I hadn't seen her in years.
“Merry Christmas, my love. This is my husband, Senator Bradley Bradenton.”
Interesting name.
“Ah, nice to meet you.” I extended my hands for a handshake. He took it firmly. “So, you're the man that stole my mom from my dad.”
Silence
Awkward silence.
I burst out laughing. The look on their faces was priceless.
“That was a joke.”
“Oh. I see she gets your sense of humor.” Senator Bradley said, glancing at my mother with a soft smile. He was definitely in love with her. Well, at least one of us was happy.
My mom rolled her eyes and playfully smacked her husband.
My stomach twisted. This used to be Liam.
“I'm happy to have you, Arlyn. Merry Christmas. You changed your hair.”
She smiled, clearly approving the look.
It was finally like hers, if hers was natural.
“You like it?”
“Love it. You look like a goddess.”
I smiled. That meant a lot from the most beautiful woman I had ever met. I had decided to change my hair after the encounter with that handsome stranger at the airport that I had shamelessly bitten.
I wonder again at the thought.
What was I even thinking?
“Thank you, Mom… I thought it was time for a change.”
“Good call,” she smiled.
“By the way, I got both of you wedding presents, but they're in the car…”
“Oh, thank you, sweety; Dalton will bring it up.”
I had no idea who he was, but I assumed he was some kind of help.
The interior of the house was even more impressive than I could ever imagine.
Everything was elegant and strategic, just like my mother.
White sofas, golden embroidery.
Chocolate brown curtains.
Christmas decorations that were a little too fancy for my liking.
Chandeliers in a ceiling way too high to not house giants.
I felt a bit out of place.
“God, your place is incredible. You must be rich, huh?”
Bradley laughed. “You could say that.”
“Bradley’s kids will be here soon. His niece and nephew will be spending Christmas with us too.”
“Ouu, fun.” I clapped. More company. Exactly what I needed to distract me from the rawness of my chest.
“Yes, very fun… “Um, where is your boyfriend?” my mom asked.
My stomach tightened along with my chest. This was the part I dreaded the most.
“Um…he's not coming.”
“Why not?”
“We broke up.” Her eyes narrowed.
“What did you do?”
She asked in a warning voice.
Jeez. Why was I to blame?
“Nothing. I did nothing. Why did you think it was me?* I asked, a little offended.
“I know what you think about men after your father and I ended.”
“Oh brother. Not this again. I have no issues with men, Mom.”
It was true. I was a bit of a raging misandrist sometimes, but the difference was that it wasn't because of the situation with my mom and dad. I've always just been a little unlucky with love…and friendship with men.
“Really? Is that why at 20 you've never had a boyfriend?’
“I had a boyfriend. We broke up.”
“Why?’ She asked as she folded her hands across her chest.
“I'm not going to answer that. Anyway, when will the entire family be here?” I asked, trying to change the subject.
My mom gave me a look and then sighed.
“They'll be here soon. They were snowed in for a bit, but don't worry…they can't wait to meet you either.”
Ordinarily, I wasn't a fan of meeting too many new people, but after Liam, I needed all the distractions I could get.
Mom took me up to my room minutes later, where my boxes were already arranged.
“You should rest. I can't wait to introduce you to the rest of the family.”
“Yeah. I guess I can't wait either. Oh, and congrats on bagging a wealthy senator.”
She rolled her eyes. “Stop saying that!”
“What? A daughter isn't allowed to be proud of her mother's choices in men?”
“Not when you put it like that. I actually love Brad.”
“Like you loved Dad?”
I raised a brow at her.
“Don't do this, Arly.’
“It's a joke, Mom. Learn to take one.”
She sighed.
Minutes later she left, leaving me alone with a room too big for one person and conflicting feelings.
The first thing I did was go to the balcony.
I pulled the double doors open and let in the fresh cold air of Christmas.
I was there for barely five minutes when I heard my name downstairs.
I sighed.
What do they want this time?
“Arly!” My mom's voice came again.
So much for resting.
“Coming!” I yelled.
I made my way downstairs and found Mom and her new husband at the door.
“Yes, Mom?”
I said, walking towards her.
“They are here?!” She exclaimed, moving out of the way.
I froze when my eyes landed on a familiar figure.
The handsome stranger at the airport.
His eyes locked on mine, and a sudden dread washed over me.
“Honey, come on.” Mom waved me over.
“This is Ella, and Reid is your stepbrother and stepcousin,” my mom said, a big smile on her face.
“And, Reid, Ella. This is your stepsister.”
Reid didn't speak, just stared at me, his eyes cold as a glacier.
JaneI had been sitting in the café for almost forty minutes before I admitted the obvious truth to myself.I had no plan… None whatsoever.I knew this café because Arlyn had mentioned it in passing weeks ago; it was the place Reid sometimes worked when he wanted quiet without isolation.That alone felt ridiculous now, having to stalk an old friend for the sake of another friend without a plan in mind.I wrapped my fingers around my cup of coffee, now cold, and stared at him.Reid Branderton sat three tables away from me, angled slightly toward the window, shoulders hunched in that way men get when they are trying to make themselves smaller than their thoughts. A laptop was open in front of him, untouched for several minutes. His fingers rested on the keyboard, unmoving, while his gaze stayed fixed on nothing in particular.He looked… distracted and tired.Not the kind of tiredness that came from lack of sleep. The deeper kind. The kind that settled into bones.I swallowed.Arlyn’s fa
ArlynI kept waiting for him after the incident with the boys.That was the cruelest part, the way I eagerly watched out for him in class or how I moved back into my apartment expecting to run into him since we were practically neighbors.Every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, I walked into the lecture hall five minutes early and took my usual seat, my heart doing that stupid hopeful thing even though my brain somehow knew better.I would scan the front of the room, half-expecting to see Reid standing there again.But he never showed up.At first, I told myself it was a scheduling thing. PhD students were busy. He’d probably show up next lecture. Or the one after that.By the end of the second week, denial stopped working. He was never coming to fill in for the ill professor again.A new lecturer had taken over. Older and soft-spoken with kind eyes. He fumbled with the projector and joked nervously about not being as intimidating as the Ph.D. student before him, and the whole class roar
ReidSaving her should have been the end of it.A clean, sharp moment of intervention followed by distance. At least that's what I told myself. Step in if necessary. Walk away immediately after. No lingering…But rules are only useful when your body listens to your head.Mine didn’t.From the second I left her standing there, I felt off balance, like I’d stepped off solid ground into a pit. My heart wouldn’t slow, and I developed a constant migraine.I kept reviewing the scene with Arlyn on the way home. Her eyes. The way she said please. The way my name almost slipped from her mouth when she tried to thank me.That was the worst part.Not the boys. Not the confrontation.The fact that she still reached for me instinctively.I locked my apartment door and leaned my forehead against it for a long moment, breathing through my mouth like my therapist once taught me.It didn’t help.My place was quiet in the particular way that amplifies everything you don’t want to hear. Your own thought
ReidDistance is a discipline… that was something I learned at an early age, long before I took anger management classes, before discipline turned into survival, before silence became my preferred language. Distance keeps things neat and easy to control. It keeps you from wanting what you shouldn’t want and touching what will inevitably burn you.So when the new semester began, I treated distance like doctrine.I arrived early to lectures and left late. I kept my eyes on my notes, my voice neutral, and my posture professional. I addressed students by last names only. I didn’t linger after class. I didn’t invite conversation. I didn’t acknowledge familiarity where familiarity very clearly existed.And Arlyn?She became a stranger.Or at least, I pretended she was.The first time I saw her seated two rows back, hair pulled back into a loose ponytail, pen tucked between her fingers as she laughed quietly with Jane, something twisted low in my chest. It was instinctive… and unwanted. I cr
ArlynEveryone had gone up to their rooms. Jane wanted to stay in mine with me, but the head maid in the house wouldn't hear of it. She reluctantly agreed to the guest room.And I was left all alone in the anteroom… with its suffocating atmosphere.Even though I was looking out the window, I didn't seem to be breathing in much air and wasn't really seeing anything. Instead, my mind kept trying to make sense of the tangled web that had become my life of late. Makes me wonder just what fate had in store for me.A part of me itched to seek out Jane and get her to tell me why she never once mentioned Reid, but I already knew what the end result was going to be: she would just shrug and say it wasn’t something she expected to come up. And she’d be right. How could any of us have expected any of this?I didn't want to think about him… or pay close attention to the little things about him, like the way he walks, how his eyes wrinkled a bit at the corners and twinkled the few times he smiled,
ArlynIf someone had told me fate came with a sense of humor, I would’ve laughed.Standing there in the living room, watching Jane grin at Reid like a fool, I wasn’t laughing.I was reeling.“You went to school together?” I asked again, because surely my ears had malfunctioned. Today had already pushed the limits of what I could process, and my brain was stubbornly refusing to add this to the pile.Jane nodded enthusiastically. “Middle school. St. Gregory’s. He was the quiet type and always had a book… Scrawny, too.”Reid made a low sound that might’ve been a warning.I blinked slowly, still shocked at this latest development. “Scrawny?”Jane laughed, completely unbothered by the lethal look Reid shot her.“Oh yeah. You wouldn’t believe it. He barely talked to anyone except me.”That earned her a look from Reid, sharp and unreadable, and for some reason it made my chest hurt.Barely talked to anyone except me.I glanced at Reid, half-expecting him to deny it, to shut it down the way h







