MasukCHAPTER FIVE
ARLYN
I deliberately ignored the knocking on my door, not ready to wake up yet from sleep and secretly hoping whoever was knocking would leave me alone. I groaned and grabbed one of the plush pillows, placing it over my head to muffle out the sound, but it was of little help.
Eventually, I sighed and got out of bed with the worst mood ever, ready to chew off the head of whoever was at the door.
It was only 6:45am.
My anger melted away when the door opened to reveal Ella; an innocent smile spread over her lips, but I wasn't deceived by it at all, all too aware she knew she had just woken me up from sleep.
I stifled a yawn while eying her in irritation. “Isn't it too early to be knocking on doors, El?”
“Sorry, but breakfast is served. Uncle Bradley sent me.”
I blinked.
“Breakfast? It's not even 7am.” I said as my eyes flickered to the clock.
“Yeah, that's usually when breakfast is served here. You don’t want breakfast colliding with brunch, do you?”
I was too poor to know what these words mean.
Brunch?
As a college student, there was no such thing as brunch. If you missed breakfast, you settled for lunch.
Brunch sounded foreign to me, but I didn't bother to tell the high schooler that.
“Uh…no, but it's a little early.”
“Really? What time do you usually eat breakfast?”
“10/11am if I'm lucky enough not to have classes.”
Her brows furrowed like it was a foreign concept to her.
“That's usually brunch time. Breakfast is actually by seven on the dot, not a minute later. That's how Uncle Bradley likes it.” Ella said after a while.
Meaning I had less than fifteen minutes to get ready for breakfast.
I hurriedly went about my toiletries while Ella busied herself inspecting my wardrobe… with a very unimpressed look.
I didn't blame her. I wasn't impressed by my wardrobe either. That's why I had changed my hair and maxed out my credit card on a few clothes. Those were the ones she seemed to like.
“Why didn't you have more of these?” She put up a cute jumpsuit I had gotten from the shop.
“Well, it's because I'm poor.” I shrugged.
She frowned but didn't say anything more. Bummer. I had been expecting her to laugh at least.
Finally I was done with five minutes to spare.
“Don't move.” Ella suddenly called out in a serious tone, and I froze, worried she might have seen a bug on my dress.
She stood before me and scrutinized me from head to toe and back, shaking her head in disapproval.
I frowned at her.
And what's that supposed to mean?
I was dressed in my favorite outing casual wear, baggy black jeans and an oversized black polo.
“Uncle Bradley is so going to have a fit when he sees you, I assure you.” She told me, walking towards the door.
I followed her, suddenly feeling self-aware and hating Ella's effect on me.
“Oh, also I forgot… We are expecting some guests today. They should be here anytime soon.” She announced excitedly, skipping along.
I was confused. What was so exciting about some strangers coming over?
That's right. She was a bit of an extrovert.
Curiosity replaced my confusion. I wondered who they could be.
“Who are they?” I asked, trying not to sound too interested.
They had just been passing by Reid's door. He chose that moment to come out, bumping lightly against me.
I took a step back and mumbled an apology.
“Damn, stepbrother. We have to stop meeting like this.”
I had said it as a joke and expected him to at least laugh, but instead, he stared at me like I had lost my mind.
Damn.
“Tough crowd.” I added, and I about slapped myself. I was absolutely making things worse.
I had forgotten he was a cold and judgmental jerk. I looked at Ella and saw the amusement dancing in her eyes as she alternated her gaze between the retreating Reid and me.
“What?” I asked her, not sure what she found amusing.
She shrugged and resumed her task of leading me down to the dining room.
When we got there everyone was already seated and… surprise… overdressed like they were having breakfast with the president. Come to think of it, Ella and Reid were also formally dressed, Reid in a suit without a tie, while Ella wore a cute blue dress that reached her knee.
I looked at my mum, almost choking at the amount of makeup on her face. Bradley was also in a suit.
I was all too aware of all eyes on me as Ella went and took her seat at the table, and I looked down at my clothes. What I thought of as fashionable now suddenly looked bleak when compared to those of my companions.
My mother beckoned me over at the same time the doorbell sounded. I walked over to the chair beside her, settling into it. Immediately, a staff member dropped a glass of juice before me.
“Try the juice, dearest. The chef just pressed it out this morning.” My mother urged me, and I took a sip, smacking my lips at the sweet taste.
“Oh… you are here.” Reid said, standing up to move around the table to greet someone behind me.
“Of course… I wouldn't miss an invitation to dine with your family, not when you are gracing us with your presence,” a male voice said behind me.
A very familiar male voice, a voice I couldn't just forget even if I wanted to.
Still coughing, I stood up and stared in shock at a reminder of my past, the reason I finally agreed to Mum's suggestion to come down here.
I stared and gawked at the very last person I expected to see in the Bradley's mansion.
And I was thrown back to that day when I had walked in on him in bed with my rival.
“Liam.” I whispered, staring at him with clenched jaw.
JaneI had been sitting in the café for almost forty minutes before I admitted the obvious truth to myself.I had no plan… None whatsoever.I knew this café because Arlyn had mentioned it in passing weeks ago; it was the place Reid sometimes worked when he wanted quiet without isolation.That alone felt ridiculous now, having to stalk an old friend for the sake of another friend without a plan in mind.I wrapped my fingers around my cup of coffee, now cold, and stared at him.Reid Branderton sat three tables away from me, angled slightly toward the window, shoulders hunched in that way men get when they are trying to make themselves smaller than their thoughts. A laptop was open in front of him, untouched for several minutes. His fingers rested on the keyboard, unmoving, while his gaze stayed fixed on nothing in particular.He looked… distracted and tired.Not the kind of tiredness that came from lack of sleep. The deeper kind. The kind that settled into bones.I swallowed.Arlyn’s fa
ArlynI kept waiting for him after the incident with the boys.That was the cruelest part, the way I eagerly watched out for him in class or how I moved back into my apartment expecting to run into him since we were practically neighbors.Every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, I walked into the lecture hall five minutes early and took my usual seat, my heart doing that stupid hopeful thing even though my brain somehow knew better.I would scan the front of the room, half-expecting to see Reid standing there again.But he never showed up.At first, I told myself it was a scheduling thing. PhD students were busy. He’d probably show up next lecture. Or the one after that.By the end of the second week, denial stopped working. He was never coming to fill in for the ill professor again.A new lecturer had taken over. Older and soft-spoken with kind eyes. He fumbled with the projector and joked nervously about not being as intimidating as the Ph.D. student before him, and the whole class roar
ReidSaving her should have been the end of it.A clean, sharp moment of intervention followed by distance. At least that's what I told myself. Step in if necessary. Walk away immediately after. No lingering…But rules are only useful when your body listens to your head.Mine didn’t.From the second I left her standing there, I felt off balance, like I’d stepped off solid ground into a pit. My heart wouldn’t slow, and I developed a constant migraine.I kept reviewing the scene with Arlyn on the way home. Her eyes. The way she said please. The way my name almost slipped from her mouth when she tried to thank me.That was the worst part.Not the boys. Not the confrontation.The fact that she still reached for me instinctively.I locked my apartment door and leaned my forehead against it for a long moment, breathing through my mouth like my therapist once taught me.It didn’t help.My place was quiet in the particular way that amplifies everything you don’t want to hear. Your own thought
ReidDistance is a discipline… that was something I learned at an early age, long before I took anger management classes, before discipline turned into survival, before silence became my preferred language. Distance keeps things neat and easy to control. It keeps you from wanting what you shouldn’t want and touching what will inevitably burn you.So when the new semester began, I treated distance like doctrine.I arrived early to lectures and left late. I kept my eyes on my notes, my voice neutral, and my posture professional. I addressed students by last names only. I didn’t linger after class. I didn’t invite conversation. I didn’t acknowledge familiarity where familiarity very clearly existed.And Arlyn?She became a stranger.Or at least, I pretended she was.The first time I saw her seated two rows back, hair pulled back into a loose ponytail, pen tucked between her fingers as she laughed quietly with Jane, something twisted low in my chest. It was instinctive… and unwanted. I cr
ArlynEveryone had gone up to their rooms. Jane wanted to stay in mine with me, but the head maid in the house wouldn't hear of it. She reluctantly agreed to the guest room.And I was left all alone in the anteroom… with its suffocating atmosphere.Even though I was looking out the window, I didn't seem to be breathing in much air and wasn't really seeing anything. Instead, my mind kept trying to make sense of the tangled web that had become my life of late. Makes me wonder just what fate had in store for me.A part of me itched to seek out Jane and get her to tell me why she never once mentioned Reid, but I already knew what the end result was going to be: she would just shrug and say it wasn’t something she expected to come up. And she’d be right. How could any of us have expected any of this?I didn't want to think about him… or pay close attention to the little things about him, like the way he walks, how his eyes wrinkled a bit at the corners and twinkled the few times he smiled,
ArlynIf someone had told me fate came with a sense of humor, I would’ve laughed.Standing there in the living room, watching Jane grin at Reid like a fool, I wasn’t laughing.I was reeling.“You went to school together?” I asked again, because surely my ears had malfunctioned. Today had already pushed the limits of what I could process, and my brain was stubbornly refusing to add this to the pile.Jane nodded enthusiastically. “Middle school. St. Gregory’s. He was the quiet type and always had a book… Scrawny, too.”Reid made a low sound that might’ve been a warning.I blinked slowly, still shocked at this latest development. “Scrawny?”Jane laughed, completely unbothered by the lethal look Reid shot her.“Oh yeah. You wouldn’t believe it. He barely talked to anyone except me.”That earned her a look from Reid, sharp and unreadable, and for some reason it made my chest hurt.Barely talked to anyone except me.I glanced at Reid, half-expecting him to deny it, to shut it down the way h







