LOGINCHAPTER FOUR
Reid
Too late…. I realized I should’ve stayed in New York.
I knew it the second I stepped out of the car and saw Bradley’s mansion lit up like a frigging Xmas tree. It was so bright it hurt my eyes just to look at it longer than necessary. And it all looked too fake, like it was there to divert attention from something else.
But I hadn't come for him, and I sure as hell didn't come for the walking sex toy he tied the knot with.
I wouldn't even be here if I had my way, but Ella begged, and Mom had done her best to make me feel guilty, blah blah blah… And here I was.
Pretending.
That I didn't, Bradley, my dad, that I thought his brand-new wife was great, and that I wasn't bothered by this pretend family get-together.
At least for my mom's and Ella's sake, I would pretend we were one big happy family, but nothing prepared me for her.
Arlyn.
The airport girl.
I recognized her the second she looked at me. The shock in her eyes on recognizing me almost made me burst out laughing.
Her hair was different, blonde now, but I would remember that face anywhere.
It was a face that spelled trouble.
She froze like she’d seen a ghost.
Good.
Serves her right.
I could still feel her nails digging into my jaw and the sharp sting as her teeth sank beneath my skin. Like… Who the hell bites a stranger?
Then she had the nerve to accuse me of stealing her purse… her purse, for chrissake.
Even now, standing in Bradley’s grand entryway with my stepmom beaming proudly beside her, that memory crawled back into my head.
Her eyes darted away from mine, but not before I saw the guilt in them.
Good.
When she coughed and her mother asked, “Everything okay?” I answered before she could spin some excuse.
“No.”
Her head whipped toward me, but I didn’t look at her.
Wasn't necessary.
I didn’t want to see the new hair or the soft sweater or the way her stupid expressive face made her look… innocent.
Innocent people didn’t bite.
I shoved my phone back into my pocket.
“Never seen her before. I assume she’s my new sister.”
Sister.
The word tasted bitter.
Not because of her, but because Bradley kept collecting new family members like trophies.
The way he smiled at them all made me gag.
When Ella hugged him warmly and he hugged her back, I swallowed the familiar burn creeping up my chest.
I didn’t come to play happy family. I came because Ella deserved a real Christmas and because my mother insisted I show “good faith.”
A bell sounded, and everyone went in.
It was dinner time.
*****
Arlyn walked in, eyes seeking mine. She hesitated, probably replaying the purse-stealing scene again. I hoped she was. She needed that humble reminder.
She sat across from me—of course she did, like fate was mocking me. Her shoulders were tense, and her lips pressed tight.
I smiled, loving her discomfort.
I ate silently, scrolling mindlessly through my phone until she finally opened her mouth.
Bradley asked her about her flight. She gave some vague response. Then her mother asked about the mall, and I cut in before Arlyn started spinning sentimental holiday nonsense.
I looked up. “She was busy chasing thieves.”
Her fork froze halfway to her mouth, and her cheeks flushed.
Ella elbowed me under the table, but I didn’t care. I was having too much fun.
When Arlyn finally spoke, her voice was quiet.
“Actually… I wanted to apologize. To Reid.”
I looked up, meeting her eyes fully, and she wasn’t looking for sympathy or to turn the tables.
She was genuinely sorry.
And that threw me off.
I leaned back, trying to understand her game plan. “Why? Because you don't want to look bad?”
She didn’t flinch. Didn’t look away. Just held my gaze.
“No,” she said firmly. “Because I was wrong.”
Her voice was steady.
The room was silent in that heavy, uncomfortable way where everyone waits for someone else to react.
I didn’t.
I wouldn’t give her that.
“Honest mistake,” I said finally, echoing what I’d said earlier but letting my tone stay cold.
I watched something in her expression shift.
Like she’d hoped I’d accept it.
Like she expected forgiveness.
She didn’t know me at all.
The last thing I was going to do was let some girl with big emotional eyes melt my icy heart.
Especially one whose mother was now playing wife to my father of all people.
I learned my lesson about trusting women who strategically place themselves in wealthy men’s lives. They were always smiling and sweet… hidden motives.
Arlyn was no different.
A convenient daughter to match the convenient wife.
I wouldn’t fall for it.
*****
After dinner, Ella dragged Arlyn off to show her the house, leaving me alone with Dad. I walked out onto the balcony for air.
Snow fell in soft waves against the garden, covering everything in clean white, but the sight gnawed at me. It was all too peaceful.
Left too much room for thinking, and right now, all my thoughts were on one person: Arlyn.
I replayed the airport incident in my head and scoffed.
It should’ve been infuriating.
It was.
But the worst part wasn’t the bite.
The worst part was how genuine she had been when she had tried apologizing earlier… like she truly regretted it.
And now here she was, under the same roof for God knows how long.
I rubbed my jaw where she’d bitten me, more annoyed at myself than her.
I didn’t want to think about her.
Didn’t want her taking up space in my head.
I had enough already to worry about and couldn't afford to waste precious time on her.
I was in the middle of reminding myself of that when footsteps approached behind me.
Even before I turned around, I knew she was the one.
It was indeed her.
She stepped onto the balcony hesitantly, arms folded against the cold. Her breath fogged in the air. The snowflakes caught in her new blonde hair made her look annoyingly naive.
What a pain.
“Hey,” she said quietly.
I didn’t answer.
She shifted awkwardly. “I just wanted to… make sure you know I meant the apology.”
I exhaled slowly.
“I heard you the first time.”
“I know,” she said softly. “But I wanted to say it without an audience.”
There it was again: that sincerity that made my skin itch.
It reminded me of someone from years ago. Someone who had also seemed pure until the truth surfaced.
“It’s fine,” I said, looking back at the snow. “Just forget it.”
“I don’t think you believe me.”
I didn’t look at her and then away.
“People lie when it benefits them.”
“Well, I don’t,” she replied with conviction.
I turned my head slightly, studying her from the corner of my eye.
Her cheeks were flushed from the cold. Her eyes were wide and earnest in a way no pretender could fake.
Damn it.
“Whatever you say,” I muttered.
She let out a small exasperated breath. “You really don’t like me, do you?”
I stiffened.
She wasn’t meant to call it out.
“I don’t know you,” I said in my defense.
“But you think you do.” Her voice wasn’t accusing… It was flat now.
And for a second, I felt something uncomfortable twist in my chest.
I hated that.
Before I could say anything, she straightened. “Well… thanks for helping me at the airport. Even if I didn’t realize it.”
She turned to leave.
Against my better judgement, I called her name before I could stop.
“Arlyn.”
She paused, glancing back.
“Next time,” I said, “don’t bite strangers.”
A soft, reluctant smile tugged at her lips.
“Next time,” she replied, “don’t look like the villain in a crime novel.”
She walked away.
I stared after her longer than I should’ve.
Damn.
This Christmas was going to be a torture straight from hell… Hopefully, I will survive it.
ArlynAhI stretched and sighed, the afterglow of the night lingering in my muscles. Reid smacked my ass as he got up from the bed, still grinning like a man who owned the world.“I’m going to the kitchen to make breakfast,” he said, voice deep and teasing.I rolled my eyes but followed him anyway, padding barefoot behind him as he moved with that effortless, intimidating calm that always made me feel like I was both small and significant at the same time. I leaned against the counter, watching his broad back flex as he grabbed eggs and bread.“You feeling better now?” he asked, cracking eggs into a bowl, his voice soft but teasing.I leaned back on the counter, crossing my arms and smirking. “Honestly? I never loved Liam. I just felt bad, and… well,” I hesitated, glancing at him with a small grin, “you kinda fucked most of that guilt out of me last night.”His grin widened, eyes glinting with pride. “Damn right. That’s my job.”I laughed, shaking my head as he whisked the eggs with ex
ArlynI called Reid about an hour later after doing my best to calm my nerves.He picked up on the first ring.“How did he go?" He asked, breathless.“I broke up with him. He wanted us to go to Paris, but I broke up with him.” I said, the worst sounding hollow in my tongue.“Good. You did the right thing.”I almost laughed. The right thing?Sure, it felt good that I had finally stopped pretending that Liam and I were anything, but nothing about what I did was right, and I wondered what that made me.“Yeah, I know. Where are you? I need you.” I said, my voice small.“On my way, baby.”For a second, I forgot all the bad feeling I was feeling and all the guilt that seemed to settle on my chestFifteen minutes later, Reid was out the door. As soon as I opened the door, he was on me, kissing me like I was the only thing he could standI moaned against his lips, pulling him close.My clit throbbed and a pool of wetness formed around my folds.This was crazy. Just before he walked in, I had
ArlynI was nervous. More nervous than I had ever been in my entire life. Liam was attentive, sweet, and an angel.He opened the car door for me, held hands with me.I was nervous. More nervous than I had ever been in my entire life. Liam was attentive, sweet, and an angel. He opened the car door for me, held my hand like it was the most natural thing in the world, like we weren’t standing on the edge of something that could never be undone.“You okay?” he asked as he started the engine.“Yeah,” I lied, watching the city lights blur past my window. My reflection in the glass looked like someone else. Someone calmer. Someone who wasn’t about to wreck a good man’s heart.His thumb traced slow patterns over my knuckles as he drove. He always did that. Said it helped him focus. I used to think it was adorable.Now it felt like a countdown.We pulled up to a restaurant I recognized immediately. Candlelit patio. Soft music drifting out through open doors. One of those places where waiters s
Arlyn.“I have to get ready.” I said,not making a move to leave the bed.”Liam will be here very soon.”Reid's hand tightened around my waist.“Can't you blow him off today, so we can laze around in bed all day?”I chuckled.”No, he claims he has a surprise. Besides, the sooner I break things off with him, the better both of us.“Have I told you I love you today?”He nuzzled my cheeks, and I smiled.He went quiet at that, studying my face like he was trying to memorize it. “Have I told you I love you today?”He nuzzled his nose against my cheek, and I smiled despite the knot in my stomach. “No, you haven’t.”“I love you.”The words slid over me warm and heavy, sinking deep into places I had tried not to acknowledge. My chest felt tight in the best way, like my heart didn’t know how to hold that much feeling at once. Being here with him, tangled in my sheets, felt unreal. For so long this had only lived in stolen glances and almost-moments. Now it was real, and terrifying.I reached up a
ArlynI got home later that day, pacing my room, and wondering how the fuck I was going to end things without looking like a villain.Jane already said it was better to drop the band aid off, but how could I do that to him?He was trying“Fuck!” I snapped into my empty apartment then made my way to the fridge.I needed a confidence booster. Something that would make me feel better.I plucked the tequila from the top shelf and poured four shotsI took each one faster than the last.I was about to take the last shot when I heard a loud bang at the door.I padded my way to the door, checked the peephole, it was Reid.I quickly opened it, and dragged him inside.Reid stumbled a step when I yanked him in, barely getting the door shut before he started talking.“Okay, first of all, hi to you too—”I cut him off, pressing my back to the door like the wood could hold my life together. “This is a mess. A whole mess.”“What happened?” He asked, concern etched on his face. “Did Liam do something
ArlynLiam entered the cafe, his eyes fixed on me.“Liam, hey.” I stood, walking over to him.“Hey, baby.” He smiled, his eyes flickering towards where Mark sat before planting a kiss on my cheeks.“Hey, I wasn't expecting you so soon.”I said, nervously.“I wasn't expecting to be here so soon. Actually I wasn't even expecting to see you here.” he said, holding onto my waist so if he let go, I'd disappear into thin air.“Yeah. I'm with a friend. We have a lot of classes together. Come, I'll introduce you both.” I dragged him for lack of anything else to do.Liam came with me easily.“Mark, this is my uh…boyfriend, Liam.” I said, clearing my throat.“And Liam, this I Mark, my new friend. He has a band and he is pretty awesome if I do say so myself.”“Nice to mee you.” Liam shook his hand.I could sense a bit of tension between them, but it was gone when Liam smiled“Nice to meet you.” Liam said.“Glad to see my baby making friends.”I cringed at that, but surprisingly, Mark nodded. He







