MasukCHAPTER FOUR
Reid
Too late…. I realized I should’ve stayed in New York.
I knew it the second I stepped out of the car and saw Bradley’s mansion lit up like a frigging Xmas tree. It was so bright it hurt my eyes just to look at it longer than necessary. And it all looked too fake, like it was there to divert attention from something else.
But I hadn't come for him, and I sure as hell didn't come for the walking sex toy he tied the knot with.
I wouldn't even be here if I had my way, but Ella begged, and Mom had done her best to make me feel guilty, blah blah blah… And here I was.
Pretending.
That I didn't, Bradley, my dad, that I thought his brand-new wife was great, and that I wasn't bothered by this pretend family get-together.
At least for my mom's and Ella's sake, I would pretend we were one big happy family, but nothing prepared me for her.
Arlyn.
The airport girl.
I recognized her the second she looked at me. The shock in her eyes on recognizing me almost made me burst out laughing.
Her hair was different, blonde now, but I would remember that face anywhere.
It was a face that spelled trouble.
She froze like she’d seen a ghost.
Good.
Serves her right.
I could still feel her nails digging into my jaw and the sharp sting as her teeth sank beneath my skin. Like… Who the hell bites a stranger?
Then she had the nerve to accuse me of stealing her purse… her purse, for chrissake.
Even now, standing in Bradley’s grand entryway with my stepmom beaming proudly beside her, that memory crawled back into my head.
Her eyes darted away from mine, but not before I saw the guilt in them.
Good.
When she coughed and her mother asked, “Everything okay?” I answered before she could spin some excuse.
“No.”
Her head whipped toward me, but I didn’t look at her.
Wasn't necessary.
I didn’t want to see the new hair or the soft sweater or the way her stupid expressive face made her look… innocent.
Innocent people didn’t bite.
I shoved my phone back into my pocket.
“Never seen her before. I assume she’s my new sister.”
Sister.
The word tasted bitter.
Not because of her, but because Bradley kept collecting new family members like trophies.
The way he smiled at them all made me gag.
When Ella hugged him warmly and he hugged her back, I swallowed the familiar burn creeping up my chest.
I didn’t come to play happy family. I came because Ella deserved a real Christmas and because my mother insisted I show “good faith.”
A bell sounded, and everyone went in.
It was dinner time.
*****
Arlyn walked in, eyes seeking mine. She hesitated, probably replaying the purse-stealing scene again. I hoped she was. She needed that humble reminder.
She sat across from me—of course she did, like fate was mocking me. Her shoulders were tense, and her lips pressed tight.
I smiled, loving her discomfort.
I ate silently, scrolling mindlessly through my phone until she finally opened her mouth.
Bradley asked her about her flight. She gave some vague response. Then her mother asked about the mall, and I cut in before Arlyn started spinning sentimental holiday nonsense.
I looked up. “She was busy chasing thieves.”
Her fork froze halfway to her mouth, and her cheeks flushed.
Ella elbowed me under the table, but I didn’t care. I was having too much fun.
When Arlyn finally spoke, her voice was quiet.
“Actually… I wanted to apologize. To Reid.”
I looked up, meeting her eyes fully, and she wasn’t looking for sympathy or to turn the tables.
She was genuinely sorry.
And that threw me off.
I leaned back, trying to understand her game plan. “Why? Because you don't want to look bad?”
She didn’t flinch. Didn’t look away. Just held my gaze.
“No,” she said firmly. “Because I was wrong.”
Her voice was steady.
The room was silent in that heavy, uncomfortable way where everyone waits for someone else to react.
I didn’t.
I wouldn’t give her that.
“Honest mistake,” I said finally, echoing what I’d said earlier but letting my tone stay cold.
I watched something in her expression shift.
Like she’d hoped I’d accept it.
Like she expected forgiveness.
She didn’t know me at all.
The last thing I was going to do was let some girl with big emotional eyes melt my icy heart.
Especially one whose mother was now playing wife to my father of all people.
I learned my lesson about trusting women who strategically place themselves in wealthy men’s lives. They were always smiling and sweet… hidden motives.
Arlyn was no different.
A convenient daughter to match the convenient wife.
I wouldn’t fall for it.
*****
After dinner, Ella dragged Arlyn off to show her the house, leaving me alone with Dad. I walked out onto the balcony for air.
Snow fell in soft waves against the garden, covering everything in clean white, but the sight gnawed at me. It was all too peaceful.
Left too much room for thinking, and right now, all my thoughts were on one person: Arlyn.
I replayed the airport incident in my head and scoffed.
It should’ve been infuriating.
It was.
But the worst part wasn’t the bite.
The worst part was how genuine she had been when she had tried apologizing earlier… like she truly regretted it.
And now here she was, under the same roof for God knows how long.
I rubbed my jaw where she’d bitten me, more annoyed at myself than her.
I didn’t want to think about her.
Didn’t want her taking up space in my head.
I had enough already to worry about and couldn't afford to waste precious time on her.
I was in the middle of reminding myself of that when footsteps approached behind me.
Even before I turned around, I knew she was the one.
It was indeed her.
She stepped onto the balcony hesitantly, arms folded against the cold. Her breath fogged in the air. The snowflakes caught in her new blonde hair made her look annoyingly naive.
What a pain.
“Hey,” she said quietly.
I didn’t answer.
She shifted awkwardly. “I just wanted to… make sure you know I meant the apology.”
I exhaled slowly.
“I heard you the first time.”
“I know,” she said softly. “But I wanted to say it without an audience.”
There it was again: that sincerity that made my skin itch.
It reminded me of someone from years ago. Someone who had also seemed pure until the truth surfaced.
“It’s fine,” I said, looking back at the snow. “Just forget it.”
“I don’t think you believe me.”
I didn’t look at her and then away.
“People lie when it benefits them.”
“Well, I don’t,” she replied with conviction.
I turned my head slightly, studying her from the corner of my eye.
Her cheeks were flushed from the cold. Her eyes were wide and earnest in a way no pretender could fake.
Damn it.
“Whatever you say,” I muttered.
She let out a small exasperated breath. “You really don’t like me, do you?”
I stiffened.
She wasn’t meant to call it out.
“I don’t know you,” I said in my defense.
“But you think you do.” Her voice wasn’t accusing… It was flat now.
And for a second, I felt something uncomfortable twist in my chest.
I hated that.
Before I could say anything, she straightened. “Well… thanks for helping me at the airport. Even if I didn’t realize it.”
She turned to leave.
Against my better judgement, I called her name before I could stop.
“Arlyn.”
She paused, glancing back.
“Next time,” I said, “don’t bite strangers.”
A soft, reluctant smile tugged at her lips.
“Next time,” she replied, “don’t look like the villain in a crime novel.”
She walked away.
I stared after her longer than I should’ve.
Damn.
This Christmas was going to be a torture straight from hell… Hopefully, I will survive it.
JaneI had been sitting in the café for almost forty minutes before I admitted the obvious truth to myself.I had no plan… None whatsoever.I knew this café because Arlyn had mentioned it in passing weeks ago; it was the place Reid sometimes worked when he wanted quiet without isolation.That alone felt ridiculous now, having to stalk an old friend for the sake of another friend without a plan in mind.I wrapped my fingers around my cup of coffee, now cold, and stared at him.Reid Branderton sat three tables away from me, angled slightly toward the window, shoulders hunched in that way men get when they are trying to make themselves smaller than their thoughts. A laptop was open in front of him, untouched for several minutes. His fingers rested on the keyboard, unmoving, while his gaze stayed fixed on nothing in particular.He looked… distracted and tired.Not the kind of tiredness that came from lack of sleep. The deeper kind. The kind that settled into bones.I swallowed.Arlyn’s fa
ArlynI kept waiting for him after the incident with the boys.That was the cruelest part, the way I eagerly watched out for him in class or how I moved back into my apartment expecting to run into him since we were practically neighbors.Every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, I walked into the lecture hall five minutes early and took my usual seat, my heart doing that stupid hopeful thing even though my brain somehow knew better.I would scan the front of the room, half-expecting to see Reid standing there again.But he never showed up.At first, I told myself it was a scheduling thing. PhD students were busy. He’d probably show up next lecture. Or the one after that.By the end of the second week, denial stopped working. He was never coming to fill in for the ill professor again.A new lecturer had taken over. Older and soft-spoken with kind eyes. He fumbled with the projector and joked nervously about not being as intimidating as the Ph.D. student before him, and the whole class roar
ReidSaving her should have been the end of it.A clean, sharp moment of intervention followed by distance. At least that's what I told myself. Step in if necessary. Walk away immediately after. No lingering…But rules are only useful when your body listens to your head.Mine didn’t.From the second I left her standing there, I felt off balance, like I’d stepped off solid ground into a pit. My heart wouldn’t slow, and I developed a constant migraine.I kept reviewing the scene with Arlyn on the way home. Her eyes. The way she said please. The way my name almost slipped from her mouth when she tried to thank me.That was the worst part.Not the boys. Not the confrontation.The fact that she still reached for me instinctively.I locked my apartment door and leaned my forehead against it for a long moment, breathing through my mouth like my therapist once taught me.It didn’t help.My place was quiet in the particular way that amplifies everything you don’t want to hear. Your own thought
ReidDistance is a discipline… that was something I learned at an early age, long before I took anger management classes, before discipline turned into survival, before silence became my preferred language. Distance keeps things neat and easy to control. It keeps you from wanting what you shouldn’t want and touching what will inevitably burn you.So when the new semester began, I treated distance like doctrine.I arrived early to lectures and left late. I kept my eyes on my notes, my voice neutral, and my posture professional. I addressed students by last names only. I didn’t linger after class. I didn’t invite conversation. I didn’t acknowledge familiarity where familiarity very clearly existed.And Arlyn?She became a stranger.Or at least, I pretended she was.The first time I saw her seated two rows back, hair pulled back into a loose ponytail, pen tucked between her fingers as she laughed quietly with Jane, something twisted low in my chest. It was instinctive… and unwanted. I cr
ArlynEveryone had gone up to their rooms. Jane wanted to stay in mine with me, but the head maid in the house wouldn't hear of it. She reluctantly agreed to the guest room.And I was left all alone in the anteroom… with its suffocating atmosphere.Even though I was looking out the window, I didn't seem to be breathing in much air and wasn't really seeing anything. Instead, my mind kept trying to make sense of the tangled web that had become my life of late. Makes me wonder just what fate had in store for me.A part of me itched to seek out Jane and get her to tell me why she never once mentioned Reid, but I already knew what the end result was going to be: she would just shrug and say it wasn’t something she expected to come up. And she’d be right. How could any of us have expected any of this?I didn't want to think about him… or pay close attention to the little things about him, like the way he walks, how his eyes wrinkled a bit at the corners and twinkled the few times he smiled,
ArlynIf someone had told me fate came with a sense of humor, I would’ve laughed.Standing there in the living room, watching Jane grin at Reid like a fool, I wasn’t laughing.I was reeling.“You went to school together?” I asked again, because surely my ears had malfunctioned. Today had already pushed the limits of what I could process, and my brain was stubbornly refusing to add this to the pile.Jane nodded enthusiastically. “Middle school. St. Gregory’s. He was the quiet type and always had a book… Scrawny, too.”Reid made a low sound that might’ve been a warning.I blinked slowly, still shocked at this latest development. “Scrawny?”Jane laughed, completely unbothered by the lethal look Reid shot her.“Oh yeah. You wouldn’t believe it. He barely talked to anyone except me.”That earned her a look from Reid, sharp and unreadable, and for some reason it made my chest hurt.Barely talked to anyone except me.I glanced at Reid, half-expecting him to deny it, to shut it down the way h







