She looks like me

While butler was helping me to gather my things, I put off the eye lens. My natural eyes that I had been hiding since I was a kid finally got exposed in front of the butler.

A soft gasped echoed in the room. I turned towards Butler's direction when Butler approached me a bit closely.

" Miss. Are those your real eyes?" He sounded like he saw something unimaginable. His mouth was opened with mixed emotions.

My face turned pale. Usually I didn't let anyone see my eyes. They're the rarest. Usually Blue, Golden and Brown eyes are common here.

Alessandro's eye color was magical. When his color changed like the season. His eyes stayed brownish golden when he was calm. But when he got excited or angry, his eyes turned Golden like a Burning flame.

" Oh! Yeah. Are they weird? Sorry. I got it from my mother. A drop of blue in the center of silver eyes. I don't like them actually!" I chuckled while checking my eyes. Those eyes that made my life hell.

I put the dark brown lenses on my eyes before smiling... " I used to be bullied because of my eyes and me being a human. So I don't keep those eyes exposed!"

Butler's fingers shook when he slowly asked, " Does Master know about those eyes?" He asked, staring at my eyes profoundly.

" No. I am not allowed to put the blue eye lenses off in front of him. Though I think he will be rather disgusted by my eyes!"

" N-No! You may... I mean... You should show him-"

" It's not in the contract!" I cut him off. My voice was cold.

I forced a smile but my smile didn't reach my eyes, and it made him shut his mouth.

" And I would prefer if you keep it yourself instead of saying anything. My eyes shouldn't be anyone's concern, right?"

Carl's eyes widened. However there was a flicker of hesitation and some emotions that I couldn't identify. But it was sure that he was shaken by my eyes.

It was weird. Why would I tell Alessandro about my real eyes? Especially those eyes that never stopped bringing bad luck in my life.

I kept gathering a few things like my skincare products and a few clothes to scrape by. Butler seemed to have become eerily silently for a while.

Then,

" What will you do after the divorce?" Butler asked, his voice was gentler than usual. But there was hesitation in his tone. For some reason he looked anxious.

But his question felt like a knife twisting in my heart. We had finally arrived at the end of this contract marriage. And it felt like drowning in an ocean of ice water.

The marriage... Maybe Alessandro didn't hold any value for this relationship in his mind but it was my first marriage and first time falling in love. So the word Divorce felt like someone tearing my heart apart from my body.

" Well, Mr Alessandro has given me enough to scrape by for a while. Also I have been thinking about leaving the Packs and heading to the human world. Now I got money. So I want to live where I belong!"

" But you are truly not a human, are you? Your Wolf can appear anytime!" He asked in concern. But I was a human not even an Omega. That was a reason for everything, right?

" That's possible. But I am already 25 years old. I don't even consider myself a late boomer! Not even an Omega" I chuckled, grabbing the suitcase. " Also nothing would change even if my Wolf returns!"

He looked surprised but nodded with agreement. " You are strong enough to have a Beta Wolf, Miss. I don't think you will be an Omega!"

" Neither is suitable for me. Human is fine. I have embraced my life with my own identity!" I smiled assuringly.

At least Omegas can fight with their wolves. Humans don't even have a Wolf. Since I didn't even manifest after I turned 18, I was announced as Human. I wasn't allowed to meet the Moon Goddess who regularly appeared in every New Moon, brightening the dark sky. She would offer her blessing to everyone.

And she never came to me. Maybe I wasn't a favorite of her like her other children.

That was why maybe I didn't find my mate or my Wolf.

" I see. Anyway, Nova will attend as your personal servant and will accompany you to the penthouse for three weeks. Master may visit you. So please keep it in mind that the contract will be nullified the moment you sign the divorce papers. Till then, your job is to pretend as his wife and obey his words like usual!" His eyes filled with sadness as he announced like a broken radio.

I chuckled hearing his shaky words. " Don't be sad, Butler Uncle. The first thing you should concentrate on is your Master's happiness. Now I can leave the place and live a life as my own. Not someone else!"

" I am sorry, Madam!"

Madam? My eyes widened when he called me that. Alessandro had forbidden everyone to call me Madam. Only Evelyn, the truth wife had that right to be called Madam.

When I came here for the first time, they called me Madam and Alessandro got so angry that he punished them by cancelling their long weekend trip.

So they never called me anything.

" Thank you!" I muttered... " But I don't deserve such a heavy title." I grabbed my suitcase and walked towards the door. " Stay healthy. We might cross the road soon!"

I smiled, opening the door. Although it felt so heavy to move away from the house I spent three years, I knew that it was foreseeable the moment I signed my name on the contract.

But my eyes widened when I noticed Alessandro standing behind the door and holding his hand, Evelyn was staring at me with a smile.

Alessandro's face was dark as if he was hating himself standing before me. But Evelyn, she looked unbothered... No, kinda amused.

" So she is your wife, Alessandro! She looks like me!" Her voice was light as feathers but heavy with a condescending tone.