Chapter 19 Cleo I'm a morning person. I get things done quicker in the morning, more active in the morning and twice as sharp in the morning. When I worked for Massa by twelve in the afternoon I was done with everything, all I needed to do was to plan ahead for the next day and make sure Ruth was fed and she also had a spar appointment scheduled. I don't miss cleaning up after Ruth , what I do miss is the communications department because I practically ran it and the numbers don't lie . It sucks that I didn't get the PR gig, but I really do need the job Paul gave me. I am able to keep things strictly professional and he's like a brother. Angelo worries me sometimes . I'm in love with him however I still feel he would be happier if I was working for him instead of Paul. I love being Blue's girl but he has to allow me to have my independence and trust me. I would never cheat on him . I certainly don't have feelings for Paul, Angelo speaks to every part of me bright dark and in between.
Chapter 20AngeloI've been in love before; but never have I fallen so fast and so hard. Never has it felt so right, and never have I had someone who can hear and speak to my heart the way Cleo does. She gets me , she sometimes understands me and she is not the cheating type. She's the run away from rejection type she can't take it. Even though she acts all tough, she can't hide it from me . Last night was amazing she had me speaking Italian at one point , then English, Spanish ,and some other language I myself don't understand.I need to tell her that I'm half Italian and half south African . I woke up this morning to find her gone. The first person I called was Paul and then when I called her , she was in the house. I ran to where she was , she told me how she felt,I was going to tell her but what she was saying was what I wanted to say . She walked out and looked like she was on a mission when she came back ."Cleo what are you doing?
Chapter 21CleoI love surprises. Unexpected ones bring out the kid in me, and general surprises get my heart racing. Angelo really knows how to keep me guessing . I never know how to react with him and I'm impulsive . Just a couple of minuets ago I was ready to call a taxi and go home; because I had opened up to Angelo and he was quiet. When he told me what I said was what he was also feeling I breathed a sigh of relief. He has a look about him when he is hiding something, he acts all shy too and wears a grin that is funny when he doesn't want to say anything.Making love with him last night was different from what I experienced last weekend. We both trust each other and when he took me raw the other morning at my apartment all fours I was surprised . He kept going and I loved every moment. Last night he did that again and he is very skilled in more ways than one. I wasn't as sore as I felt an hour and a half ago... I'm also a bit if
Chapter 22AngeloI've finally found someone who understands my kind of crazy . It took me long enough but this feels right . I want a love that lasts and she is it. Cleo is good for me in more ways than one. She doesn't see that but I do and I love her so much .Once breakfast was done and we all ate ; Nicolai and Jane went to work while I stayed home with Cleo . She had told me that;she was feeling tired and needed her rest.She barely touched her breakfast and I made sure that I didn't make any bacon for her; even though I like it.She only ate cereal and yoghurt. I've noticed three things about Bella. When she's happy she eats properly, when she's stressed she doesn't touch a thing concerning food, and on normal days depending on her mood she'll eat properly... When she's quiet I worry .That was two and a half months ago. On the week Paul booked her off; we drove to Richards Bay and spent time together at a luxury B&B all on me.
Chapter 23CleoThe past two and a half months have been both a dream and a nightmare. I fell in love with an amazing guy who gets me in so many ways . Angelo has been a dream ;up until recently when he was not behaving let alone acting like we were in a relationship.I understood that he had been busy, and I was too reluctant to tell him what had been going on at because he's being treating me like I did something wrong and not giving me emotional attention is his way of punishing me for something I don't know anything about. He knows that I'm sensitive and I hurt easily. He's being coming home ... Well to his penthouse very late and he leaves early. I can't help but worry because he doesn't even touch me or at least talk to me properly.I left his penthouse on Monday morning before he got up. I had come to a point where I was done. The only way to protect my heart and get over the hurt I felt was to walk away from the person wh
Chapter 24AngeloOne week later.I have to get her back . I screwed up so badly I don't think there is any way to fix the mess I made ...Cleo will not talk to me . Ever since her visit to the hospital last week. She's carrying my child; I had asked doctor James how far along she was , she told me two and a half months . Cleo cried and I didn't know how to react because I don't know how to handle over emotional. Even when Nina was pregnant I avoided coming home early because she would cry and complain about the smallest of things. To be honest she tested my patience. I guess I wasn't really in love.When Cleo cried; I let go of her hand, walked out the room and drove out of the hospital. She didn't deserve what I did. I tried to call her she wouldn't pick up. I went to her apartment but
Chapter 25CleoI cannot believe Paul kicked Angelo out of his office and have him mine to work in for the day . He's always sweet and understanding. He is as possessive as Angelo is . Sophia has stopped causing drama and Blake told me that she's been trying to pull moves on Angelo .I have to admit things are going to change and I don't have a backup plan . I will talk to Blue later on .I'm not going to fight Sophia I seriously don't have any energy to deal with her nonsense and I'm going to have to make it clear to Angelo I don't feel okay about her being around him.I had made it to my office with two cups of Chai tea . I only ever do lunch with Jane at work and I talk with everyone except for Sophia and her clique. I left my my phone on my desk and I wasn't worried about Blue going through it;he's my boyfriend after all. I even made a playlist and named it Angelo Blue. I don't have mommy brain yet but I'm horny . I have self contro
Chapter 26AngeloI hate fighting with Cleo. I honestly do; the relationship is fairly new and well tonight will mark our three month anniversary. I've made love to her countless times since we've met ,and I don't regret it one bit. She's starting to open up to me which is good. I get her moodiness and she is emotional within reason. I really want this relationship to work , I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make it work . I am sure of one thing though; Cleo loves me just as much as I love her, and I love her more for that. She's a keeper; she even had a playlist with my name on it , the song mean so much to me now.I've heard the first few. I've got it really bad and the feeling is different compared to what I felt for the other girls I've had . She is home for me and if I have to prove it to her I will. I spent the whole day at Paul Stone. Paul kicked me out of his office to Cleo's ,he was pissed about Ruth wanting Cleo back and I also