LOGINLisa
Most everyone loved Lacey now. They only held a respectable amount of fear, which was a good thing for an alpha… it made her job easier, helped to keep the pack under control, and make them feel safe, because if her own pack held that sliver of fear from the power she held, then what would anyone who dared think of attacking feel? …but fear of the power within was not the best thing for a doctor. I think eventually, when they realize I’m still the same me I always was, it will be better. It’s been a few years already, though. Hopefully, I won’t have to wait much longer. The people who chose me as their obstetrician were few and far between, girls I went to school with and Lacey, of course. The rest had been stuck with me due to our other doctors having no availability, though I knew sometimes my mother just said she didn’t have availability when she knew I had no clients. She loved like that, and a good-sized group of girls who got stuck with me returned to me for their second child. Sydney cleared her throat, breaking me free from my mind as she passed me a bottle filled with tea. It kept the darkness from flaring and helped me stay… my kind, soft, positive self. She chugged hers down, reapplying her red lipstick after it smeared slightly. It stood out against her pale skin and tight, black-as-midnight dress. And if I didn’t know one hundred percent I was straight, I would propose right now. She turned toward me, laughing and giving a playful wink. “Okay, pick your jaw up off the floor. The coven is coming tonight, might see some old friends, if you know what I mean.” She giggled, wiggling her hips saucily, in a much better mood than I was used to seeing her in. I couldn’t help but smile a little as her good mood seemed to be contagious. “Who knows, we might even find you a little fun for the night. Let you live a little. Just for one night you can go back to being a responsible doctor tomorrow!” she said, laughter filling her voice as she walked over, looping her arm through mine. We made our way down toward the palace garden, where I was sure Lacey would host every event until the end of time. Music filled the air. Tables stretched across the garden, filled with the usual feast. Ila had definitely put some extra planning into this one. A giant ice sculpture of a wolf howling into the air sat in the middle of the dessert table. I grabbed a small slice of brownie that was neatly cut and set on serving plates as Ila’s eyes connected with mine and she hurried over to shoo me away. Sydney laughed as I picked up pace, pulling us past the tables where we were in view of the crowd. Warriors hooted and howled. Whistles broke through the air, making me roll my eyes. Tate ran up, offering Sydney his arm. She playfully slapped it away. He laughed, but I saw the sting in his eyes. Everyone knew he was absolutely smitten. Well… everyone except Sydney. We made our way toward Lacey, happily downing a glass of champagne since the kids were with Kate. “Oh, are we going a little wild for this one?” I teased, stealing the glass as she refilled it and chugging it down myself. A girl had to prepare before standing on a stage in front of multiple packs and the coven. Especially when half of them stared at you like you were going to grow horns, request their oldest child as a sacrifice, and steal their souls. My good mood quickly started to fade as the hair on my arms stood from all of the eyes landing on me, or maybe they were on Lacey and I was still in my own head. “It’s not that bad, Lis. Everyone gets more used to the idea every day. The looks and whispers will stop eventually,” Lacey said, seeming to read my mind, as usual. Just a look and she knew what was going on in my head. I rolled my eyes. “It’s been years, Lacey. They only stopped for you because you’re the all-powerful savior they waited centuries to meet, the one who fixed everything in their world and ended the war.” My voice lowered slightly. “They don’t see me that way.” Lacey went quiet. I knew she didn’t know what to say or how to fix it. She had tried many times to convince everyone we were all the same people they always knew, that the darkness didn’t change us… but was that the truth? I couldn’t say for certain that it was. I stood behind her as the pack filtered in, until she nudged me, motioning to the table where the elders had already sat down. I released a small sigh of relief as I made my way over, dropping into a chair beside Sydney as Lacey stayed standing, greeting everyone with her usual calming smile. I was happy to escape the front lines, at least. The crowd cheered, everyone pushing closer to the stage just to get a glimpse of the silver wolf, as Lacey continued greeting everyone, warm and welcoming, as she tried to talk to everyone who shouted her name from the crowd. Sydney’s arm landed on mine. “It could be a good thing, you know. When you really think about it, we don’t get stuck dealing with that everywhere we go. You and I get to do our jobs in peace without a fan club breathing down our necks, reporting our every move. Everything she does is judged by someone.” I smiled lightly at Sydney. “You’re right. I guess it’s a good thing Lacey’s so fucking good, because she is always judged and is still the most beloved alpha.” My gaze drifted past the crowd, toward the entrance. The air shifted before I even saw them. The coven had arrived.Lisa A tear slipped down my cheek. “I’m sorry, Lace. I know this makes everything harder for you. I told him it doesn’t matter how we feel or if there is a mate bond or not. This can never happen again.” Rowan’s face dropped, a growl slipping through his lips in frustration. “No, Lis. You do not need to worry about how this affects me. He is your mate and, as someone who tried, that’s not an easy bond to fight. I would never want you to and miss out on a love like Fin and I have. We will figure it out.” I hiccuped, trying to keep the sobs pressing against my throat from escaping. “How? You know the council would never allow it.” Lacey sighed. “I know the elders won’t like it, but a chunk of the council is in this room right now,” Lacey said, pointing between her, Sydney, and myself. “We will figure out a way to tell the elders. We just have to be smart about it, make them feel like it’s their idea, and i
Lisa Sydney finally lost her battle against laughter, the sound bursting out of her as she doubled over slightly clutching her stomach. I glared at her. “You are a horrible friend.” “That,” she said between laughs, “is absolutely not true. This is just the funniest possible way for this to happen.” Another knock sounded at the door. “Lisa?” Lacey called again, suspicion clear in her voice now. “Why can I hear Sydney cackling through the door?” My panic only worsened. “Oh my goddess she knows.” “She does not know,” Sydney promised quickly, though the smile still tugged at her lips. “Lacey just notices everything.” Which honestly did not make me feel better. Rowan looked entirely too pleased with himself standing beside me while I spiraled. The bond practically hummed between us now that we were standing close again, warm sparks dancing underneath my skin every time he looked at me. It was distracting. Dangerously distracting. “You smell nervous,” Rowan murmu
Lisa Sydney’s face drained of color as her eyes bounced between the two of us. The fury that had burned so brightly in her expression cracked apart into pure shock. Her mouth opened and closed twice before any sound actually came out. “What?” she finally whispered. I wrapped my arms around myself, suddenly hyper aware of the state I was in. My hair was a mess, my lips swollen, my dress wrinkled beyond saving. There was absolutely no hiding what had happened in this room. Rowan leaned casually against the wall beside the door like Sydney hadn’t just caught us in the middle of the exact disaster everyone feared would happen one day. “Well,” he drawled lightly, “this is awkward.” Sydney whipped toward him so fast I almost laughed despite the panic clawing at my chest. “You shut the fuck up right now.” Rowan lifted his hands slightly in surrender, though the amusement never fully left his face. Lucille practically purred in my mind at the sight of him standing there so c
Rowan My heart froze in my chest. A throbbing entered my chest as I scanned Lisa’s face. I could see the regret written across her features. Still, she didn’t pull away, just rested comfortably in my lap. Nothing had ever felt more right. I knew what she was saying and why she was saying it. I knew this bond would cause both of us trouble, but after having her in my arms, the scent of vanilla and cinnamon filling my nose and tugging at something deep inside of my soul, demanding I pull her closer, that I keep her near me and protect her forever. Her lips quivered and tugged harder at my heart. I pasted a small smile on my lips, feeling them tug up just at the corners enough to draw her attention to them. “Well, I never have been one for following rules and regulations, or giving a single fuck about what anyone thinks, not the coven or council or packs. So we will see.” I answered, making Lisa let out a h
Lisa “Still trying to hide, little wolf?” My body shook, my breath escaping me too quickly as his words sunk into me, a slickness forming between my thighs. “I’m not hiding, I just…” My words cut out as Rowan leaned closer, his lips hovering, just not touching my ear. “Just avoiding the inevitable. I know you feel it too, Lisa,” Rowan whispered before his lips pressed to the shell of my ear, lighting an unfamiliar fire inside of me like I had never felt before. A small whimper escaped me as Rowan pressed his body against mine, his massive member pressing against my stomach as his lips trailed down my neck and then back up towards my jaw, my cheek, and finally my lips. His lips pressed firmly to mine and my body lit up, reacting without caring about any of the things my mind knew, like how this bond was impossible from the start. Lucille yanked that thought from my mind, pu
LisaI stayed in the room long after Lacey had to leave, too afraid to try to move to my own room. I wasn't able to handle the eyes on me, to feel the judgment in the looks that lingered just a little too long, and, most of all, I was completely unprepared for the possibility that I would have to face him again so soon.I knew he hadn’t left. The bond still sparked just underneath my skin. Every time I moved closer to the window, a magnetic force would pull my eyes to the outskirts of the garden where he still stayed. The party had long since ended and the mess was cleaned, but the tables remained for the meeting that would start all too soon.The sun was beginning to throw its first rays across the sky. The knot in my stomach grew as I tried to consider the possibility of staying in here, pretending to be ill, and skipping the meeting. But the elders would never allow it. They insisted we needed to show a united front at all times. If the people saw







