LOGINSeveral weeks had passed since Noah accepted Elliott’s offer.
Most of his nights were now spent in the high-rise, curled up on the tangled silk sheets of Elliott’s bed. The arrangement had been purely transactional; arrive by 7:30, leave by 10:00pm. No sleepovers or early morning coffee. No familiarity in public spaces. No emotional connection. Just service and payment. These were Elliott’s rules and Noah had kept them all, until… One night, he slept off and woke up the next day to Elliott brewing coffee for him. Not angry at him or eager to throw him out. Elliott was relaxed. A little bit too relaxed that morning that after coffee, he made breakfast. They ate and chatted a bit before Noah left. From that day, the boundary they’d live by began to dissolve. Elliott cooked him dinner occasionally. They argued about books, philosophy. Sometimes they sat on opposite ends of the couch reading in silence, the silence between them was oddly comfortable. They bonded over their shared love for classical music. Yet the tension never disappeared. Especially during the day when Elliott was Noah’s professor. Noah sat at his usual spot (the second row of the lecture hall), his pen hovering over a notebook that was mostly filled with doodles. Bena was right beside him. Her eyes lingered on him. There was something different about him that she was trying to point out. Noah shifted on his chair. “Could you please stop?” He said with a low voice. “I would if I could.” Her eyes were still fixed on him. Across the room, Professor Elliott stood at the front of the class, sleeves rolled neatly to his elbows as he wrote across the board. “Role of Emotions in Moral Agency,” he read out loud. He paced gently. “Most people think morality is about rules; what you should do and what you shouldn’t do. But rules alone do not make a person moral. A person becomes moral when they care about the impact of their actions on others.” He stopped right in the center of the stage and looked into the audience. His eyes met with Noah's. For a moment, they were locked in a world of their own; their eyes pulling each other in like gravity. “I know what it is!” Bena whispered into Noah's ear. Noah’s heart skipped a beat. “What?” “It’s the sweater… And the watch… And the footwear… In fact, it’s everything. You look like you were dipped in money.” “What? That’s not true. These are just everyday dressings.” “Cahmere sweater? Rolex? For a student who weeks ago was struggling to come up with money for his tuition.” “Shush!” Sebastian's voice from behind interrupted them. “You shush!” Bena fired back at him. She leaned into Noah. “Look, I’m happy for you as long as it’s a legal job.” Noah gives in. “Fine. I got a better job. But the Rolex, it was a gift.” Bena’s expression brightened instantly. “From who?” Noah struggled to answer. He couldn’t tell her the truth because the Rolex was from Elliott. One morning, after their coffee, as he packed up to go, he came across the watch and expressed admiration and his longing to have one. Right there, Elliott had asked him to take it. Bena nudged him, waiting impatiently for his response. Suddenly, the classroom door at the front of the hall creaked open. The interruption was subtle but noticeable.Noah released a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding, grateful for the interruption until Damien stepped into the doorway. Noah's heart dropped into his stomach. Damien wore dark jeans, a black jacket. His eyes scan the room. Noah slid down his seat and put his hand over his face. Elliott paused mid-sentence. “Yes?” Damien smiled politely. “Sorry to interrupt.” His eyes moved across the classroom slowly. “I’m looking for Noah.” Every head turned. Noah sat straight. “What is this about? Elliott asked Damien. Before Damien could answer, Noah spruing out of the chair. “I will talk privately.” After those words, came a chilling air on Elliott. He went perfectly still, his eyes snagging on Noah with a look of sharpened scrutiny and a twinkle of jealousy. Elliott nodded. ‘Of course.” His words were barely audible. Noah’s legs felt like lead as he walked down the stairs. He didn’t look at Bena or the seventy other students staring at him. As he walked the podium, he caught the briefest glimpse of Elliott’s face. He wished he hadn’t looked. That look will hunt him for the rest of the day until he is able to face him at night and explain. Damien’s eyes doubled back to Elliott. He was still mentally sifting through where he had seen him before. Then Elliott turned to him again and the realization hit Damien just a heartbeat before Noah reached his side. Elliott’s gaze never left them until they walked out into the hallway and the door closed behind them. Outside in the hallway, the air felt thin. “What are you doing here?” Noah hissed. Damien reached into his pocket and pulled out an envelope, tapping it against Noah’s chest. "You left your back-pay in the safe. And your 'performance bonus.' I don't like keeping debt on my books." Noah took the envelope reluctantly. "Really? You had to bring it to my school?" “You were not answering my calls or messages. And never at home.” “You could have left it with my building manager.” “Plus I wanted to see for myself how you were doing.” Noah wavered, his gaze dropping for a second before his jaw set in a hard line. He didn't buy the concern; he could already hear the 'I told you so' simmering under Damien's breath. “You look good.” Damien weighed him from head to toe with a slow, clinical sweep. “Such a nice upgrade from the club.” Noah’s expression softened for a brief, vulnerable second. "I'm sorry," Noah said, his voice low. "I know I promised to come by once in a while. It just hasn’t been easy and I rarely have time plus school…" “I understand. It can’t be easy for anyone fucking his professor.” Damien stared him dead in the eyes. Noah froze. “I’m sorry… What? How…” Noah is lost for words. “Oh please, I remember all my clients, especially the ones that book private sessions and then snatch my star dancer from me.” “Please you can’t tell anyone.” “Calm down, I don’t tattle. But I really hope it doesn’t end badly for you.” Damien turned and walked away, leaving Noah standing in the hall with an envelope full of cash and a secret that was no longer a secret.“One, Two, Three.” Noah murmured under his breath before taking a leap. His slender body rose into a familiar arc, muscle and memory working together without thought. One hand held on tightly to the pole and the other stretched out in the air, as if defying gravity. The music in the club blared. The lights were low, and the crowd half-hidden in shadows, cheered in excitement.Not only was he a master of his craft, it was moments like this he lived for. Moments where the noise in his head quietened. Moments where he felt confident. Desired. In control. The air rushed past his ears, a soothing humming drowning out the room until his rotation brought the crowd back into clear focus again. Then, the rhythm broke.Staring into the crowd, Noah’s jaw dropped. His face, white as a ghost. His hand slipped off the pole but with a little luck he regained balance. There, in the front row under the dim golden glow, a perfect posture with hands folded loosely. No drink was in front of him and
Elliott did not leave immediately. This was his first time in Black Halo. He had wandered in out of sheer curiosity but stayed not because he enjoyed clubs but because there was just something about Noah that glued him to his seat. He remained seated after Noah’s performance, even after the applause faded. There was something about Noah Ola. Something buried deep within the perfect smiles and flawless steps. Something that he was scared of letting the world see. This was something he had always noticed in class and here again, Elliott could see through him. Elliott read him like a book. He could tell Noah wasn’t reckless. Which meant he was desperate. For what? Money? Attention? He wanted to know. He wanted to stay back and find out but he knew leverage when he saw it and knew when to use it. So, he left without acknowledgement. Right now, silence was more powerful than confrontation. *************************************************** The lecture hall felt smaller than
Black Halo was swarmed up the way it always did every night. Yet it didn’t smell like the typical bar. It smelled of expensive sandalwood mixed with rich tobacco. On the stage, a woman moved with the slow, liquid grace of a predator. Her skin shimmered under the golden spotlight. The music was a deep rhythmic pulse. She commanded the attention of the men in the room. Men who commanded multi billion dollars companies and empires. Elliott was here and this time it was not by accident. He told himself it was curiosity but even he did not believe that. There was something about the performance that made him stayed the previous night and that same thing has brought him to Black Halo again. He sat in the same shadowed section as before. He did not order immediately but watched.Something was amiss. Elliott could tell. He didn’t feel the same way he did the last time. He struggled to enjoy the performance and ambience that when it ended, he contemplated leaving.Then...Noah appeared.
Elliott did not look at Noah once during the lecture. There was no form of lingering gaze or pointed questions or subtle acknowledgment of any kind. He lectured freely, professionally on economic determinism as if nothing had happened between them.“As long as survival is tied to resources,” Elliott paced slowly on the podium. “Freedom remains theoretical.”The class had an extreme quietness about it except for the scribbling sounds of the student’s pen as they jot down notes. Noah wasn’t writing. He was seated on the very edge of his seat, his legs kept vibrating and he forced a neutral expression on his face. Elliot’s words had stabbed through him like a knife, twisting until the air in the room felt too heavy to breathe. He stole a glance at Elliott and his mind flashed to the offer. Elliott’s words echoed in his head: “I find you difficult to ignore.” “I’m offering a private arrangement. You become unavailable to others.” “My offer.”Noah shook his head, then put a hand on his
Noah didn’t sleep that night.His room was a small cubicle at the end of the hallway. It could only fit in his bed and a reading table. The small window high on the wall was half opened yet the room was a furnace. Noah was stretched out on his student-sized mattress with eyes to the ceiling. Exhaustion sat behind those eyes like bruising.He had spent the entire night awake thinking of his debts. He calculated the numbers over and over again in the dark, as if they might somehow rearrange themselves out of mercy. The loud bang on the door wasn’t a wakeup call but a call to reality for Noah. He didn't move until the knock came a second time. It was Max, the building manager. Noah wasn’t surprised. Neither did he have the strength to plead.“I have been patient with you,” Max said, ignoring his tired looks.Noah just stared on.“Noah?” Noah staggered back. “I have it already. I will bring it to your room tonight when I get back.” Max weighed him for a bit, unsure if to believe or n
The sound of Noah's phone beeping alerted him. He stretched his hand to the bedside drawer, throwing down a few items as he blindly searched for the phone.Noah stared at the screen longer than necessary. It was a payment notification from Elliott just as they had agreed. What this meant for him was that rent was no longer a threat, tuition could be cleared, and working hours at Black Halo would no longer extend into midnights.Noah knew his life was about to become easier and he should have felt some relief but he didn't. Instead, he felt like something had shifted under his skin.His phone beeped again. This time it was a message from Elliott.Car will arrive at 7:30 p.m. Wear something simple.There was no greeting, no unnecessary words, just instruction. Elliott was clearly trying to show control.Noah read it twice then locked his phone.***By 7:00pm, Noah was dressed in a striped shirt over denim trousers and timberlands. That was the best outfit he could combine. Elliott had







