LOGINChapter Five.
Gina.
“What do you want from me?” I snapped, my voice a little more high pitched than I meant it to be. My heart was still racing from the kiss, the eyes, the silence that had filled the room like smoke.
Ryan didn’t look bothered. He just ran a hand through his dark hair and turned toward me, his eyes unreadable.
“I want you to be my mate Gina,” he said simply. There was no arrogance in his tone only the absolute certainty of a man used to commanding armies.
"But I am not your mate and you know that." i said confused.
"I know, I'm sorry maybe I should have framed my words better. I want you to join my pack as my pretend mate for a period of atleast one year and after that you will be greatly compensated and will be free to do whatever you want, including leaving my pack."
I swallowed, the weight of his words settling in my chest like a stone. All the stories I’d heard, the warnings I’d seen scrawled on parchment and bark none of them had prepared me for this moment of raw truth.
" But why me?" I found myself asking
" I don't know that yet, I just like you." he said.
I stared at him, stunned. “Why the hell would I do that? You want me to leave my pack, my life, to be your pretend mate because you like me?”
“You don’t seem exactly fond of your pack Gina” he said coolly, glancing back at the glowing hall behind us. “Or your Alpha. Or his mate.”
Pain flared in my chest at the mention of Brandon and Ashley, but I didn’t let it show. “That’s not the point.”
“No?” he said, a brow lifting. “You looked like you were moments away from shattering in there.”
“I still can’t just walk away,” I said, my voice quieter now, heavier. “My mom is here. She’s a slave. She has five years left.”
Ryan didn’t blink. “I’ll handle it.”
I stared. “What do you mean by you will handle it?”
“You and your mother will join my pack. She’ll get a decent job. No chains, no commands. And after the year is up after our deal is over you can decide what to do. Leave, stay, vanish. Your call.”
It was too much. Too sudden. I folded my arms across my chest as if that could guard my racing thoughts.
“Why me, there are so many beautiful women of respectable rank, why chose frome the lowest rank?” I asked.
There was a pause.
“I don’t know yet,” he said honestly. “But I need my father to believe I’ve found a mate. It’s… important so that he can leave me alone, and I don't like when alphas use their power to mistreat their pack members.”
I narrowed my eyes. “So this is about family politics?”
“In part. And image,” he added. “You’re smart, you’ve got spine. You’re not a liability, and Brandon won’t dare touch you if I claim you as mine.”
I laughed bitterly. “You think he’ll care? You think that’ll stop him?”
“I think,” Ryan said, stepping closer, “he won’t risk challenging me over a woman he claimed not to want.”
“And what do I have to do? What's the catch?” I asked. “Play house? Pretend to be in love with you?”
“You just have to be seen,” he said. “Events, pack gatherings, visits. My father’s health is failing. He wants to know I’m settling down. That I’m not just a war machine.” His jaw tightened. “I give him peace, he gives me control. That’s the deal. You’re just part of it.”
I nodded slowly, trying to process it all. “What about the pack? Will they accept me?”
“They’ll obey,” he said. “That’s all I need them to do.”
Silence stretched between us. The air was cool against my skin now, and the stars shimmered like a thousand watching eyes.
“You said I’d be compensated,” I said quietly.
“Yes,” he replied. “Enough to buy your own land, start fresh somewhere. Even more if you stay the full year.”
“And my mom…”
“She’ll be free the moment you cross into my territory.”
It was the first time I felt the slightest crack in my walls. I had been drowning for so long, fighting the currents Brandon threw at me daily. And now here was this man feared by many, yes, but offering something no one else had ever dared: freedom. For me. For her.
But what was the cost? What was the part he was not telling me.
“You said it’s for a year,” I whispered. “And after that…”
“After that, you’re free.”
I hesitated. “This is crazy.”
He nodded. “Most worthwhile things are.”
I studied his face. He didn’t look like a liar. He looked like a man who knew exactly how far he’d go to get what he wanted and wasn’t afraid to admit it.
There was something terrifying about that.
But there was something grounding, too.
“I want it in writing,” I said finally. “A contract. With my mother’s freedom guaranteed. My payment. My choices.”
He smiled, just faintly. “You’ll have it.”
“And one more thing,” I added, stepping a little closer. “You don’t own me. I’m not your pet. If I feel unsafe”
“You won’t,” he cut in. “But if you do, say the word and it’s over.”
I breathed out, a slow, shaky breath that felt like it had been trapped in my lungs since my world first crumbled. And still, I hesitated.
“Why not someone else?” I asked again. “Why not a she wolf from your pack? A trained soldier? A powerful alpha’s daughter?”
His eyes softened then, just a little, like a curtain being tugged back. “Because none of them kissed me like you did.”
My heart stumbled and I blushed.
“I didn’t ” I started, but he shook his head.
“You did.”
I looked down, teeth digging into my lip. “And what if I say yes?” I asked. “What then?”
“Then you come with me tonight. We begin the performance. You’ll have the life Brandon tried to take from you. And your mother will be free.”
He reached into his coat and pulled out a phone. “My beta’s ready. Say the word.”
It wasn’t really a choice. Not if I wanted my mother safe. Not if I wanted even a sliver of a life beyond Brandon’s cruelty.
“Okay,” I whispered. “I’ll do it.”
He nodded once, slow and sure. “Good.”
Then he met my gaze again, more serious than ever. “But there’s one rule, Gina.”
And there was the catch, I said to myself. I lifted my chin. “What?”
He stepped closer, voice low, a whisper of steel.
“Don’t fall in love with me.”
GinaThe fire burns low in the grate. Shadows slip across the walls, long and restless, as if they can’t find peace either.I should go to bed.But my body won’t move.I sit in the same spot long after Dante leaves me alone, staring at the dying embers. My thoughts twist and tangle until I can’t tell which ones are mine and which ones are old echoes of everything I was taught to believe.I was nothing.I was a burden.I was a mistake.Except now…none of that is true.I am a daughter.I am an heir.And I might be a mother.My hand drifts to my belly, the gesture automatic. Even the possibility that something tiny and alive is growing inside me is more terrifying than anything I’ve faced.Because what if I ruin it?What if I break this the way I break everything else?A soft knock interrupts the spiral.For a moment, I think about pretending I’m asleep. But I already know who it is.“Come in,” I call, though my voice sounds distant to my own ears.The door creaks open. Rose slips inside
GinaI don’t look back.Even when the cold wind rises behind me, whipping hair across my cheek like a plea, I keep walking.Because if I turn around and see him standing there in that clearing, watching me leave I don’t know if I’ll have the strength to keep going.My legs feel like they’re made of glass. Every step could shatter me.But I force myself to focus on the trees ahead, the iron gate that’s barely visible through the mist.This is my choice.I tell myself that over and over, like a prayer. Like a curse.This is my choice.When I reach the threshold of the estate grounds, two guards watch me warily. They don’t speak as they push the wrought-iron gate open just wide enough to let me pass.Their eyes say enough, that they don’t know what to make of me. That maybe they pity me. Or fear me.I don’t care.All I care about is the silence waiting inside the house.I step over the threshold. The gate clangs shut behind me with a finality that rings in my bones.Inside, the hall feel
RyanI don’t move.I stand there in the cold, my breath fogging the air, and watch her disappear back down the path toward Dante’s estate.Her cloak flutters behind her like a shadow I can’t catch.Even when she’s out of sight, I still don’t move.Because if I do, if I turn around, if I let my legs carry me back to the car I think I’ll fall apart.The wind is bitter against my skin. It seeps into my bones. But none of it feels as cold as the emptiness hollowing out my chest.This isn’t how I thought it would end.Not with her walking away from me.Not with me letting her.If you decide you want me, I’ll be here.I meant every word. And maybe that’s the worst part.Because I’m not the boy I was when I first met her. I’m not naive enough to think love is enough to heal every wound. But even knowing that, I still can’t imagine a life where I don’t wait for her to come back.I drag a hand over my face, trying to scrub away the sting in my eyes. My palm comes away wet.Goddess, what is wro
Gina I didn’t sleep that night.After I left Dante in the study, I went to my room and sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the flames flickering in the small hearth.They burned down to embers while my thoughts burned brighter.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Ryan’s face in the clearing his voice breaking as he told me he would love our child no matter what I decided.I heard my own mother’s voice, too, echoing in the quiet.You were always stronger than you believed.But I didn’t feel strong.I felt like I was standing on a precipice, with no way to step back and no guarantee the ground would catch me if I fell.By dawn, I knew what I had to do.I dressed in silence, pulling on a heavy wool cloak and tucking my hair under the hood. The estate was quiet as I slipped out too quiet, as if everyone else was holding their breath, waiting to see what I would choose.Outside, the air was sharp and clean. Frost clung to the edges of the stone steps and turned the bare branches to lace
GinaAfter Ryan left the courtyardhis scent lingering like a promise I didn’t go back inside right away.I stood in the doorway, my hand pressed to the rough wood, trying to quiet the war in my chest.I had never imagined a life where I could choose. Where no one owned my fate no alpha, no parent, no ancient pack feud.But choice was a terrifying thing.When the wind finally grew too cold to bear, I stepped back into the hall. The quiet was so absolute it made my ears ring. Every footstep echoed like an accusation.At the end of the corridor, a door stood open. The study.I knew without looking that Dante was in there. Watching. Waiting.My heart fluttered a soft, unsure beat and I nearly turned back.But I was done running.Slowly, I crossed the threshold.He was at the window, silhouetted by pale winter light. His coat hung from the back of a chair, and his shoulders looked heavier without it, as if the weight he carried had finally sunk into his bones.For a moment, he didn’t turn.
GinaI stayed on that wall until the sun rose fully over the trees.For the first time in what felt like forever, I let myself feel everything. Not just the fear or the anger or the disappointment but the strange, aching hope that maybe…somehow…I could start over.When I finally climbed down, my legs were stiff with cold. I made my way back to the house slowly, bracing for more questions I didn’t know how to answer.But the courtyard was empty. Silent except for the creak of the iron gate.I almost made it inside without seeing him.Almost.But the moment I set foot on the threshold, Ryan’s scent hit me sharp, familiar, and impossibly comforting. My heart stuttered.I turned.He was standing just beyond the gate, hands clenched at his sides, jaw tight. His hair was windblown, his eyes hollow.He looked like he hadn’t slept, like he’d run the whole way here.For a second, neither of us moved.Then, without a word, I stepped outside again and closed the door behind me.He didn’t wait fo







