เข้าสู่ระบบChapter Four
Gina.
I hardly registered the gasp that rippled through the hall, or the sharp intake of breath as Alpha Ryan’s lips met mine. My mind was a riot of sensation his kiss was firm, commanding, and electric, as if he’d pressed a live wire to my skin. For one timeless moment, the world dissolved: no Brandon, no Ashley, no pack politics just the fierce heat of his mouth on mine.
Then came the shout, cutting through the hush like a blade.
“She is not your mate!”
I jerked back, breath coming in ragged gasps, my cheeks burning recognizing the voice, Across the glittering floor, Brandon stood, face twisted in fury and humiliation. His voice echoed off the marble pillars. Even Ashley turned, eyes narrowed in anger.
Alpha Ryan released me as if my skin had scorched him. He stepped back, his gaze ruthless and unblinking as it shifted to Brandon.
“How do you know that?” Ryan demanded, voice low but threaded with steel.
I swallowed hard. Everything slowed, the edges of reality blurring as Brandon’s chest heaved. His lips trembled, as though they couldn’t quite form the lie he’d promised so many. The pack’s council elders leaned forward in their seats, their whispers like the rustle of dry leaves.
Brandon cleared his throat, staring at the floor before he forced his eyes upward to meet Ryan’s. “Gina,” he said, his voice shaking, “is an omega. And a powerful alpha like you deserves a powerful mate.” He is a said.
“She is your mate, right?” Ryan asked, voice deceptively gentle.
Ashley’s mouth opened, then closed. She glanced at Brandon, whose face was a mask of rage barely contained. He nodded curtly, his jaw clenching.
But I knew Brandon was not going to admit that I was his mate, not after fooling his whole pack that Ashley was his mate, so he just shook his head.
I felt my pulse thunder. The thought that he hecould look me in the eye and decree another woman his mate, even after everything, when we both knew the truth, made my bile rise in my throat. I swallowed it down, refusing to let him taste my fear.
“Then don’t worry about who my mate is,” Ryan said, his voice rising so that every corner of the hall strained to hear. “Gina is mine.”
It was a declaration that shook every candle flame, made the chandeliers tremble. The pack members leaned forward, eyes alight with astonishment and perhaps hope. Brandon’s face drained of color. I saw the vein at his temple pulse like a war drum. He bowed quickly, muttering, “My apologies, Alpha Ryan,” but the contempt in his glare was unmistakable.
Ryan didn’t deign to respond. He merely slid a hand around my waist gentle, possessive and began to lead me away. My legs felt like they would buckle, but I pressed my feet into the polished stone floor and followed him, every eye in the room burning into my back, into the two of us as we passed.
I saw my mother's face as we walked away she looked terrified, like she had seen a ghost or something. I really couldn't blame her.
We reached the grand arched doorway that led to the garden courtyard. The night air drifted in cool, fragrant with blossoms. Under the pale glow of lanterns, Ryan paused and released my hand, turning to face me fully. The swirling possibilities of escape, of new beginnings, crackled between us like static.
I could see every line of his face now: the hard curve of his jaw, the faint silver scar tracing a path from cheekbone to ear, the storm gray of his eyes. He was merciless, yes in the stories I’d read, he’d wiped out entire rival packs for the slightest insult. I’d heard whispers of his wrath, rumors that even the bravest warriors trembled to hear his name.
And here he stood, inches from me, his hand still on my waist, his gaze unreadable.
I braced myself, heart drumming. “Alpha Ryan…” My voice wavered. “Do you… do you want to kill me?”
He blinked once, twice as if surprised by the question. A faint smile curved at the corner of his mouth, but his eyes stayed fierce and intent.
“I just want to talk to you, Gina, if I wanted to kill you, you would have been dead by now.”
The clarity in his words was disarming. My breath caught in my throat, and for a moment, I couldn’t think of anything but the warmth of his hand at my back, the steady cadence of his voice. Here, in the hush of the moonlit courtyard, it felt as if the weight of the pack had fallen away, leaving just the two of us.
He turned slightly, inclining his head toward a marble bench beneath an ancient oak. Lantern light speckled the stone, casting quivering shadows that danced around us. Every path I’d ever considered seemed to narrow to this single moment of decision.
But I held my ground. I met his gaze without blinking, letting the vulnerability in my eyes be my armor.
“You’re not going to ” I stopped myself. If I spoke the word “kill,” it might become a challenge.
He softened. His thumb brushed over my hip. “No.” His voice was a whisper now, but it carried the weight of steel. “I have no wish to harm you, Gina. Not tonight.”
The lantern light played over his profile, illuminating the sincere line of his mouth. “I have a proposition for you Gina”
My pulse slowed ever so slightly as his words sank in. The storm of emotions inside me stilled enough for me to think: He’s the devil, yes. But maybe he’s the devil with a promise of what I need most: protection, freedom from Brandon’s chains, a chance to live again on my own terms.
Still, fear kept its talons wrapped tight around my heart. “What proposition?”
GinaThe fire burns low in the grate. Shadows slip across the walls, long and restless, as if they can’t find peace either.I should go to bed.But my body won’t move.I sit in the same spot long after Dante leaves me alone, staring at the dying embers. My thoughts twist and tangle until I can’t tell which ones are mine and which ones are old echoes of everything I was taught to believe.I was nothing.I was a burden.I was a mistake.Except now…none of that is true.I am a daughter.I am an heir.And I might be a mother.My hand drifts to my belly, the gesture automatic. Even the possibility that something tiny and alive is growing inside me is more terrifying than anything I’ve faced.Because what if I ruin it?What if I break this the way I break everything else?A soft knock interrupts the spiral.For a moment, I think about pretending I’m asleep. But I already know who it is.“Come in,” I call, though my voice sounds distant to my own ears.The door creaks open. Rose slips inside
GinaI don’t look back.Even when the cold wind rises behind me, whipping hair across my cheek like a plea, I keep walking.Because if I turn around and see him standing there in that clearing, watching me leave I don’t know if I’ll have the strength to keep going.My legs feel like they’re made of glass. Every step could shatter me.But I force myself to focus on the trees ahead, the iron gate that’s barely visible through the mist.This is my choice.I tell myself that over and over, like a prayer. Like a curse.This is my choice.When I reach the threshold of the estate grounds, two guards watch me warily. They don’t speak as they push the wrought-iron gate open just wide enough to let me pass.Their eyes say enough, that they don’t know what to make of me. That maybe they pity me. Or fear me.I don’t care.All I care about is the silence waiting inside the house.I step over the threshold. The gate clangs shut behind me with a finality that rings in my bones.Inside, the hall feel
RyanI don’t move.I stand there in the cold, my breath fogging the air, and watch her disappear back down the path toward Dante’s estate.Her cloak flutters behind her like a shadow I can’t catch.Even when she’s out of sight, I still don’t move.Because if I do, if I turn around, if I let my legs carry me back to the car I think I’ll fall apart.The wind is bitter against my skin. It seeps into my bones. But none of it feels as cold as the emptiness hollowing out my chest.This isn’t how I thought it would end.Not with her walking away from me.Not with me letting her.If you decide you want me, I’ll be here.I meant every word. And maybe that’s the worst part.Because I’m not the boy I was when I first met her. I’m not naive enough to think love is enough to heal every wound. But even knowing that, I still can’t imagine a life where I don’t wait for her to come back.I drag a hand over my face, trying to scrub away the sting in my eyes. My palm comes away wet.Goddess, what is wro
Gina I didn’t sleep that night.After I left Dante in the study, I went to my room and sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the flames flickering in the small hearth.They burned down to embers while my thoughts burned brighter.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Ryan’s face in the clearing his voice breaking as he told me he would love our child no matter what I decided.I heard my own mother’s voice, too, echoing in the quiet.You were always stronger than you believed.But I didn’t feel strong.I felt like I was standing on a precipice, with no way to step back and no guarantee the ground would catch me if I fell.By dawn, I knew what I had to do.I dressed in silence, pulling on a heavy wool cloak and tucking my hair under the hood. The estate was quiet as I slipped out too quiet, as if everyone else was holding their breath, waiting to see what I would choose.Outside, the air was sharp and clean. Frost clung to the edges of the stone steps and turned the bare branches to lace
GinaAfter Ryan left the courtyardhis scent lingering like a promise I didn’t go back inside right away.I stood in the doorway, my hand pressed to the rough wood, trying to quiet the war in my chest.I had never imagined a life where I could choose. Where no one owned my fate no alpha, no parent, no ancient pack feud.But choice was a terrifying thing.When the wind finally grew too cold to bear, I stepped back into the hall. The quiet was so absolute it made my ears ring. Every footstep echoed like an accusation.At the end of the corridor, a door stood open. The study.I knew without looking that Dante was in there. Watching. Waiting.My heart fluttered a soft, unsure beat and I nearly turned back.But I was done running.Slowly, I crossed the threshold.He was at the window, silhouetted by pale winter light. His coat hung from the back of a chair, and his shoulders looked heavier without it, as if the weight he carried had finally sunk into his bones.For a moment, he didn’t turn.
GinaI stayed on that wall until the sun rose fully over the trees.For the first time in what felt like forever, I let myself feel everything. Not just the fear or the anger or the disappointment but the strange, aching hope that maybe…somehow…I could start over.When I finally climbed down, my legs were stiff with cold. I made my way back to the house slowly, bracing for more questions I didn’t know how to answer.But the courtyard was empty. Silent except for the creak of the iron gate.I almost made it inside without seeing him.Almost.But the moment I set foot on the threshold, Ryan’s scent hit me sharp, familiar, and impossibly comforting. My heart stuttered.I turned.He was standing just beyond the gate, hands clenched at his sides, jaw tight. His hair was windblown, his eyes hollow.He looked like he hadn’t slept, like he’d run the whole way here.For a second, neither of us moved.Then, without a word, I stepped outside again and closed the door behind me.He didn’t wait fo







