ANMELDEN
MIKKA
The letters came at 4:02AM. My wolf was already awake.
She always was when Levi was in danger, even when the danger was him.
LETTER ONE. UNIVERSITY OF TORONTO.
“Full Scholarship. Master's in Kinesiology. In-person acceptance required by March 14th.”
LETTER TWO. CBSA.(Canadian border service agent)
“Study Permit Cancellation. Unauthorized employment. 72 hours to depart. 5-year re-entry ban.”
I sat on my bed on the cold floor as both papers fell from my hands.
For a moment, I lost my breath, my heavy eyes from wetting my bed last night with tears burning the most.
My wolf whimpered, crouching in a corner inside me.
"What do we do, Mikka?"
More tears clouded my eyes because two years ago, I paid my own tuition. For two years I starved for this scholarship.
And I lost it because the man who once slept in my bed told the world I never existed.
Levi Weston.
My mate.
Or he was, before his agent told the League: “He has no private coach. No woman. No liability.”
We were dating secretly for two years. He said his PR team would “bury us” if it got out. "After playoffs, Mikka, then you"
I believed him.
Until he chose Nicole Vance for the gala and declared her his mate last night after he won the league, to upgrade his status to an alpha.
Until his agent erased me to protect him from cap circumvention charges.
Now the scholarship I earned was going to burn because of his cover-up.
At 5:17 AM, I stood outside his Liberty Village penthouse with dust in my braids and both letters in my fist to meet him after the long walk from my apartment.
My wolf howled. "Ours. Ours. Ours" but I'd shoved her down even though it hurts me.
His doorman knew me. He had seen me at 2 AM, sneaking up with tap and film notes for Levi.
But this morning, he wore a disdainful look at me, like I wasn't worth being here.
“Ms. Rowan. Mr. Weston said no visitors.” he bitterly connotes obstructing me.
I swallowed, raised my chin and said;
"He'll see me"
The doorman scoffed unbelievably at me. "He said specifically..."
“If you don’t buzz me, I’ll sit here until he comes down. And I’m very stubborn.” I threatened holding my breath.
His face hardened as we stared at each other in a heated glare but his hand gave in and he buzzed me anyways.
Using the elevator to get to him, I knocked at his door.
Staring around the hallway, it smelt alcohol, sweat, rot and platters of furs were around.
I didn't need to think hard to know he had a party of his lifetime for his wins.
At last, the door opened after the third attempt and when my eyes landed on him, my heart broke all over again.
He was shirtless, his dark hair wet, his jaw tight and looked exhausted.
For a second, his face softened when he saw me, then it hardened.
His scent flared, pine, ice and rage, so intoxicating.
"What are you doing here!" He coldly snapped but his throat bobbed.
"Breathing the same air as you. For now" I countered in a shaky tone, anger had brewed up as tears in my eyes.
I held up the CBSA letter, squivering.
“Your agent told Immigration I don’t exist.
So CBSA is cancelling my permit. If I’m not in Canada by March 14th, I lose this"
I shoved the scholarship in his face, like I'd blind him with it.
“This is $60,000. My tuition fees. My PR. I earned it. Levi"
He glanced at it, his jaw ticked but he looked away fast like it burned him.
“You’re not supposed to be in this country in the first place.”
Cold flushed down my spine, my wolf retracted her teeth but I still forced myself to appear strong.
“Yeah. I noticed.”
Levi crossed his arms, lowered his head at me and when his breath touched my face, I melted.
I lied, a part of me still wanted him, when we ended it just 12 hours ago.
“Why are you here at 5AM? You want money?” he rasped, with a gruesome look at me.
"No"
“Then what? You want to yell at me?”
There was no remorse in his tone and he was hurting me the most with his nonchalant attitude like everything I explained was nothing.
“I want a signature.”
I pulled out the affidavit. "Statutory Declaration of Common-Law Partnership."
It was a good thing I tagged it along while coming here.
“You sign this. You swear we’ve been cohabiting six months and I'm your coach. Immigration drops the case. I stay and I take my scholarship. We end the contract after convocation.” I petitioned in anger.
He stared at it, his fingers twitched, for a moment, I thought he'd take it.
Then he shoved his hands in his pockets and scoffed.
“You’re out of your mind.”
“Probably.” I confirmed holding my breath.
He studied me, my bruised eyes, my shaky hands and his eyes diluted but he killed it.
Levi stepped closer, his breath poured on my face and suddenly, I felt how it was to want him.
"You've been outside the rink, calling my agent and that's stalking" he grit his teeth, staring at me like a difficult puzzle "That’s stalking, mikka"
He grabbed my jaw, his thumb dug into the spot he used to kiss.
“You’re obsessed. You can't let go after I chose someone else.”
My wolf snapped "Mate. Liar."
"Say it again" I breathe. Anger steam up as tears in my eyes.
"You're a leech"
The words ripped me apart as I snapped his hand away.
"A leech?" I squeezed. The pain was so sharp that breathing became difficult. “I was your mate, Levi. We left Australia for a greener pasture two years ago!”
His fangs grew, he hated that I said it.
“Remember? You were benched. Blacklisted. No pack would take you after you fractured Keller’s jaw. Your dad cut you off. You had $400 and a rage problem.”
My voice cracked as the emotions spurred. “I sold my first scholarship deferral. I cashed out my mum’s life insurance to buy our tickets to Toronto, Canada. You said. ‘Where no one knows us.’”
His jaw ticked, and his vein tightened around his neck. “Don't" he muttered "Don't do this to me right now”
SEVEN.“You'll have to find a way to help her before she realizes you are doing it.”I remained standing in my bedroom long after I left the study, staring at the dark window while my mother's words kept repeating inside my head. I knew exactly what Mom meant because Mikka would never accept money from me, no matter how desperate things became, and the thought of secretly helping her felt wrong even though doing nothing felt worse. She had spent months proving that she could survive on her own, refusing favors unless she had earned them and carrying every problem as if asking for help was some kind of failure. I admired that stubborn strength in her, but now I was beginning to see that the same strength was slowly hurting her.I grabbed my jacket and left the estate before I could talk myself out of it. The drive to campus felt longer than usual because my mind kept moving between the debt, the threats and the frightened look I had seen on her face so many times. When I reached the h
SEVEN.I had barely stepped into the house when one of the house staff found me near the stairs. She told me my mother was waiting in her study with the family lawyer, and something about her serious expression made me stop asking questions. I followed her upstairs, wondering what could possibly be so important that Mom needed a lawyer involved. When I opened the study door, I found Mom sitting at the large conference table with Mr. Bennett, our family lawyer, while several thick files were spread neatly between them. My stomach tightened before anyone even said a word."Sit down, Seven," Mom said.I pulled out a chair and sat across from them."What's going on?"Mr. Bennett adjusted his glasses before looking at my mother."Your mother asked me to review some information concerning Mikka Rowan."I immediately frowned."You're investigating Mikka?"Mom's expression remained calm."I'm asking questions. There is a difference.""You could have told me.""I could have," she admitted. "Bu
SEVEN.I did not drive away immediately after Mikka walked into her residence. I kept my hands on the steering wheel and stared at the entrance, replaying her final words in my head until they started to feel heavier than they should have. “Your mom was right about one thing... you've changed.” I had heard compliments before, from coaches, teammates and people who only cared about what I could do on the ice, but those words felt different because Mikka had seen me before the change, when I was angry, frustrated and ready to believe that I was finished. She had watched me at my worst and somehow still believed there was something worth saving.I finally drove home, but my thoughts stayed with her the entire way. When I entered the Calloway estate, the house was already quiet, yet Mom was still awake in the living room with a stack of charity proposals spread across the coffee table. She looked up the moment I walked in, and her eyes narrowed when she noticed the smile I was trying badl
MIKKA.Mara's question caught me completely off guard, but I politely told her she could ask me anything. She studied me for a moment before speaking.“I've noticed Seven changed over the last few weeks,” she began to say. “He's changed in so mamy ways I never thought possible. For a long time, hockey has been the only thing capable of holding his attention, yet recently he's started smiling more, spending less time shutting himself away, and becoming the son I knew before he became hardened by pressure.”She paused for a moment as though to let the words sink in before she continued. “I've always wondered if you've realized how much has changed since you both met,” she said, her eyes going from me to Seven, and then back to me.Embarrassed, I immediately insisted that I could not take credit for another person's choices because Seven had been the one who accepted criticism, worked harder than ever and fought his way back onto the first line."I only showed him what I saw on the ice
MIKKA.I stared at my phone for several seconds before finally answering the call. My heart was still beating too fast from the visit of the two men, and hearing Mara Calloway's name on my screen had only made me more nervous. I took a slow breath and pressed the phone to my ear, trying to sound normal even though I was anything but normal."Hello... Mrs. Calloway?"“Hello, dear. How are you?” she asked.“I-I'm fine,” I replied, stuttering at first, then quickly adding “Ma'am.”"Please, call me Mara," she said warmly. "And congratulations, Mikka."I blinked in surprise."Thank you.""I heard everything has been cleared. Seven told us how worried you were, and I'm honestly very happy the university finally saw the truth."I smiled faintly."Thank you. It means a lot.""I know you've had a difficult few weeks."I lowered my eyes."That's one way to describe it."She laughed softly, and somehow that made me relax."There's another reason I called though, but I'd love us to talk in person
MIKKA.I could not stop smiling as I walked back to my room. Every step felt lighter than the one before, and for the first time in a long while, it seemed like I could finally breathe without something heavy pressing against my chest. The hearing was over, my name had been cleared, and lunch with Seven had reminded me that life could still be simple even for a little while. We had laughed so much that my cheeks still hurt, and every time I remembered one of his terrible jokes, another smile found its way onto my face before I even realized it.When I reached my dorm room, I locked the door behind me and leaned against it for a few seconds, enjoying the quiet. I changed into a pair of comfortable sweatpants and an old university hoodie before carrying my hearing folder to my desk. I opened the top drawer, placed the thick file inside as neatly as I could, and slowly pushed the drawer shut. I rested my hand on it for a moment.“I'm done with you,” I whispered.It felt silly talking to







