LOGINJAKE
They call it the bunny hill.
Which is ironic, considering I’ve never felt more like a helpless.I was all limbs and fear and a deep, unshakable certainty that I would soon be airborne and not in the majestic Olympic way.
Lily stood beside me, radiating calm like she belonged here. Which, of course, she did. She looked at home in the snow, the sky, the breeze. Like someone who was part of the mountain, not just passing through.
I, on the other hand, looked like an off-brand action figure in a rental helmet.
“Okay, Jake.” Her voice was bright, patient. “We’re going to take it slow. I’m going to walk you through a glide and we’ll practice stopping.”
“Stopping” I repeated. “Yes. Vital skill.”
She grinned, holding out her poles like a flight attendant about to demonstrate an emergency landing. “Think of it like a pizza. You angle your skis inward like this ” She moved her feet into a perfect wedge. “and the friction helps you stop.”
I stared. “Pizza?”
“Yup. You’ll never look at pepperoni the same way again.”
“I didn’t look at it that deeply to begin with.”
“Then you’re doing skiing wrong.”
She stepped back, watching me expectantly.
I attempted the wedge. Sort of. My skis wobbled and one shot forward like a rogue missile and suddenly I was sliding just a few feet but enough to send my heart into full panic mode.
“Whoa”
Lily was already beside me, grabbing my arms to steady me. “There you go! That’s okay. Try again.”
I looked down. She hadn’t let go.
She noticed, and quickly released me. “Sorry. Reflex.”
“Not complaining.”
She flushed. I swore I saw her eyes flicker toward my face for half a second before she turned away.
“Let’s try that again, Mr. Ryan. Slower this time. Glide. Then pizza.”
I took a breath, pushed gently forward and actually managed to glide a few feet before stopping in a semi-controlled wedge. I looked at her like I’d just solved cold fusion.
“Was that... did I just...?”
“You stopped!” she laughed. “You pizza’d!”
“I pizza’d” I repeated, proud in the dumbest way.
“Let’s build a statue in your honor” she teased. “Savior of bunny slopes. Lord of mozzarella.”
I couldn’t help it,I laughed. A real, full laugh that cracked through the weird layer of tension I’d been wearing for months.
God, it felt good.
We kept at it, again and again. She adjusted my stance, told me when to lean forward, when to keep my knees soft. I slipped. A lot. Once, I fell sideways into the snow like a sandbag and just lay there, blinking up at the sky.
“You alive?” she asked, peering over me.
“No” I groaned. “Tell my shareholders I died bravely.”
“You don’t have shareholders, Jake.”
“Don’t I?”
She extended a mittened hand, and I took it, letting her help me up. Our gloves pressed together, warm and soft, and for a second I didn’t want to let go.
She didn’t seem to, either.
Then she cleared her throat and stepped back. “Okay. Let’s try linking a few glides.”
“I just stood upright for more than ten seconds. Isn’t that enough progress for today?”
“Nope. This is where the real fun begins.”
“Lily, I say this with total respect,you are a tyrant in a puffer jacket.”
She cackled.
I obeyed.
We practiced for another hour. Somehow, between the falling and the laughing and the occasional moments of shared breath, the fear started to fade. Not just the skiing part. The being-here part. The being-me part.
By the end of it, I could make it ten yards down the slope without falling.
We finally came to a stop near the bottom of the hill. Lily brushed a snowflake from her cheek and looked at me, smiling.
“You did good.”
“You’re just saying that because I didn’t take out a small child this time.”
“Well” she said thoughtfully, “you came close to hitting that snowman, but I don’t think he’s pressing charges.”
I chuckled, breath clouding in the cold. “You’re good at this.”
“Teaching?”
“Yeah. You make it... easy to try.”
She glanced at me, then down at her boots. “Thanks. That’s nice to hear.”
There was something soft in her expression now. Not flirtation exactly. Something quieter. Warmer.
I had the sudden, overwhelming urge to tell her the truth.
That I wasn’t just Jake Ryan, the guy from the ski lodge with two left skis and a borrowed identity.
I was Jackson Ryland.
The face on too many magazine covers. The CEO hiding from the fallout of a very public scandal. The billionaire who hadn’t been called by his real name in days.
But Lily didn’t know any of that.
To her, I was just... me.
And for once, that felt like enough.
“Hot chocolate?” she asked suddenly, breaking the silence.
I blinked. “What?”
“There’s a stand right outside the lodge. Best cocoa on the mountain. Come on. It’s basically a tradition after your first real run.”
I followed her back up the slope, my legs sore and heart buzzing, thinking.
I didn’t come here to fall in love.
The cocoa stand was just as she promised tiny, rustic, and magical. Fairy lights twinkled overhead, and the air smelled like sugar and cinnamon. We stood in line, helmets off, steam rising from the cups of the people ahead of us.
I glanced at her while she wasn’t looking.
Lily Carter.
Snow instructor. Small-town sunshine. Possibly made of stardust and pine.
“What?” she asked, catching me.
“Nothing.”
She gave me a look.
“Okay” I admitted. “I was just wondering what your hot cocoa topping says about you.”
“Ah.” She smirked. “A cocoa psychoanalyst.”
“Exactly. Marshmallows mean you’re whimsical. Whipped cream means you’re traditional. Sprinkles mean you’re hiding a chaotic soul.”
She laughed. “And what does double chocolate syrup say?”
“That you’re dangerous and I should run.”
“Too late” She grinned. “You already signed up for three more lessons.”
“Did I?”
“Mm-hmm. And I take my students very seriously, Mr. Ryan.”
“Good” I said, meeting her gaze. “Because I’m already looking forward to tomorrow.”
She blinked, surprised.
But then she smiled.
Me too, it seemed to say.
And just like that, it wasn’t just the cocoa that made my chest feel warm.
It was her.
It was this place.
It was the quiet, simple joy of a moment that didn’t demand anything from me except to be there.
With her.
And for the first time in a very long time, that felt like everything I needed.
LILY Darkness pressed against the cabin windows when I stirred. My body ached, my head throbbed, and my chest still felt tight from the panic attack. For a moment, I didn’t know where I was. Then reality hit me—Jake. Our vows. The snow-dusted ridge. The baby growing inside me. The advocate office. Our private wedding. The cabin. All gone from the world’s eyes. “No… this isn’t real,” I whispered, my voice trembling. Panic started to rise again, but I forced myself upright, shaking off the fog. I grabbed my phone. Jake. Henry. Dead tone. Dead tone. I pressed a hand to my belly. A faint flutter stirred inside me.My little anchor. My reason to keep moving forward. Enough. I couldn’t wait. I couldn’t stay here. I shoved myself off the rug, pulled on my coat and boots, grabbed my keys and phone. “I’m coming to find you,” I whispered into the empty cabin. “I’m done letting them erase us.” The streets blurred beneath my wheels. Ryland Enterprise rose ahead. Somewhere inside, there had
Snow slid down the cabin windows in thin, melting streaks, Inside, Lily sat curled on the sagging couch, one hand resting unconsciously over the barely there swell of her stomach. A month of silence from Jake. A month of threats. A month of waking every morning wondering if she imagined him, imagined them, imagined their wedding vows spoken in a room that now no longer existed. She blinked slowly, staring at the cold fireplace, lost in the loop of memories she both cherished and wished to claw out of her mind. The letter still lay on the table, its edges frayed from how often her fingers had traced the hateful words. " Forget him. Or lose what’s left of him." Her stomach tightened. A loud chime shattered the quiet. At first, Lily didn’t react. The sound repeated—a sharp notification tone from her old tablet sitting on the counter. She frowned; she hadn’t touched it in weeks. She moved slowly toward it, her limbs stiff. An alert banner filled the screen: **BREAKING NEWS
LILY Eventually the cold forces me to move. My body aches from kneeling in the snow, my clothes soaked through, but none of it compares to the ache behind my ribs. I walk back down the ridge in a daze, the ruined registry office burned into my vision like an afterimage. When I reach the cottage, I shut the door and stand there for a moment, breathing slowly, trying to steady the trembling in my hands. Then the thought comes - call him. I pull out my phone. His name is still there: Jake. Seeing it makes my throat tighten. I press the call icon before I can think too hard about it. The ringtone barely lasts three beats before the line clicks to a flat message: “The number you are trying to reach is currently unavailable. " My fingers freeze around the phone.I try again. Same message. A familiar pressure builds in my chest. I swallow hard and move to the next name that could anchor me - Henry. If anyone would know where Jake is, it’s him. Henry never turns his phone o
LILY They released me just after noon. I stand on legs that feel borrowed, wrapped in clothes that don’t feel like mine. Jake bought these. I know he did. My fingers curl into the sweater, trying to conjure the warmth of his hands, his laugh, his breath against my cheek during our honeymoon. " Let me spoil you for once, " he had whispered while dragging me onto the couch at the cabin, the fire crackling behind us. " You’re my wife now, Lily. I get to love you loudly. " The wind outside the hospital stings my cheeks. Detective Rowan had said they’d “call with updates" but I know what that means: They don’t believe me. They don’t believe Jake existed at all. The taxi driver helps me into the car. I murmur directions to my cottage, staring out the window as the world blurs past — snowbanks, pine trees, mountain shadows. Everything looks familiar but wrong, like someone moved the scenery around while I slept. My cottage sits small and lonely beneath heavy branches dripping
LILY “Miss Carter,” the older one says with a nod. “I’m Detective Rowan. This is Detective Vale. We’d like to ask a few questions about the night of your accident.” Accident. The word ricochets through my mind like a bullet. I wet my lips, throat raw. “I… I don’t remember everything.” “That’s alright.” Rowan pulls up a chair. “Tell us what you do remember.” " Snow.Wind. Jake’s hand finding mine. His voice, tight with fear.The blinding headlights— A shadow— A scream— Then nothing. " I swallow hard. “We were driving. A storm hit. We were trying to get back down the ridge—” “We?” Rowan interrupts gently. “Who is we , Miss Carter?” My heart stutters. “My husband. Jake. Jake Ryland.” The two detectives exchange a glance so fast most people would miss it. “Miss Carter,” Vale says slowly, “no one else was found at the scene.” I grip the blanket tighter. “You keep saying that. But he was with me. We were together.” Rowan clears his throat. “Let me walk you through what we
LILY White ceiling. White lights. White curtains. White noise humming somewhere above me. My eyelids feel impossibly heavy, like I’m waking after a century. My throat burns as if I swallowed sand . And my body—my body doesn’t feel like mine at all. A soft beeping beside me keeps time with my heartbeat. I’m in a hospital. But why? My breath hitches. My fingers twitch weakly. And slowly memories begin to claw their way back, slippery and fragmented. Snow.A storm.The car sliding. Jake yelling my name. A shadow— And then nothing. Nothing but darkness swallowing everything whole. “Hey—hey, easy,” a voice murmurs. I turn my head, every bone protesting the movement. A nurse in pale blue scrubs steps into view, relief softening her features. She reaches for the monitor beside me, adjusting something with gentle hands. “You’re awake,” she says quietly. My lips feel cracked. When I try to speak, only a rasp escapes. “W…where—” “You’re at Lakeside Medical.” My pul







