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~RAELIN~The instant she enters, my mind fucking shuts down. I grip my pen tightly until I feel the bite of it digging into my palm.Fuck.Still keeping my eyes on her, she enters fully and closes the door with a soft click, balancing a filled tray in one hand. That is when I even realize that she is carrying the fruits and juice I had requested Aunt Gaia to bring earlier.Aunt Gaia was supposed to do that, but instead, my rogue darling is the one with the tray and is now heading towards me while looking so innocent yet so utterly sinful that I have to clench my jaw to keep from growling. I swear the goddess really answered my prayers by mating me with Layla Kavros because hell, I suddenly feel like the air in this office is almost too foggy for me to breathe. Layla’s presence has always been enough to draw all my fucking attention, but what she is wearing now makes my jaw drop with my eyes totally fixed on her regardless of the documents I was working on before she entered.A red sat
~LAYLA~EVENINGI wake up from sleep.My muscles are feeling so much better plus the lovely scent of the faintest trace of vanilla from my pillow filling my nostrils. After everything that happened; the trial, the conversation I had with Brie before she left me to sleep, I am happy that I still got to relax and doze off without any disturbances.Now, as I sit upright, I am feeling a bit refreshed.Shaking my head, I wand off the remaining haze of sleep from my eyes. I’ll still have my night sleep. However, I am feeling a little bit hungry and I also need to have my night shower. Stretching up my arms, I let out a yawn. My mind sluggishly pulls itself back to the real world before I climb out of bed. Right now, I can see through my window curtains that the sun is almost done setting, and that the night is fast approaching.Today really flew by so fast.After taking off my clothes and keeping them neatly on a chair at the corner of my room, I head into the bathroom and switch on the lig
~LAYLA~I gulp, my stomach twisting.She knew.She had her suspicions all along….Brie watches me with those sharp, assessing eyes of hers, still wearing that smirk. I don't know what expression I am wearing on my face right now, but whatever it is, it’s enough to make her sigh before she moves closer, shifting on the bed so she is right beside me.Her scent is clean and rosy with the faintest trace of antiseptic from the hospital. It fills my nose as she settles in, and I look away from her, already feeling distraught as I reach for another slice of cake."Layla, look at me." her voice is softer and warmer now, "You know you don’t have to keep all of it inside. Today, you went through hell in that trial, but you’re here. You’re still in our pack, and that has to mean something."“Honestly Brie,” I pause a bit, swallowing the cake in my mouth and exhaling a breath. "I never planned all this. I just—”“You just need to adjust and look after yourself,” she cuts in. “Our pack isn't all s
~LAYLA~The moment I step into my room, I am hit by another wave of exhaustion. My body aches, my head is heavy, and my mind… I am just so tired.After closing the door behind me, I place the plate of chocolate cake on the small center table in the room near my bed. Aunt Gaia’s kindness is something I am still in awe of, and even though I am too drained to think too deeply about it right now, that doesn't stop me from reminding myself that she has shown me nothing but love and kindness since the moment I met her.And I really appreciate that.Cursing under my breath, I kick off the damn heels that have been killing me all day and sigh in relief when my feet finally touch the cold floor. Then, with exhausted, sluggish movements, I undo the zipper of my dress and let it pool at my feet. One by one, I remove my jewelry, except for my locket necklace which remains nestled against my skin. After that, I tug out the hairpins securing my chignon hairstyle, and as the last one slips free, my
~LAYLA~ On the journey home, my mind replays the events of the trial like a broken record: Markin's and Kira's loud accusations, Raelin's defense, Kira threatening me after the trial, the way Markin had stared at us, particularly at Raelin back there in his car. I am thinking too much, and I have this deep exhaustion that has settled into my bones. Leaning against the warm leather of the backseat, my fingers trace over the locket pendant of my necklace absentmindedly. Caleb is sitting in the front passenger seat and nonchalantly munching on vanilla waffles like he didn't accompany me to a battlefield that had wanted to claim my head. Derek is behind the wheel. His focus is on the road as he drives us home. Home.... Do I belong here? Or am I just an unwanted presence causing more problems than I’m worth? My thoughts are everywhere. Doubt. Hope. I should feel completely relieved. I should feel safe after what Raelin did for me today. However, fear is such a sick, stubborn, clingy t
~LAYLA~ The trial is over. The verdict of my Alpha has been passed. I am free. The heads of the pack families rise first from their seats and shuffle towards the exits. From where I am still enclosed in the stand, I can hear their voices and murmurs: "How could this happen?" "An outsider? His fated mate?" "She should have been executed.” “Maybe our Alpha has a point…” Without a doubt, I know that the war of my acceptance in this pack is far from over. But I believe I am making progress. Drawing in a breath, I manage to succeed in drowning out their voices from my head. Stepping out from the stand, my attention falls to the second stand where Raelin had stood and defended me. His words still ring in my ears: Would you have me reject and kill my own mate? Right fucking now? The memory sends an instant shiver down my spine. I know he said it for effect, to drive his point home, but the brutal conviction in his voice as he said it still unsettles me a bit. He could have done it if
~ LAYLA~ My Alpha has had enough. The entire hall is still deathly silent while my heart is hammering against my ribs as every eye in the room turns towards Raelin. He hasn’t moved an inch from the spot where he is seated. However, his alpha aura is so heavily felt inside the hall. A power that is unquestionable, offers no escape, and simply cannot be disobeyed. “Are you all finished?” He rises from his chair, looking so sexy and commanding his authority over everyone. His eyes sweep across the entire crowd. "I have something to say in defense of the accused.” The murmurs stir again among everyone even among the Elders. "Alpha Raelin,” Elder Theron rises from his seat as he addresses Raelin, “As per protocol, if you wish to speak in defense of the accused, you must take the second stand." He gestures to the raised wooden platform facing mine. “I fucking know that but thank you, Elder Theron.” Raelin replies in a tone that sounds obviously annoyed. He quickly steps down from wh
~LAYLA~ “Let her trial begin.” The gravity of those words descend on me like a death sentence already dished out to my life. However, I allow myself to breathe and keep believing strongly that everything is going to be alright. On my way towards the stand already pointed out to me by Elder Theron who had announced the commencement of my trial, I recall Aunt Gaia's words now ringing inside my mind: 'Hold your head high. Don’t let them see your fear.' That is exactly what I will do. I will not break neither will I let myself be crushed here even though my guts are still twisting into hard knots. I keep chanting the mantra inside my head even when I am few steps away from the stand with everyone's eyes already stuck to me like I am carrying a heavy burden they all see. Reaching the stand, I pause, fear threatening to consume me, my breath catching in my throat. But then again, what do I have to lose except my precious head? Mustering up my courage once more, I move to take my pla
~LAYLA~ Our car zooms past other vehicles that are in speeding motion along the expressway. Every second that passes by hardens the knot formed inside my stomach, making it almost unbearable for me. Breathe, Layla. Just breathe…. I know I can't shake off the fear, but surrending myself to it is not an option I am willing to take. Earlier, Raelin had informed me that the trial is to take place at the pack's Grand Hall and that we are going to arrive there just in time. If I can have my way, I never want to arrive at that wretched destination at all. I try remaining calm as I quietly breath in gulps of air to hold myself together from losing control. I also can’t help but wonder if this is how prisoners on death row feel on their way to execution because it's not at all funny when one is being trapped with the sure promise of inevitable death whilst still praying and having that tiniest of hopes that they will somehow escape death and continue staying alive. I am scared, but I refu