CHAPTER 10✍
️ “I felt something I had tried so much to bury for the past 2years, pain, anger. Heaven knows how much I had tried to forgive Charles, but I just couldn’t. He left me at my most vulnerable time without looking back. He didn’t even care I caught him cheating, he just….,” I stopped cause I couldn’t bear to stand there with him for even two seconds more, so I threw his hands off mine and slapped him across his cranky face. “Don’t you fucking dare touch me, you bastard,” I told him, pointing my fingers at him, my eyes shooting daggers. If eyes could kill, I’m sure he’d be six feet below by now. He touched his cheeks with his head down, before he looked up to look me in the eye. “Starr please, let me explain,” He said, his voice cracking from stuttering. But I didn’t care, all I wanted was for him to go back into the dark just like he did 2years ago. “I don’t care what you have to say, Charles,” I told him, my voice laced with anger and firmness. Never again send me what you sent at the restaurant, and I never want to see your annoying face again.” I noticed a car pull out in front of our gate, and Lizzy and Tania rushed out, but Lizzy was racing steadily to meet me. She got in front of us and was shocked to see Charles in front of me. “You bastard, what the hell are you doing here?” She asked him hurriedly. “Lizzy, please help me convince Starr, I just want to have a conversation with her,” He said, his voice laced with something I couldn’t point out. But Lizzy attacked him immediately. She slapped him, and I loved her more that minute. He deserves those hits. “You are even more crazy than I thought you were. Really? You’ve got some nerve showing up here, after everything you put my friend through, I should speak to her on your behalf? You know I’ve always hated you, remember? So please just do the honor and leave!” She said, but I beat her to it. “I never want to see you here again, Ex, and if you ever do, I promise I’ll fucking arrest you,” I concluded, so I took Lizzy’s hands in mine, Tania and Ella were already in, so it was just easy and I added so he’d get it clearly, “ And don’t forget to say Hi to your beloved wife for me,” I added and banged the gate to his face. Immediately we got inside the house, Lizzy was so furious, and she started raining all kinds of insults at him, “That son of a bitch,” Lizzy muttered when I finished. “He thinks he can just waltz back into your life after all these years?” But I just sat there, I said nothing, just staring out into space. I did the only thing my mind could think of, question myself like an insane person. And honestly, I meant it when I said I’d arrest him, if he ever comes here again. Tania nodded in agreement. “You’re better off without him, Starr. Don’t even stress to think about him, okay?” But Ella’s expression was more thoughtful after keeping quiet for a very long time, so she finally said something.“I don’t know, guys. Maybe we should hear him out. Maybe he’s changed.” I raised an eyebrow, surprised by Ella’s defense of Charles. “You can’t be serious,” I said, feeling a surge of anger. “After everything he did to me?” What am I even saying? You won’t even understand,cause you know nothing about what happened, so I expect you to say this. So she responded after I said that. “ Yeah, I know nothing about what happened, but trust me all I care about is calling this a night, cause it has really been provoking,” she said that and ran up the stairs immediately, going to her room. And I don’t even understand why she’s being like that, since I walked into that restaurant, her expression changed but I couldn’t place my hands on it so I just took it off my mind. Moreover, my problems are my problems with no one to share them with except from Lizzy, who was there from the onset of everything. Ella’s POV I stormed off to my room, anger and jealousy simmering just below the surface. I couldn’t believe what I had witnessed at the restaurant - Seven barely even acknowledged my presence, his eyes fixed on Starr all night. It was like I was invisible. I slammed my door shut, feeling a pang of hurt and rejection. Why did Seven have to be so obvious to his interest in Starr? Didn’t he know how I felt? I thought they wouldn’t have any sort of connection, cause Starr hates men, but now seven was definitely going to go for Starr. I thought to myself. I paced back and forth in my room, trying to calm down, but my mind kept racing. I felt a surge of resentment towards Starr, which I knew wasn’t fair. I’m sure Starr doesn’t know about my feelings for Seven, but still, it hurt to see Seven so clearly interested in someone else. I flopped down on my bed, feeling miserable and alone. Why did things have to be so complicated? “I think what I need to do is dress more revealing and sexy to get his attention,” I said to myself, a hint of desperation creeping into my voice. “But I don’t even have many revealing, beautiful clothes. “I’ll just borrow some of her clothes, and maybe, just maybe, Seven will finally notice me,” It’s not like they suit her ,and I’m even more beautiful and fair skinned than she is. Her style is so... loud and tacky. But I suppose it’s effective, so I’ll just do that. I gazed longingly at my own wardrobe, feeling like it was lacking in the sultry department. I had always been content with my classic, understated style, but now I felt like I was below. It was time to shake things up. And what better way to do that, than with a little help from my fashion-forward friend, who has money and a big boutique so definitely I would be able to get fashionable dresses, and at this point I don’t care if I steal them or not, I just want Seven to be mine. My eyes narrowed as I thought about Starr’s fashion choices. I had always considered myself the more refined one, while Starr was more... flashy. But hey, if borrowing Starr’s clothes was what it took to get Seven’s attention, then so be it. “I’ll just take her clothes and make them look even better on me,” I thought, a confident smile spreading across my face. “After all, I’m the one with the real beauty and charm. Starr’s just a try-hard.” I thought, a plan forming in my mind. I smirked, the corner of my lips curving into a sinister smile, “I know exactly how to scatter everything.”I closed the bedroom door behind me and headed straight for the bathroom. My hands trembled as I turned the lock and leaned against the sink. The fluorescent light hummed above, its harsh glow reflecting my red-rimmed eyes in the mirror.Kenzie’s voice still echoed in my head like a cruel refrain—pretender… no good for him… I’d rather die than let my brother marry you.The words dug under my skin, sharp as broken glass. I wanted to scream, to throw something, to tear her words out of my memory, but I just gripped the edge of the sink until my knuckles turned white.I didn’t even realize how much time had passed until I heard the soft knock.“Starr?” Seven’s voice came through the door, calm but laced with worry. “Are you okay?”I froze, staring at my reflection. Did I look okay? My mascara smudged beneath my eyes said otherwise.I turned slowly, facing the door, though he couldn’t see me. My voice cracked as I spoke:“Why didn’t you tell me… that you had sweet sex with Tina? Kenzie’s
The kitchen went utterly still after Catherine’s sharp words.Her voice, though small, carried a weight that silenced everyone.“Stop talking to her like that, Kenzie. You don’t get to treat her that way. She doesn’t deserve it.”Kenzie blinked, clearly surprised. For once, she had no quick comeback. The smugness slipped from her face, leaving only tight lips and a hard stare. Catherine, tiny but unyielding, stood her ground, her eyes blazing with quiet defiance.I let the silence linger for a moment before slowly turning to face Kenzie’s friend. She still sat perched on her stool, smirking as if she’d already won. My chest rose and fell, but when I spoke, my voice was steady, and sharper than glass.“You know what?” I said, meeting her eyes without flinching. “I’m not even going to argue about what happened in the past. Yeah… maybe you had something with Seven. Maybe it was good.”Her smirk widened as if she thought I was surrendering.“But here’s the truth,” I went on, my words cutt
My breathing became a little more obvious, almost embarrassingly loud in the quiet room, as I stared directly into his face. My eyes couldn’t seem to stay in one place—flickering restlessly from his dark, unreadable gaze to the shape of his lips and back again, like I was searching for an answer in either one.“The hell, yes, Seven. Yes, I was jealous, and I’m not even trying to hide it.”The words tumbled out of my mouth before I could soften them, blunt and sharp like they’d been waiting all night to escape.He didn’t respond immediately. Instead, he leaned forward and stole a kiss from me—swift and purposeful, as if his lips alone could shush me, could erase my mood with that familiar taste of him.But I wasn’t having it. Not this time. I pulled back slightly, my chest still rising and falling faster than it should.“How long have you known her for?”That question came out of nowhere, or maybe it had been simmering under my skin since last night, but it flew out before I could stop
My small hands roamed lazily over my face, rubbing as if I could erase the blazing sunlight stabbing through the curtains.The heat pressed down on my skin like I’d been set in an oven — each ray baking me alive until I felt like a sun-toasted cake.With a groggy squint, I rolled deeper into the bed, stretching my arm across to feel for Seven.Empty.The absence hit me hard. My heart kicked into a sprint, pounding so loud I could hear it in my ears. What’s the time? I panicked. Shit. Did I oversleep?I tossed the duvet off and swung my legs down in one quick motion — that’s when the small side door creaked open.My head whipped toward it, and my heartbeat stumbled before trying to calm itself.Seven stood there, taking in the way I sat frozen at the edge of the bed, my nightie wrinkled and my face damp with sweat. I probably looked like I’d just seen a ghost.“Hey, babe… you okay?” His voice was easy, but his eyes were already scanning me.I swallowed hard, realizing I’d been holding
All eyes shifted to where I stood and I instantly felt an icy shiver rush down my spine. I was fucking embarrassed.Slowly, I lowered my butt and placed it on the couch at exactly the spot where I sat, before I cowardly stood up to greet her.I took my gaze from my trembling fingers to meet their throbbing eyes. His mother flashed a wide smile at me and blinked her eyes and shook her head.She was trying to tell me not to take it to heart, and I understood, but I still felt ashamed, so I just nodded and shifted my eyes to meet Seven.He was talking to his sister very lowly, but she was smiling so I don’t know if he was scolding her or not. But I felt he was, because she turned around, glanced at me briefly and shrugged her shoulders before taking her eyes back to meet him.Her friend hesitantly went close to seven and stretched her hands to have a shake. Though Seven hesitated but eventually stretched himself to shake her, but she didn’t make it brief.She held onto him and started as
Deliberately, I sucked in my teeth for the tenth time in a row. I suddenly felt it was becoming a habit for today.I was currently in my room, parking up a mini bag with some clothes in it. Today was Friday, and I came back a little early from work because our flight was supposed to be at 5pm.And it was already 3:30pm. The week literally ran fast because I was praying so hard for it to. Damn! I literally haven’t been sleeping well because I could think of is meeting his whole family and them liking me.Seven already pre-informed them and they’re making it something for the whole family to come together.His elder brother and his sisters were going to be present. So I literally had to pick out some of my best clothes to look more presentable and not stupid or…. Uh… should say naïve?My ringing phone jolted me out of my reverie and, quickly, I darted my feet to the table five feet away from me. Picking up my phone, I swiped the right part, taking it to the pickup part.“Hey.” I breathe