CHAPTER 10✍
️ “I felt something I had tried so much to bury for the past 2years, pain, anger. Heaven knows how much I had tried to forgive Charles, but I just couldn’t. He left me at my most vulnerable time without looking back. He didn’t even care I caught him cheating, he just….,” I stopped cause I couldn’t bear to stand there with him for even two seconds more, so I threw his hands off mine and slapped him across his cranky face. “Don’t you fucking dare touch me, you bastard,” I told him, pointing my fingers at him, my eyes shooting daggers. If eyes could kill, I’m sure he’d be six feet below by now. He touched his cheeks with his head down, before he looked up to look me in the eye. “Starr please, let me explain,” He said, his voice cracking from stuttering. But I didn’t care, all I wanted was for him to go back into the dark just like he did 2years ago. “I don’t care what you have to say, Charles,” I told him, my voice laced with anger and firmness. Never again send me what you sent at the restaurant, and I never want to see your annoying face again.” I noticed a car pull out in front of our gate, and Lizzy and Tania rushed out, but Lizzy was racing steadily to meet me. She got in front of us and was shocked to see Charles in front of me. “You bastard, what the hell are you doing here?” She asked him hurriedly. “Lizzy, please help me convince Starr, I just want to have a conversation with her,” He said, his voice laced with something I couldn’t point out. But Lizzy attacked him immediately. She slapped him, and I loved her more that minute. He deserves those hits. “You are even more crazy than I thought you were. Really? You’ve got some nerve showing up here, after everything you put my friend through, I should speak to her on your behalf? You know I’ve always hated you, remember? So please just do the honor and leave!” She said, but I beat her to it. “I never want to see you here again, Ex, and if you ever do, I promise I’ll fucking arrest you,” I concluded, so I took Lizzy’s hands in mine, Tania and Ella were already in, so it was just easy and I added so he’d get it clearly, “ And don’t forget to say Hi to your beloved wife for me,” I added and banged the gate to his face. Immediately we got inside the house, Lizzy was so furious, and she started raining all kinds of insults at him, “That son of a bitch,” Lizzy muttered when I finished. “He thinks he can just waltz back into your life after all these years?” But I just sat there, I said nothing, just staring out into space. I did the only thing my mind could think of, question myself like an insane person. And honestly, I meant it when I said I’d arrest him, if he ever comes here again. Tania nodded in agreement. “You’re better off without him, Starr. Don’t even stress to think about him, okay?” But Ella’s expression was more thoughtful after keeping quiet for a very long time, so she finally said something.“I don’t know, guys. Maybe we should hear him out. Maybe he’s changed.” I raised an eyebrow, surprised by Ella’s defense of Charles. “You can’t be serious,” I said, feeling a surge of anger. “After everything he did to me?” What am I even saying? You won’t even understand,cause you know nothing about what happened, so I expect you to say this. So she responded after I said that. “ Yeah, I know nothing about what happened, but trust me all I care about is calling this a night, cause it has really been provoking,” she said that and ran up the stairs immediately, going to her room. And I don’t even understand why she’s being like that, since I walked into that restaurant, her expression changed but I couldn’t place my hands on it so I just took it off my mind. Moreover, my problems are my problems with no one to share them with except from Lizzy, who was there from the onset of everything. Ella’s POV I stormed off to my room, anger and jealousy simmering just below the surface. I couldn’t believe what I had witnessed at the restaurant - Seven barely even acknowledged my presence, his eyes fixed on Starr all night. It was like I was invisible. I slammed my door shut, feeling a pang of hurt and rejection. Why did Seven have to be so obvious to his interest in Starr? Didn’t he know how I felt? I thought they wouldn’t have any sort of connection, cause Starr hates men, but now seven was definitely going to go for Starr. I thought to myself. I paced back and forth in my room, trying to calm down, but my mind kept racing. I felt a surge of resentment towards Starr, which I knew wasn’t fair. I’m sure Starr doesn’t know about my feelings for Seven, but still, it hurt to see Seven so clearly interested in someone else. I flopped down on my bed, feeling miserable and alone. Why did things have to be so complicated? “I think what I need to do is dress more revealing and sexy to get his attention,” I said to myself, a hint of desperation creeping into my voice. “But I don’t even have many revealing, beautiful clothes. “I’ll just borrow some of her clothes, and maybe, just maybe, Seven will finally notice me,” It’s not like they suit her ,and I’m even more beautiful and fair skinned than she is. Her style is so... loud and tacky. But I suppose it’s effective, so I’ll just do that. I gazed longingly at my own wardrobe, feeling like it was lacking in the sultry department. I had always been content with my classic, understated style, but now I felt like I was below. It was time to shake things up. And what better way to do that, than with a little help from my fashion-forward friend, who has money and a big boutique so definitely I would be able to get fashionable dresses, and at this point I don’t care if I steal them or not, I just want Seven to be mine. My eyes narrowed as I thought about Starr’s fashion choices. I had always considered myself the more refined one, while Starr was more... flashy. But hey, if borrowing Starr’s clothes was what it took to get Seven’s attention, then so be it. “I’ll just take her clothes and make them look even better on me,” I thought, a confident smile spreading across my face. “After all, I’m the one with the real beauty and charm. Starr’s just a try-hard.” I thought, a plan forming in my mind. I smirked, the corner of my lips curving into a sinister smile, “I know exactly how to scatter everything.”Deliberately, I sucked in my teeth for the tenth time in a row. I suddenly felt it was becoming a habit for today.I was currently in my room, parking up a mini bag with some clothes in it. Today was Friday, and I came back a little early from work because our flight was supposed to be at 5pm.And it was already 3:30pm. The week literally ran fast because I was praying so hard for it to. Damn! I literally haven’t been sleeping well because I could think of is meeting his whole family and them liking me.Seven already pre-informed them and they’re making it something for the whole family to come together.His elder brother and his sisters were going to be present. So I literally had to pick out some of my best clothes to look more presentable and not stupid or…. Uh… should say naïve?My ringing phone jolted me out of my reverie and, quickly, I darted my feet to the table five feet away from me. Picking up my phone, I swiped the right part, taking it to the pickup part.“Hey.” I breathe
Arching his brows, he squinted his eyes, desperately searching mine for another complaint, but he saw none because I feigned a killer smile.Honestly, I was finding it hard to digest the fact that he’d leave for that long.Heaving a deep breath, I took my eyes away from our intertwined fingers back to meet those throbbing blue eyes of his.Surprisingly, I could spend the whole day staring into them because they always find a way to sneak in and melt away my sorrows. I love him so much, and if this is what comes my way before finally being referred to as Mrs Seven, I was willing.“It is just for two months. Two fucking months! And all of this would be over.” He nodded and puffed out the breath that I’d stored for the last couple of seconds.“We good? Can we go now??” He whispered into my ear as he placed a soft kiss on my ear.Somehow he always manages to do that each time he wanted to ease our tense moments.“Yeah.” I replied and placed my hands on his opened palm.Quickly, I strolled
After whimpering countless in the bathroom whilst taking a long shower, I hung the shower head, tied my towel and stepped out.My squinting eyes caught Seven, who was sitting on the bed, still covered with the duvet, typing furiously on his phone.My mind flashed back to last night. After that amazing sex, I got to know that he was traveling.Rather, he’s making a trip to Afghanistan and he won’t be back here not until after two months.God! We literally had a huge fight last night, so I reluctantly accepted his decision. And to top it all. Network is an actual issue there. There’s no reception there. So I won’t be hearing from him frequently.Sighing, I grumbled for the up tenth time as I threw my phone I had picked up from the table back to the bed in slight anger.Swiftly, he took his eyes away from his phone to me and I slumped on the couch beside me to wear my gown.I didn’t raise an eyebrow to look at him in the face, but I was damn not okay with him leaving for that long.But h
Seven’s brows arched forward as that question rolled right out of my lips and I couldn’t help but feel unease waiting to hear his response.I know I’m so stupid. I always ask questions that make my heart pound, but I always manage to overcome them.Clearing his throat, he smiled at me and stretched his hands to take mine in his. He has probably noticed my trembling hands. How tensed u had become.“You really want to know that?” He asked. His voice low, but sharp with his eyes squinting searching for an immediate answer from me.“Actually, No. I don’t.” An honest answer rolled out of my mouth, but I had still hoped that he’d respond.Sighing, he spoke. “It was just Camille. And before you ask. I never did with Trisha.”My mouth hung open in surprise for a second before I clamped it shut. “Why? I thought you also loved her.” I asked, but made it sound like a comment.He shrugged his shoulders. “Yeah. I did, but I just didn’t see myself going down on her.”My eyes widened in surprise as
The tip of his tongue found my clit, and I jerked forward immediately, breathing out a ragged breath. His right hand roamed around my navel till they moved upwards to my left breast, grabbing and pinching it hardly while his tongue was still doing a great job there. I felt his full tongue lick from the end of my nerves to the beginning before he shoved the tip inside, sucking and biting. A stumbling shiver ran down my spine as goosebumps instantly filled my skin. My eyes closed from the intense pleasure as tears rolled down from the side of my eyes. I’ve never had this kind of pleasure. It was so overwhelming. I loved it. So I opened my mouth and let out those loud moans that I couldn’t reduce. My hands rubbed his head as he kept on sucking and licking. I heard a soft grunt before I heard him moan, with his mouth still doing justice to my body.From that moan and low grunt, I knew he was enjoying me. I widened my legs, and I felt his both hands touch the tip of my nerves and pull
My eyes flickered around, moving from the first to the second. They were so bold and large.I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as I finally moved my legs to reach the wall. I raised my finger to touch it before snapping my eyes back to Seven, who just stood by the corner, hands wrapped, staring at me.Although, my voice came out in a shaky tone but it was still loud enough for him to hear. “Baby.” Sighing, I called out and took a pause before continuing.“My pictures are everywhere. You bought a house?”My eyes locked onto him, searching for answers. His expression was calm, but I could see a hint of excitement in his eyes. He took a step forward, his hands still clasped together.“I wanted to surprise you.” He said, his voice low and husky and as he smiled, his eyes crinkled at the corner.Heaving a deep breath, he spoke up. “I bought it for you, baby. I know how much you love to work and have your privacy. And to be honest, I don’t trust Ella. I don’t want harms coming your