(Kael's POV)
I sat on the edge of my mother's bed, her frail hand clasped tightly in mine. The memory of the previous day, of Alaric's furious rejection, was a raw wound. I blinked, trying to focus on the present, but the image of the Prince's disdainful face swam before my eyes.
"Kael?" My mother's voice, thin but laced with concern, pulled me back. "You're shaking, child."
I offered her a weak smile. "Just…thinking, Mother."
“It's okay my love, I'll be in the herb garden. Don't hesitate to come to me if you want anything.” And with that, my mom left the room. I lie down on the mattress and I might have fell asleep for a few minute but I woke up to someone softly calling my name.
A shadow fell across the small room. I looked up, my heart lurching violently in my chest. Alaric. The Prince, in all his imposing Alpha presence, was kneeling before me.
I flinched, my body tensing as I slowly rolled over. My eyes widened in alarm when I saw Kaelen standing there. I scrambled to sit up, pulling the thin blanket around myself like a shield. "Your Highness," I stammered, my voice barely a whisper. "What… what are you doing here?"
Kaelen reached out, then hesitated, pulling his hand back. "I came to apologize," he said, his voice raw with sincerity. "For what I said yesterday. It was… unforgivable."
I stared at him, disbelief filling my eyes. "Apologize? You're the Prince. You don't need to apologize to me."
"But I do," Kaelen said. "I was wrong. So wrong. I let fear and prejudice cloud my judgment. You don't deserve the way I treated you."
Tears welled in my eyes as I turned away. "It doesn't matter," I whispered. "It's not like anything can change. You're the Prince. I'm just a servant."
Kaelen reached out again, this time taking my hand in his. I flinched, but didn't pull away. "That's not true," he said. "Everything can change. I want it to change. I… I want to understand.”
The sight was surreal. An Alpha Prince, kneeling before a supposed Beta servant—an Omega, I meant to say, begging for forgiveness. It defied everything I had ever known. Doubt warred with a flicker of hope. Was this genuine? Or just another cruel twist of fate?
My mind screamed at me to say something, anything, but my throat felt constricted. I swallowed hard. "Your Highness…there's no need." The words came out barely audible. "You still are the Prince. I am still…nothing."
Alaric's jaw tightened. "Don't say that. Please. What I said was wrong. My prejudice…it blinded me. Can you forgive me?" His eyes, usually so cold and regal, held a surprising vulnerability.
I searched his eyes, seeking any hint of deceit. I found none. Only a plea, a desperate hope for absolution. I couldn't understand why an Alpha Prince would debase himself like this for an Omega he so clearly detested, but the sincerity in Alaric's voice was undeniable.
"I…I forgive you, Your Highness," I whispered, the words heavy with my own disbelief.
Alaric let out a shaky breath, relief washing over his features. He straightened, though he remained close, his gaze still locked on mine. "Your mother told me you're unwell." His brow furrowed with concern. "Are you alright?"
"I'm…alright," I lied, the word tasting like ash in my mouth. How could I explain the sickness that gnawed at me? The soul-deep ache of rejection, the crushing weight of my hidden Omega nature, the despair that threatened to drown me.
I was mind-sick, heart-sick, Omega-sick. The Prince's rejection had not only wounded my feelings but had also triggered a physical response, weakening me, leaving me drained and vulnerable. The scent blockers I had used were doing little to mask the fact that my Omega was distressed. I desperately hoped Alaric couldn't smell it.
Alaric studied me, his gaze intense. "You don't look alright. You're pale." He hesitated, then extended a hand, stopping short of touching me. "Would you…would you like to take a walk? Some fresh air might do you good."
My instincts screamed at me to refuse. To stay hidden, safe within the confines of my mother's room. But something else, a primal yearning, urged me forward. My wolf, starved of connection, desperately craved the Prince's presence, the possibility of even a semblance of acceptance.
"I…Yes, Your Highness. A walk would be nice."
I stood, my legs feeling unsteady. Alaric noticed immediately, his hand instinctively reaching out to steady me. I flinched, but forced himself to relax under the Prince's touch.
As we walked, a tense silence hung between us. I kept my head down, focusing on the worn cobblestones beneath my feet. I could feel Alaric's gaze on me, assessing, thoughtful.
We passed through the opulent palace gardens, the vibrant colors and fragrant blooms a stark contrast to the turmoil within me. I struggled to keep pace, my body weak, my mind swirling with conflicting emotions.
We reached the edge of the forest, the air growing cooler, the scent of pine needles sharp and clean. Alaric led the way onto a narrow path, and I found himself following, drawn in by an invisible thread.
The path led them deeper into the woods, the trees growing taller, the sunlight filtering through the leaves in dappled patterns. I recognized the path now. It led to the waterfall, the place where I had secretly watched Alaric. Back then it was just an harmless crush, I never wished for the moon goddess to turn into such a twisted cruel fate.
I remembered stalking the Prince, driven by a desperate need to be near him, to understand him. Now, I was walking beside him, the object of my previous clandestine observations now acutely aware of my presence. The irony was almost unbearable.
We reached the waterfall, the cascading water a thunderous roar. I stood at the edge, mesmerized by the power and beauty of the scene. I remembered the longing I had felt then, the desperate desire to be more than just a hidden observer. Now, standing beside the Prince, I felt a different kind of longing, a deeper, more agonizing ache.
“It’s beautiful, isn’t it?” Alaric said, his voice barely audible over the roar of the water.
I nodded, unable to speak.
We stood in silence for a long moment, the only sound the rushing water. I could feel Alaric’s presence beside me, a warm, tangible weight. I knew the Prince wasn't fully accepting me as his mate, not yet. But I sensed a shift, a softening, a glimmer of something other than disdain. Perhaps, at the very least, he was feeling pity for rejecting the omega fate had decided for him.
We began to walk back, the path feeling even longer and more arduous than before. I struggled, my legs growing heavier with each step. I lagged behind, my head spinning, my vision blurring. I guess going for a walk wasn't exactly the best idea.
Alaric stopped, turning to face me. "You're struggling," he said, his brow furrowed with concern. "Are you sure you're alright?"
I shook his head, shame burning in my cheeks. "I…I'm just a little tired," I mumbled.
Without a word, Alaric turned his back to me and bent down. "Get on," he said, his voice firm. Get on what? Who?
I stared at him, dumbfounded. "Your Highness, I couldn't possibly…"
"Don't argue, Kael," Alaric said, his voice softening. "I won't have you collapsing on the way back. Get on."
Hesitantly, I placed my hands on Alaric's broad shoulders and climbed onto his back. The Prince stood up easily, adjusting my weight. The feeling of being held, of being supported, was overwhelming. I buried my face in Alaric's neck, trying to hide the tears that threatened to spill.
As Alaric carried me back through the forest, I felt a rather stupid flicker of hope, a fragile ember glowing in the darkness. I didn't know what the future held, but for now, I allowed myself to lean into the Prince's strength, to savor the unexpected kindness, to dream of a world where our bond might be possible. I knew Alaric was far from accepting me as his mate, but I sensed hope, the pri
nce wasn't angry at me anymore, and that alone was enough for now. Just enough.
(Kael's POV)The palace felt… different. Not in a grand, sweeping way, but in the subtle shift of shadows, the almost imperceptible hush that settled over the corridors. Three days. Three days of forced respite, courtesy of Prince Alaric, had passed since the… revelation. Since the earth had cracked open and swallowed my carefully constructed reality whole. Okay, to put that in a simple way, Alaric made me take a three days rest because I was “sick”.I took a deep breath, or tried to. The scent-blocker clung to the inside of my nostrils, a chemical barrier I’d fortified in the last few days. It was a suffocating necessity, a shield against the truth that pulsed beneath my skin, a truth Alaric had made so abundantly clear he despised. "Never, ever, let me smell that scent near me again," his words echoed in my head, a brutal mantra I was determined to uphold.The Lower Quarters felt like a distant memory. I navigated the opulent hallways, the familiar tapestries and polished floors moc
It was becoming unbearable. Every breath I took was filled with him. Cedarwood and spice, a heady blend that clung to the very air around Alaric, wrapping me in a constant torment. And beneath that, the primal musk, a deep, resonant note that my omega recognized instantly, a scent that screamed "Alpha," that screamed him. It was a siren song, pulling me under, drowning me in longing I couldn't afford to feel.I focused on the stack of parchments in my hands, willing myself to concentrate on the estate taxes from the southern territories, anything to distract myself from the torture of existing within ten feet of the Prince. Ten feet that felt like ten inches to my over sensitive nose and my traitorous omega.It would have been easier, gods, so much easier, if all I had was a simple, pathetic crush on the Prince. A schoolboy infatuation I could bury under layers of duty and self-preservation. But no. Fate, or whatever cruel deity orchestrated this mess, had decided to throw in a bloody
At this point I could get a dairy to write down, everyday, how much Alaric’s scent, usually a comforting background hum to my existence, was now a blatant assault. His scent is suffocating —intoxicating my scent.My omega whimpered, recognizing its mate, craving his presence with a desperation I couldn't afford to acknowledge. I scrubbed harder at the already spotless desk, the scent of lemon polish doing little to mask the Alpha's potent aroma that clung to everything in his study."Another perfect report, Kael," Alaric had said earlier, his voice a low rumble that sent shivers down my spine. Just a simple praise, but my idiotic omega had preened. He was getting too close, invading my carefully constructed bubble of normalcy. How much longer could I pretend to be just a Beta servant when every cell in my body screamed for him?The King’s summons had been a welcome reprieve. It meant Alaric would be gone, granting me a short respite from this agonizing proximity. But the relief was sh
Kael adjusted the heavy silver platter, the weight suddenly feeling unbearable. The afternoon sun beat down on the palace gardens, usually a welcome warmth but today it felt like a personal spotlight, highlighting his every tremor. He forced a smile, a practiced mask that hid the turmoil churning within."More tarts, Prince Alaric?" he asked, his voice betraying only a slight waver. He avoided looking at Alaric directly, focusing instead on the meticulously arranged pastries.Alaric, lounging against the thick trunk of an ancient oak, glanced up, his expression unreadable. Beside him, Lady Isolde giggled, a delicate sound like wind chimes. She was everything Kael wasn't – poised, confident, and an Omega of impeccable pedigree. Her scent, a sweet blend of honeysuckle and vanilla, hung heavy in the air, a constant reminder of the chasm separating him from his mate."Thank you, Kael," Alaric said, his voice low and even. He took a tart, his fingers brushing against Kael's as he did so. A
Another date for the history books, Kael thought bitterly. Another performance of the Perfect Prince Alaric show. And I got front-row seats for it all.The irony of it all wasn't lost on him. He, a rejected Omega, forced to witness the Prince parade potential mates as if they were prize livestock. It was a special kind of torture, designed to break him, to remind him of his place.For this particular date, Prince Alaric was traveling to another kingdom, a kingdom that stands as a strong ally to the kingdom of Veridia. And of course, Kael, the Prince’s personal assistant, is meant to go with the Prince.The carriage rattled, a monotonous rhythm against the backdrop of Kael’s spiraling anxiety. He stared out the window, the verdant landscape of the neighboring kingdom blurring into streaks of green and gold. He focused on the scenery, the colors, anything to distract himself from the oppressive weight in his chest. Each breath felt like a struggle, the air thick with the scent of Alaric
The moon held an ancient power over werewolves, dictating their transformations, their strength, and most profoundly, their mating bonds. A bond, once recognized, was believed to be unbreakable, a tapestry woven by fate itself. Yet, fate, it seemed, had a cruel sense of humor, a penchant for twisting the threads of destiny into knots of pain and rejection. A rejected mate bond was a wound that never truly healed, a constant ache in the soul, a haunting reminder of what could have been. And in the rare, almost impossible, cases of rejection from an Alpha with royal blood, the sting was amplified tenfold. Rejection of a mate bond was considered a blasphemy to the Moon Goddess, a cosmic slap in the face. It fractured the very essence of a wolf, leaving them vulnerable, unstable. While rare, rejection happened, often driven by societal pressures, political ambitions, or the agonizing reality that sometimes, destined didn't equal desired.Kael knew these facts all too well. They were etche
The morning sun, a blatant mockery of his inner turmoil, streamed through the gap in the heavy curtains. Kael forced himself out of bed, every muscle screaming in protest. He felt like he'd aged a decade overnight. The Prince's scent now felt like a brand, searing him with a rejection he didn't deserve, a bond that he was forced to bury deep down.He plastered on his most convincing Beta mask, a practiced performance honed over years of careful observation. He meticulously applied scent dampeners, layering them until he was almost choking on the artificial, metallic fragrance. He had to be impenetrable, nonchalant. He had to project the image of a perfectly ordinary servant, unfazed by the Alpha Prince's existence.He found Alaric already awake, pacing the length of his study. He was a magnificent specimen, even in rumpled sleepwear. The sight of him sent a jolt of longing through Kael that he ruthlessly suppressed."Your Highness," Kael said, his voice deliberately devoid of any infl
The evening air in Veridia was crisp, carrying the scent of pine and damp earth. Alaric stood stiffly as Aaron, all casual charm, leaned against the doorframe of his chambers."Say, Alaric," Aaron drawled, his eyes twinkling, "has our dear Kael finished his duties for the day? It's well past bedtime, isn't it?"Alaric's jaw tightened. "He is under my employment. I dictate when his duties are complete."Aaron chuckled, a low, rumbling sound. "Oh, I see. Does that mean he tucks you in as well? Or perhaps…" he paused, a mischievous glint in his eyes, "his duties extend to more… intimate services?"Alaric's hand clenched into a fist. The insinuation hung heavy in the air. He wanted to deny it, to vehemently denounce the idea of Kael, his mate, being subjected to such vulgar assumptions. But the words caught in his throat. He couldn't claim Kael, not yet. Maybe not ever. Or at least, not when he was still wrestling with the unacceptable truth of their bond."Kael's duties are his own," Ala
Ironically, Kael had always been grateful for his abnormal absence of heats. It was one less thing to explain, one less way he could be exposed. Now, as he lay on Alaric's plush bed, a wave of searing pain radiating from his lower abdomen, he realized how foolish he’d been. Ignorance, in this case, was definitely not bliss.Could it be? Was it possible?He curled tighter, clutching his stomach, the silk sheets doing little to soothe the throbbing ache. It wasn't just pain; it was an unfamiliar, burning sensation, a primal need clawing at him from the inside out.There was only one explanation that fit. One terrifying, impossible explanation.“I think I’m going into heat.” As if Alaric could hear his thoughts, his voice, laced with concern, cut through the fog in Kael's mind. "Kael? Are you sure you're alright? You’re looking… pale."Kael squeezed his eyes shut, fighting the urge to cry out. "I… I'm fine. Just a stomach ache, I think." He forced a weak smile, desperately wishing he co
Well, isn't this just peachy?As if my life wasn't complicated enough, now I was apparently starring in my own personal fairytale – only instead of a glass slipper, I got a prince who blows hot and cold faster than the Veridian weather.The morning air was crisp as I sat beside my mother on the small porch behind her quarters, the scent of damp earth and blooming jasmine filling my lungs. We were carefully plucking mint leaves and chamomile flowers from her small herb garden, preparing her special blend of calming tea. Her hands, calloused but gentle, moved with practiced ease."Sleep well, Kael?" she asked, her eyes crinkling at the corners."As well as can be," I replied, forcing a smile. How could I tell her I spent half the night replaying Alaric's apology, his touch, the near-kiss… and the other half battling the crushing weight of knowing none of it could truly be?Just then, a shadow fell across the porch. My heart leaped before I even looked up.There he was. Alaric. The Alpha
The air was thick with tension, as palatable as a week-old loaf of bread. Stale, slightly moldy, and definitely something you wouldn't want to swallow whole.My day began, as most did now, with the daunting task of facing Alaric after our... almost-kiss. My stomach churned with a mixture of anticipation and dread. I’d spent the last few hours choosing an outfit that would scream freedom and independence, and I was excited to see Alaric's reaction.I slipped into a flowing white dress, the kind that swirled provocatively around my legs when I walked. Aaron had picked it out for me, insisting it accentuated the curve of my waist and brought out the lavender in my eyes. It was definitely more revealing than anything I would usually dare to wear; the neckline plunged just a little too low, and the fabric was whisper-thin. But it felt… right. It felt like me, the Omega I was trying so desperately to suppress, finally getting a chance to breathe.Taking a deep breath, I approached Alaric's
My life felt like a tightly wound coil, threatening to spring apart at any moment. Alaric's apology had loosened the tension, but not entirely. It was like he'd unlocked a door, only to stand awkwardly in the doorway, unsure if he should enter. The way he treated me had changed drastically. Gone was the icy indifference, replaced by a… Well, I wasn't sure what to call it. A constant need to be near me, perhaps? Lingering glances, accidental brushes of hands, and a possessiveness that made my insides flutter. He had me sneaking around at night like a love-struck teenager, but we weren't teenagers, and there was nothing to be love-struck for. He still hadn't accepted the bond… Officially.Today, the coil threatened to snap entirely. Alaric and Casian were inspecting the new training facility for the royal guards. And of course, I, Kael, the glorified tea-fetcher, had to accompany them.The morning air was crisp as we rode in the carriage. I sat across from the princes, trying to appear
(Kael's POV)My morning routine, as usual, was a carefully orchestrated dance of survival. First, the lukewarm water against my skin, a quick, efficient wash to remove the night’s accumulated anxieties. Then, the scent blockers. Gods, how I hated them. The chalky paste, smeared liberally across my pulse points, effectively suffocating the sweet, telltale scent of an Omega. Cinnamon, honey, and wildflowers – apparently, that’s what I reeked of. Ironic, considering I was supposed to reek of nothing.Today felt different though. Last night, Alaric… last night had been a confusing mess of apologies, confessions, and lingering touches that sent shivers down my spine. He had begged for forgiveness, his strong hands gripping mine with a desperation I hadn't known he possessed. And now, the scent blockers felt like a betrayal, a shield I no longer needed – or perhaps, desperately still did.I pulled out one of the outfits Aaron had gifted me during our escapade in the city. A soft, sky-blue t
(Kael's POV)"I love solitude," I say, a mantra I've repeated so often it feels like a truth. But the stars above me, cold and distant, seem to whisper a different story. Maybe I don't love solitude as much as I'm used to it. Maybe it's a shield I've constructed, one brick at a time, against a world that doesn't have a place for me. Aaron came along and showed me what it was like to have a space in someone's world, to be seen, appreciated, even…treasured. Now he's gone, back to his own kingdom, his own life, and I'm left with the unsettling echo of what could have been.I don't have the luxury to travel to his kingdom, I belong to the royal family so I don't even have free will to go anywhere.Here I am, lying on the cool grass of the palace gardens, the scent of night-blooming jasmine doing little to soothe the turmoil within me. Alaric's apology replays in my mind, a broken record of remorse that I don't know if I can, or even want to, listen to anymore.He rejected me. He, my mate,
Forgiveness hung in the air like a heavy fog, obscuring the path forward, making every step treacherous. Kael woke up with the memory of Alaric on his knees burning into his mind. Humiliation warred with a strange, nascent hope. He couldn't deny the Alpha Prince’s effect on him, the primal pull that resonated deep within his Omega core. But could he ever truly trust a man who had so readily rejected him, who was so deeply entrenched in a world that condemned his very existence?He forced himself out of bed, his joints aching from the emotional turmoil of the previous night. He dressed in his usual, drab servant’s uniform, the familiar cloth a small comfort in the sea of uncertainty. As he prepared to face the day, his reflection stared back, a pale, haunted visage. He was an Omega, a secret he had guarded for so long. And now, not only did Alaric know, but Prince Aaron as well.The halls of the palace felt different this morning, charged with an unspoken tension. He could feel the eye
Alaric's hand pressed harder against Kael’s mouth, silencing him. The air in the room crackled with unspoken tension, thick with Alaric's barely restrained anger and Kael's rising fear. The moonlight filtering through the window cast long, distorted shadows, mirroring the turmoil brewing within them.Alaric’s voice, when he finally spoke, was a low growl, barely above a whisper, "What precisely do you find so…pleasant about Aaron? What makes him so friendship-worthy, in your estimation?" His eyes burned into Kael's, searching for an answer, an explanation for the bond he clearly saw forming between Kael and the visiting prince.Kael ripped Alaric’s hand away, gasping for breath, his chest heaving. "I will tell you exactly why, Alaric! He doesn't think of me as just a servant boy. He sees me, perhaps for the first time in my life, as me." His voice trembled, echoing the raw emotion that threatened to spill over.Alaric scoffed, stepping closer, invading Kael's personal space. "And you
The morning light barely kissed the horizon when a gentle knock echoed through the small cottage. Kael’s mother, Elara, adjusted her worn shawl, a flicker of surprise crossing her face. She rarely received visitors, let alone at this hour. Hesitantly, she opened the door.Standing before her, radiating an effortless charm, was Prince Aaron. He offered a disarming smile, his eyes crinkling at the corners.“Good morning, Elara, if I may call you that? I'm Aaron, your son's friend. I trust I’m not intruding too much?”Elara, usually guarded, found herself softening under his warmth. “Your Highness… I wasn’t expecting a visit. Is everything alright?” Of course Kael had told his mother about his first ever friend.“Perfectly alright,” Aaron assured her. “I was hoping to steal a moment with Kael before he begins his duties. I trust he’s awake?”Elara hesitated. Allowing a prince, especially one from a foreign land, into her son’s room felt… wrong. But Aaron’s genuine smile and Kael’s own gr