005

JACK

She pushes me immediately the door flung open as fast as she could, under the bed

Call it reflex action, call it anything, but it is was this very one miracle that saved our ass from getting caught

She gave me a look, and I saw it in her eyes, fear written all over, and it made my hear twist, this feeling was something I couldn’t really describe, if I had really fell in love with her and it was no longer lust again

I didn’t know.. oh lord all I felt like doing was not being useless at that point and having to keep shut as I watch my uncle march up to her

His feet stop close enough to were I was, if not because underneath the bed had enough space for me to fit me deeply, I swear i would have get caught

It was obvious that he knew something was up, at most was suspicious of something, but he had no evidence yet to blame his wife for nothing, so he reluctantly decided to let it go, he didn’t even ask if I had gone back to my room. 

No, all he did was resume the act he had stopped before I intervened earlier 

So does that makes me barging in was for nothing?

I could feel my blood boiling, but I dare not say a word, so all I did was bare to listen to the sounds of kisses and moanings as he probably held into his wife and fucked her hard

His wife that I was trying so hard to snatch away from

BELLA

If I weren’t quick enough, it would have been the end of me.. end of my joy… end of everything 

I had heard the approaching footsteps and tried to ignore it with the pleasure of my nephew under me, but when the footstep got closer enough and he barges open, I acted out of reflex and it was this very thing that saved us

But he noticed…

Even though he might never guess this dirty affair would be between me and Jack

Still he noticed…

I would be a fool to say he didn’t, his hazel eyes scaned through the room like a pest for some minutes, before looking back at me after becoming unsuccessful about what exactly was going on

And then he approached me

No words, no asking for permission either, he wasn’t suppose to ask for one if we were in good terms, but now that everything was shitty and he knew that to, he could have at least asked me if I wanted that, than just crashing his lips on mine awfully and the worst part was that I couldn’t push him away cause he was still my husband and he still owns me 

But the feelings and the pleasure… ?

They had long been transferred to someone else

But letting him know that would raise more suspicion than everything was, and that was the last thing I wanted, so I endured, endured the touch of a man I no longer consider a lover and begged the heavens to make it stop, cause Jack was right under the bed 

But he didn’t stop, not until he was satisfied… 

I mean he didn’t stop not until he thought and assumed I would be satisfied and happy that he finally fucked me after so long, but that wasn’t the case at all 

“I love you”

He whispered to me… no, he lied to me as he kissed my cheek and wrapped his hand around my waist. 

This was torture 

Tears flickered on my eyes, but I dare not let my pain be shown to him, so I pretended and waited until he slept off, and I was sure, before letting Jack come out from under the bed 

He doesn’t say anything to me, rather he leaves the room, but I could see the pain in his eyes and I understood well that no one could ever be able to tolerate watching their lover get fucked by someone while they are being helpless 

But was this all my fault? 

Eitherway, in the end, I took the fall 

The next day arrived in a blink of an eye, and Jack started to avoid me, he left for his uni earlier than usual and didn’t greet me or even look at my direction at all, and I felt my heart suffering again, but there was nothing I could do about it, than to be the perfect wife for my husband 

But that was never possible, cause every glance Jack gave me later that night when he returned back from his uni, caused shivers down my spine and made my heart feel in a way that words weren’t even able to describe, and it was painfully unbearable to live that way, cause I felt Adrien gazes watching my every move as if calculating me and waiting for me to slip off, to expose myself willingly

I was suffering, and this time, with no one by my side 

JACK

I avoided her cause I was angry, not at her really, but at the fact that she would never be mine and never say no to her husband no matter what. I was fucked up by the fact that I could not do anything when her husband comes into the picture, I was so fucking fucked up with the fact that I had to listen to Bella moans as he fucked her that night, so I made up my mind and started to avoid her 

To tell my heart that the relationship between me and her would never work out as long as I remind a jealous animal, so I should forget about her, but everytime my eyes mistakenly meets with her, I lose all sense of self and feel like claiming her more and more, but I couldn’t 

I didn’t wanted to be that weak, so I tried to get her off my mind the next day. I drove up to my girlfriend or should I say ex girlfriend cause we hadn’t being in contact for weeks now, house to try to fucking distract myself

When Helen saw me, she was shocked but I wanted no explanation for my act, than to get my aunty off my mind, so that night, I didn’t return home

I stayed at Helen’s place and fucked her, but all I could see as I placed my big rod into her wet little pussy, was Bella’s face, and all the moans I could fucking hear sounded just like Bella’s and that was when I realized just how fucked up I was and just how badly I wanted Bella no matter what, not anyone else 

BELLA 

Jack didn’t come back that night, nor did he give me a call and I almost died of worry, not because I was his aunt, and he was my duty, but because I didn’t know what he might or where he might be, since I was the cause of this distance, even though I really didn’t mean it

That night, I did a vigil by overthinking about everything, about my shitty life and my fate, and it only went worst in the morning time, cause my dear husband decided it was time to leave me again, just when I was considering maybe coming clean to him about my affair with my nephew and seeking his forgiveness 

I told myself at least I might still be able to gain my marriage, and not lose everything like how it was starting to seem like, but instead he decided to fail me and leave again for work like he claimed, but as he dressed up, I scrolled through his contact and found out this so called work was from his mistress after all 

The mistress he had replaced his wife with, so no, I owe him no explanation cause he had started this madness, this unfaithfulness first not me. 

By evening, he left me again to go play lover man for another woman and I felt my life falling apart, not because he was gone, but because I was too alone this time, but I didn’t wanted to suffer anymore, nor did I wanted to sit back and let my own love tale fall apart, so I crossed the line again

I made sure to get myself drunk first so that I can have more courage, before walking up to Jack’s room, and this time it was no accident, I was so determined in winning him over, but fate had other plans for me 

He wasn’t in his room, and it shattered my heart at last, but what could I do now that he had probably made it clear he wanted nothing to do with me anymore

So much for drinking 

I could feel tears blurring my vision as I walked down to the entrance of the house door, to lock it up cause it was already late, but before I could, the one I wanted, walks up and looked at me with this look on his face 

This look that for this few days had been playing with my head  badly. 

“Why are you doing this to me?”

“Why are you making me lose so much control”

My mind scatter but my lips refuse to keep quiet

“Am sorry Jack”

I tell him and watch his lips part. He asks me where I found the courage to say this out loud to him, cause my husband might overhear me, the husband I was so “frightened” of him

It was mockery, but somehow I wasn’t offended 

“He is not home”

I kept my gaze at him as I spoke

“No wonder”

He replies sharply 

“What?”

I questioned him and moved closer, but he moves back immediately and scoffed out

“No wonder you remember I exist again, cause you only need me once he is gone right?”

He was wrong, it wasn’t the fucking case at all

“Jack..”

I tried to speak, to defend myself but he doesn’t want to listen to me anymore. He looked away and tried to pass me, but my burning heart couldn’t that happen, so I held his arm and screamed out 

“I don’t love him, Jack”

I could smell the alcohol from my breath, but it was because of this very one liquor that I had the courage to be able to say what exactly what was on my mind that the normal me would never be able to 

“That night… “

My subconsciousness tries to fight with me, the last dignity I had tried to make me shut up, to make me stop cause this was wrong, this feelings I had for him, but why was something so wrong ended up becoming something so pure to stop 

No… 

I didn’t care anymore, and I knew that if I fucking didn’t say what I had wanted to say this night, maybe my love tale wouod have really ended for good

“That night when he fucked me, all I saw was you Jack, I fucking kept on seeing your face and imagining it as you”

I cried out, my mind scattered and my heart beating hard, I cried out as i turned him around and said it to his fucking face so he fucking knows how much I burn for him, only him and no one else 

And then silence… he didn’t say a word, rather he gave me that longing gaze again that was capable of making time stand still, before pushing my hand away from his shoulders

Hw made me think it was fucking over at last, but then he lifted me up sharply squeezing my buttocks hard under the fabric of my night dress, the coach. 

When he placed me well, he kissed my forehead, before loosening my nightgown effortlessly and then we become animals again and have sex