INICIAR SESIÓNI flopped backward onto the bed, phone wedged between my shoulder and ear, staring up at a ceiling that still felt like it belonged to someone else.
"Okay, but how big is 'big,' exactly," Samantha said, and I could hear the crunch of chips on the other end. "Give me numbers. I need numbers."
"I don't know, Sam, big. Like — my closet is bigger than my old bedroom."
"Shut *up*."
"I'm serious. There's a whole wall just for shoes. Shoes I don't even own yet, apparently, because there were three bags in there when I got here that I didn't buy." I rolled onto my stomach, kicking my feet up behind me. "My mom said it's a 'welcome gift.' I think Richard just told someone to buy a teenage girl things."
"Okay, rich people are unwell," Samantha said. "I need to see this closet. Send pictures. Actually no — send a video. A tour. I want the full experience."
"I'll do you one better, I'll FaceTime you when you visit."
"When am I visiting?"
"Whenever you want, there's like four guest rooms."
"*Four.*" She exhaled like she'd been personally wounded. "Okay. Moving. What else. Tell me everything."
I hesitated, picking at a loose thread on the duvet. I hadn't meant to bring it up. I'd told myself I wasn't going to bring it up.
"There's a stepbrother," I said, like it was nothing.
There was a beat of silence, and then Samantha's voice sharpened with interest. "Okay. And?"
"And nothing. I'm just telling you he exists."
"Lily."
"What?"
"You said that in a voice."
"I didn't say it in a voice."
"You said it in a *voice*, I've known you since third grade, I know your voices. That was the voice you used about Marcus Delgado in tenth grade right before you cried about him for two weeks."
"Okay, first of all, rude." I pressed my palm against my face, grateful she couldn't see how warm it had gotten. "Second of all, it's not like that. He's my *stepbrother.*"
"Uh huh. And?"
"And he's..." I searched for a word that wouldn't give too much away and failed. "Fine. He's fine. Objectively."
"Objectively fine like a normal amount of fine, or objectively fine like you thought about it more than once today."
"I hate you."
"That's not a no."
I groaned and dragged a pillow over my face, muffling myself into it. "He has this whole — I don't know. He doesn't even try. He just walked out of the kitchen with no shirt on like it was nothing, and I nearly forgot how to use my legs."
"Lily Bennett."
"Don't."
"You're falling for your stepbrother."
"I met him *four hours ago,* Samantha, I'm not falling for anyone, I'm just saying he's the kind of good-looking that should be illegal, and I have to live in the same house as it now. Forever. And pretend I'm normal about it."
"This is the plot of a book," Samantha said, delighted. "This is genuinely the plot of a book I would read."
"It's my *life*—"
A knock cut me off. I sat up fast, yanking the pillow off my face like it might somehow give me away, and called out, "Yeah?"
My mother poked her head in, already dressed for the evening in a way that made me suspicious. "Hey, baby. Who are you talking to?"
"Sam. What's up?"
"I'll let you go in a second, I just wanted to tell you — Richard's throwing you a little welcome party tonight. Nothing huge, just some close friends, people from the business."
I blinked. "Tonight? Like — tonight *tonight*?"
"I know it's fast, but he was excited." She stepped further into the room, and there was something in the way she was holding her hands together that told me this conversation had a second half coming. "And I picked something out for you. It's hanging in your closet already — the red one."
"The red one," I repeated slowly.
"You'll look beautiful. I want you to feel beautiful. This is a fresh start, baby, for both of us."
"Mom—"
"I already had it steamed." She smiled the way she always did when the conversation was closed whether I liked it or not, and ducked back out. "Party starts at eight. Don't be late."
I stared at the door for a long moment after it shut, then lifted the phone back to my ear.
"Did I just hear the words *welcome party*," Samantha said.
"Tonight. In four hours. And apparently I'm wearing something my mother picked out, which is never a good sign."
"Send pictures," Samantha said immediately. "I mean it this time."
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By eight, the house had transformed into something I barely recognized — string lights threaded along the terrace, a quartet playing low in one corner, servers weaving between clusters of people in suits and cocktail dresses who all seemed to know each other in ways that made me feel, once again, like the outsider I was.
I stood at the top of the staircase for one extra second, smoothing my palms down the front of the dress, and told myself it was just a party.
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**AIDEN'S POV**
Tony was mid-story, hands cutting through the air like he was closing a deal instead of recounting one, and I was nodding along without really hearing him. Kate stood beside him, scrolling her phone with the particular boredom of someone who'd been dragged somewhere and was making sure everyone knew it.
Then I heard heels on the staircase.
I don't know why I looked. There were forty people on that terrace and half of them were wearing heels. But something made my head turn anyway, and when it did, Lily was halfway down the stairs, one hand trailing along the railing, her mother a step behind her like an afterthought.
The dress was red. I registered that first, distantly, the way you register weather. Then I registered the rest of it — the way it moved when she did, the line of her bare shoulders, the fact that she was looking straight ahead like she was concentrating very hard on not looking at anyone at all.
She reached the bottom step and her eyes found mine, just for a second, before she looked away.
I lifted my glass and didn't drink from it.
"—and that's when he tried to renegotiate," Tony was saying, "after we already shook hands—"
"Mm," I said, watching her cross the terrace, watching the exact moment her heel caught the stone and she covered it with a small laugh directed at no one, watching the way her hair moved against her collarbone.
She was seventeen minutes into being my father's stepdaughter and I already knew this was going to be a problem.
Tony's hand cracked against the back of my head.
"Ow — what—"
"You've got wine on your shirt, genius." He nodded down at the dark bloom spreading across the front of my shirt, where my grip had apparently gone slack without my noticing. Kate looked up from her phone just long enough to raise an eyebrow at me, which was somehow worse than anything she could have said.
"I'm fine," I said, too fast, and set the glass down.
"Never said you weren't." Tony was grinning now, following my line of sight until he found her across the terrace. "Bruhhhh, she's on fire." He let out a low whistle, then glanced sideways at Kate and pulled her in for a quick kiss. "Not as much as my pumpkin, though."
Kate giggled against his mouth, swatting his chest without much conviction. "Smooth."
"I try." Tony looked back at me, eyebrows raised, clearly not done. "You gonna say something or just stand there doing your statue impression?"
I didn't answer. I was already looking for her again.
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**LILY'S POV**
I made it down the stairs without tripping, which felt like a personal victory given how hard my heart was working against my ribs.
I didn't look for Aiden. I want that on record. I looked for my mother, and for a waiter with something other than champagne, and for anything that wasn't the sensation of being watched from across the terrace — and only after all of that did my eyes happen to land on him, wine glass in hand, staring at me like I'd interrupted something.
I looked away first, cheeks burning, and let my mother pull me toward a cluster of her
new friends. But I could still feel it, that stare, like a hand pressed flat against my back.
This party was going to be a very long night.
**LILY'S POV**Samantha's name lit up my phone for the fourth time that morning, and for the fourth time, I let it ring out.I sat on the edge of my bed with my suitcase half-packed around me, staring at the screen until it went dark again, guilt curling low and persistent in my stomach. She'd want details. She'd want the whole story, delivered with her usual gleeful, relentless curiosity, and there was no version of that conversation where I could tell her the truth without saying his name.*I danced with a stranger who turned out to be my stepbrother, then I told him to sleep with me, and now I can't stop thinking about it* was not a text I knew how to send.I typed *call you later, packing for the trip!* instead, added an exclamation point I didn't feel, and hit send before I could think better of it.It wasn't a lie, technically. It just wasn't the truth either.---The drive to Cedar Point took four hours, and I spent every single one of them acutely aware of exactly how much spa
**LILY'S POV**I woke up to grey light coming through an uncurtained window and a headache that felt entirely earned.For a few seconds I didn't remember where I was. Then I felt the weight of an arm draped loosely over my waist, warm and heavy and unmistakably not mine, and everything came back in one nauseating rush.I lay very still, staring at the unfamiliar ceiling, doing the math on exactly how much of last night had actually happened and coming up with an answer my stomach did not appreciate.Aiden was asleep beside me, face slack in a way I'd never seen on him before, all that careful control gone soft and unguarded. In another version of this morning, in another life entirely, I might have found that beautiful. Instead it just made the panic worse, because some small, traitorous part of me did find it beautiful, even now, even with everything it meant.I eased his arm off me an inch at a time, holding my breath every time he stirred, and slid out from under the sheet like I w
**LILY'S POV**Neither of us moved. That was the problem.The lights kept sweeping color across his face — red, blue, violet, red again — and every time they lit him up I felt something in my chest lurch a little harder, like my body hadn't caught up yet to the fact that I should be angry, or embarrassed, or anything other than exactly what I was, which was still leaning slightly toward him like the last thirty seconds hadn't happened at all.My phone buzzed against my hip, and it took me two tries to make my hand cooperate enough to check it.**Samantha:** ran into Jake from my psych class!! leaving with him don't wait up 🙈 text me tmrwI stared at the screen a second too long, the letters swimming slightly, and felt a strange, dangerous kind of freedom open up underneath the panic. No one was waiting for me. No one would notice how long I stayed, or who I stayed with.I looked back up at Aiden, and he was still watching me, jaw tight, like he was bracing for whatever I said next."
Chapter FiveI'd told Tony I'd stay for one drink.That had been an hour ago, and I was still there, leaning against a wall that smelled like spilled beer and somebody's expensive cologne, half-listening to a story about a poker game I didn't care about, when I saw her.Lily.Across a room full of strangers, in a green dress that did something to my brain I wasn't proud of, hair falling loose over one shoulder, laughing at something Samantha said with her head tipped back like she didn't have a single worry in the world. She looked like she belonged in a completely different kind of story than the one I'd been telling myself about her for two weeks. She looked like a goddess who'd wandered into the wrong crowd by mistake.I hated it immediately. Not her — never her. I hated the way every guy within twenty feet turned to track her across the room the second she moved, the way some kid by the kitchen elbowed his friend and nodded in her direction, the way I felt something ugly and posse
# Chapter FourTwo weeks had passed since the party, and I'd turned avoiding Aiden into something close to an art form."Morning," I'd say, already moving past the kitchen doorway before he could answer, my eyes fixed somewhere over his shoulder like the fridge behind him had suddenly become fascinating."Goodnight," I'd call down the hallway, not slowing my pace enough to catch whatever he said back.It wasn't that I hated him. It was that every time I let myself actually look at him, I saw the exact shape of his back in that lamplight, and my whole chest did something humiliating and involuntary, and I refused — absolutely refused — to let it happen in front of him.So I got good at the sideways glance instead. A flick of my eyes toward him while he was reading something on his phone at breakfast, gone before he could catch it. A look at his hands while he loaded the dishwasher, because apparently even that was something I found worth cataloguing now. I told myself it was just curio
Richard tapped a fork against his champagne glass, and the sound cut through the chatter like a small, polite alarm. Conversations trailed off, heads turning toward him, and I felt my mother's hand find mine and squeeze."If I could have everyone's attention for just a moment," Richard said, raising his glass, his easy smile settling into something more solemn. "I promise I'll keep you from your wine only briefly."A ripple of laughter moved through the terrace. I stood beside my mother, doing my best impression of someone who wasn't wishing the ground would open beneath her."Most of you know that three weeks ago, I married the most extraordinary woman I've ever met." He looked at my mother like she was the only person standing there, and I watched her cheeks go pink. "What some of you don't know is that Sarah came with a bonus I didn't deserve and definitely didn't earn."He turned to me."This is Lily. My daughter, as of three weeks ago, though I like to think she's been mine a lit







