"Roseanna" the familiar voice that rang at the elevator door, made my heart pound, the unfamiliarly familiar voice, after for years, I am listening back. There is a thing about some that are heard in a moment of worries brings relives down your chest and some that shakes your world, by bringing in some fear. And hers was the same voice that makes me fear. That makes me jump in my space. I turned to look at the person as my eyes left widen and my head filled with discomfort. Her sight alone was annoying forget her acts.
But I no longer am the old Roseanna she knows me as, I am nit the wife of a powerful business man.
"Shanon? " I said as I could believe my eyes. What an I seeing? What the hell is she doing here? Why would she come here? And that too when Vellore went out to bring his girlfriend? Am I having weird thoughts or the situation right now is?
"I didn't knew you were married here and with. " she said as she l
ROSEANNA"Just please leave!" I begged him, again when he didn't flinched at the first one is just kept standing there his eyes at me, he looking at me strangely, "OS you know how much I love you?" He asked me, suddenly, his love confession out of blue, making me feel something tickling in my heart, "You always see the worst in me Roseanna, you always see the parts that you should ignore, the parts that are about us. About you and me. But no. You see everything around everyone told you accept me. What I say? What is my point of view? What my words are? That never matters to you. You love me one minute, and just when someone shows up shitting about something. You forget all about us, and just faithfully believe in something, that many times isn't even true. Things that are not reality. And that makes me go mad, go crazy seeing you believe in everything accept for me. I feel broken and shattered. A relationship works out by trust and that is the most crucial thing.
CHAPTER 56. Back to me.ROSEANNA.I saw the door opening from where I was sitting my eyes shock at looking at him back. I stood up and looked at his face, "What's wrong?" I asked him. His eyes resting at me. He gulped down a lump in his neck, and his wierd eyes resting on me. Making my heart sank. What's going? What the hell is wrong? I wonder go myself, when he yelled loudly, for the head servant. She coming running towards him. "Sir, you are back?" She asked when, he not for once take his eyes off me."Show me," He said, I was confused who was he talking to? But he loudly screamed again, "I said, give me!" He loudly screamed, the head servant extending something familiar towards him.The test strip? She saw it in the bin! I should have been more careful. I didn't wanted him to know about it like this. Oh my god! His eyes ran over to the strip. And then stopped at it. Not moving once. While I started to believes from his rage when
HAPTER 57. Need and want.I turned finding his face, really satisfied by the reply of doctor. He was not happy. His face wasn't revealing that he was happy, or maybe he wasn't. Was he really just satisfied? Did he just mean this for getting the inheritance. Well what am I expecting at all. He told me the truth that this is just about the inheritance you are the stupid one to grow any kind if family thing feelings with him.I scolded myself, but I know the truth, the doctor was shock at his reaction, "Okay. Thank you doctor," He said, and watched the screen, with the bean like thing on the screen, strangely, something was hardening in my chest, I did grow something in my heart along with my belly, maybe a strange connection with each other. And it was weirdly felt alot great. I love this thing, as if I really am connected to the living thing inside now."Thank you." He said to her again. And just got out at front. Leaving me alone, the doctor was real
I didn't understand the look the doctor gave me, keeping her glasses down, enter wining ehr hands together she looked both me and then Kashton. She sighed, and extended her hand. "Mr and Mrs, Raven, were you expecting a kid?" She asked me, making me kind of worried, it's the same question the nurse asked me. "No actually," I replied when Kashton wasn't speaking at all. "Why?" I asked th doctor. The silent treatment is killing me why can't she come to the conclusion? God! Please! Don't let be something bad? "Mr. Kashton how much do you think this child is important to you and your wife?" She asked us, making me and him feel uneasy now. What's with that look? What doest she means? What is she thinking? I wondered, "Its the life decision for me and Ruby. If it's there, our relationship will be there," His answer astounded me more then the weird look the doctor was passing us. My eyes immediately running towards him. That means if there was no kid he would have just? I won
ROSEANNAI was told to come down to attend the party people and everyone from the family by the servant. But I didn't wanted to go down, the special make up artist who came an hour ago. Did my makeup, and asked me to go down. "Everyone is down?" I asked the servant, "Yes, they are waiting for you," She told me. Gathering up my courage to pretend to be pregnant with everyone. So that he can have inheritance.But before I could leave alone, he himself walked inside the room, "Are you ready?" He asked me, entering, and looking at me from up to down, "Good!" He said and he looked at the artists, asking them to leave from his eyes and gestured. They did started to left. What does he want to do now? What is up to? "What are you doing?" I asked him like the way I was thinking. He closing the door made a lock. I am not scared the hall is packed with people he can't do anything with me.He coming towards me, and took my hand, I wanted to shove it away,
ROSEANNA"Your gift?" I asked him nit believing that I had everything right in front of me, and yet, I..."I gave you chance, to run away from Me, Rose, you chose to stay," His words, made me despise him more."Are you kidding me? You are trying to make me feel bad for myself? When I clearly had no hands in things? Smart! Gotta say!" I nodded, and stood, starting to pace the whole room. "Wow!" I kept saying in betweens. Sincerely wow!"You have crossed all your limits of jerkiness! Literally!" I complimented him, his eyes just deadly placed upon me. While I felt frustrated. "Wait! There was time when I had both gifts in my hand? Then?" I queried him something that was not common. Is he fooling me? That makes more sense, well, "The night you just slept, I changed it," His words made me, feel more disgusted and pathetic for him."Wow!" I laughed, and just sat back down on bed, "Now if your angry sessions are over? Hear me, the p
I was sitting in the room, my legs hugged near my chest, but I wasn't crying, I guess all this year's of experience had me little strong.. I was just rather sitting and wishing that I hope he is fine, no matter how bad and worse he is, I don't wish to see him dead. He should live for god sake! I wondered to myself. Holding my mind together, trying to imagine the good thoughts, which were just never ready to come up in my head. I was tired of thinking about hearing his death news.I hear daome clattering near the door, my head up, when I saw the light shadowing inside the dark and dirt filled room, revealing the more dirt under the yellow sun light that made its way in the room, I saw face of my Shanon, "Hey! Hungry?" She asked, me, o can tell form outside light that it was another day now. I have been here for a whole night already just sitting and thinking about a man. Weird, because I never want to thought about him, and yet here I am."No!" I said
62.Six months later ~ROSEANNAI have experienced many things in my life by the time I am just this young. I have been through the toughest time in the last six months. I have faced the biggest troubled life, ever by anyone. I have been through bad, I have been through worst. Loosing someone I hadn't yet met, always felt like already a death sentence to me. I haven't seen that little thing that grew inside me, months ago. Yet I was never able to come out if that loss.Sitting on the window of the same house I left years ago, and thought I escaped? I was back here. I tried to runaway in my head many times, but the thought of someone getting hurt for my recklessness. I just can't be selfish. It's not like all the other times, Ace haven't been hitting me for a while now. The last time alot back, maybe three or four months ago, I don't even remember the reason. But that's when I was hit last. So I was leaving fine enough. Just caged. Not allowed to leave eve