I didn't understand the look the doctor gave me, keeping her glasses down, enter wining ehr hands together she looked both me and then Kashton. She sighed, and extended her hand. "Mr and Mrs, Raven, were you expecting a kid?" She asked me, making me kind of worried, it's the same question the nurse asked me. "No actually," I replied when Kashton wasn't speaking at all. "Why?" I asked th doctor. The silent treatment is killing me why can't she come to the conclusion? God! Please! Don't let be something bad?
"Mr. Kashton how much do you think this child is important to you and your wife?" She asked us, making me and him feel uneasy now. What's with that look? What doest she means? What is she thinking? I wondered, "Its the life decision for me and Ruby. If it's there, our relationship will be there," His answer astounded me more then the weird look the doctor was passing us. My eyes immediately running towards him. That means if there was no kid he would have just? I won
ROSEANNAI was told to come down to attend the party people and everyone from the family by the servant. But I didn't wanted to go down, the special make up artist who came an hour ago. Did my makeup, and asked me to go down. "Everyone is down?" I asked the servant, "Yes, they are waiting for you," She told me. Gathering up my courage to pretend to be pregnant with everyone. So that he can have inheritance.But before I could leave alone, he himself walked inside the room, "Are you ready?" He asked me, entering, and looking at me from up to down, "Good!" He said and he looked at the artists, asking them to leave from his eyes and gestured. They did started to left. What does he want to do now? What is up to? "What are you doing?" I asked him like the way I was thinking. He closing the door made a lock. I am not scared the hall is packed with people he can't do anything with me.He coming towards me, and took my hand, I wanted to shove it away,
ROSEANNA"Your gift?" I asked him nit believing that I had everything right in front of me, and yet, I..."I gave you chance, to run away from Me, Rose, you chose to stay," His words, made me despise him more."Are you kidding me? You are trying to make me feel bad for myself? When I clearly had no hands in things? Smart! Gotta say!" I nodded, and stood, starting to pace the whole room. "Wow!" I kept saying in betweens. Sincerely wow!"You have crossed all your limits of jerkiness! Literally!" I complimented him, his eyes just deadly placed upon me. While I felt frustrated. "Wait! There was time when I had both gifts in my hand? Then?" I queried him something that was not common. Is he fooling me? That makes more sense, well, "The night you just slept, I changed it," His words made me, feel more disgusted and pathetic for him."Wow!" I laughed, and just sat back down on bed, "Now if your angry sessions are over? Hear me, the p
I was sitting in the room, my legs hugged near my chest, but I wasn't crying, I guess all this year's of experience had me little strong.. I was just rather sitting and wishing that I hope he is fine, no matter how bad and worse he is, I don't wish to see him dead. He should live for god sake! I wondered to myself. Holding my mind together, trying to imagine the good thoughts, which were just never ready to come up in my head. I was tired of thinking about hearing his death news.I hear daome clattering near the door, my head up, when I saw the light shadowing inside the dark and dirt filled room, revealing the more dirt under the yellow sun light that made its way in the room, I saw face of my Shanon, "Hey! Hungry?" She asked, me, o can tell form outside light that it was another day now. I have been here for a whole night already just sitting and thinking about a man. Weird, because I never want to thought about him, and yet here I am."No!" I said
62.Six months later ~ROSEANNAI have experienced many things in my life by the time I am just this young. I have been through the toughest time in the last six months. I have faced the biggest troubled life, ever by anyone. I have been through bad, I have been through worst. Loosing someone I hadn't yet met, always felt like already a death sentence to me. I haven't seen that little thing that grew inside me, months ago. Yet I was never able to come out if that loss.Sitting on the window of the same house I left years ago, and thought I escaped? I was back here. I tried to runaway in my head many times, but the thought of someone getting hurt for my recklessness. I just can't be selfish. It's not like all the other times, Ace haven't been hitting me for a while now. The last time alot back, maybe three or four months ago, I don't even remember the reason. But that's when I was hit last. So I was leaving fine enough. Just caged. Not allowed to leave eve
ROSEANNABenjamin made me sit in the car. "Why do you think you are registered dead like this? How can someone do that?" the queries began, but what am I suppose to reply when even I am unaware that why I am registered dead? When I am alive and fine! I mean what could be the reason for him to register me dead like this? What did he wanted?Why he wanted my name changed was already always a mystery. And now, I am registered dead? How can this be? And why?I kept thinking. "Rosanna!" I heard someone calling my name, my head up in the air, "Whats wrong? You have been zoned out for a while now?" He again asked me, taking my hand in his clutching it tightly, "Don't worry! I will register the new changes and make the Amends," He assured me my hand in his. But I just don't care, not that I will stay or anything I will find reasons or maybe a way out and run away. I have better things to do in life then being someone's wife!I didn't reali
ROSEANNEWalking around on the rooftop if the house iw as looking beneath me, thinking about all the things happened to me lately, I thought about the facts and lies he have gold me so far, thinking, that oh so thats why he said that, oh that's why he Didi that. Why he didn't wanted me to come california because I will be witnessed alive. Why he didn't wanted aunt Shelly to be here? Because she will hear it and tell me everything.That how he was planning behind me, why he was nice? Why he was all good to me! And just hide from me, thinking that yeah, this is what the gift box must have inside it, that yeah, that this why Noah was so sure I will not marry him, once I get aware of it. All the longs miseries, the little acts that use to bother me, things that Vellore told me usually, and the way he punched him. The way, Vellore and he passed each other look at the rooftop. All was clear and in front if my eyes.I was listening his words all
ROSEANNAThe one you think is the culprit isn't the one. Don't he and act according to what you hear, the world is a big place, and there are more people in the story!" He again started to make some clarification for his so called boss, but I ain't naive anymore."Stop toying with me!" I twisted his wrist, and pushed him closer to the floor. His forehead down on ground. "I know well, you and you people's deal," I told him, he laughing."Come on! Roseanne! You are trying to fool us. And yet you are believing in what others are telling you?" He laughs, who is he referring others too, "Who others?" I asked him, "You have your beads planted inside the house, I got it, who you are referring to others? That uncle? He have worked with my brother and my late father for years. Even he is more trustable then you!" I mumbled, when he kept laughing."Whatever! Roseanna! Don't trust me. I don't demand that from you. But hear me closely when I say
Roseanna."He is there too?" I asked, frowning at him when he just nodded. Kashton is there too, so I will see him there! "I wondered to myself while Benjamin took a step closer to me," I know you must be regressed by new thoughts. "He askijg me of course worried about his problems from his side.Don't worry! Benjamin! I am not going to forgive that guy for any any cost and reason. I am no more in love with anymore." I assured him, he looking down and nodding. "Well, if you say that I trust you with no doubts."We started to leave for good to take the flight. As I followed him to sit in the car. He sitting right beside me, taking my hands in his and assuring me with power.I don't know what's it about Benjamin but he kind of is like a safe space. I am not attracted or anything with him, but just his casually having around me doesn't look like a problem, I am calm this are cool. This aren't complicated I am rather first time j