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"I'm ready? Then! Bring it on." I said and laughed, as I took the ball and started thumping in down on the ground. Walking back, while I kept it on going. "You are not?" He asked when I just shrugged. "I don't know!" I said and started to run to have my turn of victory. But he came up and took it from my hand. Already."You see? I'm not a losser either! I don't fall back on some sexy legs," He said, as his heavy breath said something else."Sure, it does." I said and the distraction did really got him. As I got the hold back of the balls. And I started to run away. He following me close. He caught me by my waist as he tried to take the balls away from me."This is wekng! This is cheating. And I don't want go play with you." I cried but he looked the other way. "Ahh! Or maybe you already loose?" He asked me frowning at me. "Umm! Me! And loose? From a looser like you! I'm not that stupid!" I said as I picked the ball back from his hand and starteROSEANNA "Nothing new that you are telling me but I thought you wanted to change and bring change that you want things and yourself to be different then everything right?" I asked frowning at him. He looking down. "What? " I asked him confused more on his silence. Not even took him a day to change his mind from changing to coming back being a jerk. Well, if doesn't astound me that much. This much? I assumed already. "And yes! I do believe that all your sweet talks are just for getting under pants. But yet! I didn't bring it up. I didn't say or acted any indifferent to you. I guess. That's a sign. That if I am staying quite you should try to change my opinion. I am giving you change. You need to take it. Or maybe you have just come up to get used to the fact that I am not ever going to be yours? And have already lost in yourself? "I asked him again. He just turning in a silent statue. As he looked at the other side. And come back this time directly in my eyes.
ROSEANNA "What do you wanna say? " I asked him as he raised his eyes at me. And I waited for him to reply back to me. When he just halted for a moment. And didn't say or do anything. He just sat there. I am just so curious and sad on what he was going to say next? And that what was in his head actually going on. I just patiently waited for his reply to me. And I just sat there silently. Why did this long pause? What he wanted to say? And what is he planning on saying? I was just there. Is he going to confess that something that I believe is true and he insists isn't. Going to come up? Is somethiny scary will be the truth and reality. I didn't realise this earlier but now I don't want him to be culprit if anything bad and wrong. I don't want him to be at fault for anything anymore. I just feel like shattering all over again if he will say that he married me in order for my inheritance. Since he wasn't going to get one. He looked up at
ROSEANNA He was frustrated as he left me alone. And just walked out, he can't take it. I speaking up, must have hurt his nerves after all having me udner fist was the speciality of this guy. Seeing me out of his den, he is nothing more then helpless. But why is he even here? Its not like that he is any better and would change in a nice guy over night. Why does he even cares? If I am dying in the hospital? For coming here in a phone call?I kept wondering to myself as I sat back on the bed. Where is Kashton? Why isn't he here? And most importantly what was he going to say to me? Before I fell down unconscious? Why was he apologising to badly and too much? Why was he crying? What did he do so bad? I was poisoned. That - does that means? No! I am thinking to far. He is a jerk and surely will do anything in the world but he won't poison me? Right? What would he even get from killing me dead? Though if he isn'
ROSEANNA I just kept wondering to myself when then aunt shelly stood up and looked at me. "Please forgive me angel!" She said as Lia and Rick walked towards me, "I am sorry that even after knew everything I was acting like a bitch and never told it to you." She cried too. When I didn't even know that do they deserve my forgive Ness? That are they even worth any thing? I just sat back in my place instead if doing or acting out anything. Honestly I was just very stupid and idiot that things happened around me. And I had no idea. People closest to me were biggest perpetrator and I was just a nonsense person. I just sat there wondering how big of a joke I must be. How much they have laughed when they heard me. How much they have enjoyed there time of life when when they played with my heart and head. I just chuckled inside. As Rick came to hug me. What is he? A weapon? A weapon you all used to make me do things as per there accords?
ROSEANNA I was alone and left with many questions, with answers that were all assumptions with little hint if reality and truth. And I didn't like how things are going. I hate being like this, struggling like this. I wanted and awaited better and more. And being miserable like this is just so much bad. And hurts me alot. Why? Why can't my life just be a little more better then what I am living like? I want to die. Living has made me so sick that all I care about is being dead. How peaceful it will be lying in the coffin all alone and eyes closed? No worries? No questions and no expectations to be dissappointed at? It will be the real peace. I wonder sometimes. What my life would have been if that day, the house hadn't burned down? And mom and dad didn't ended up the way they ended up? What if, mom was still alive. Or mom was not mistress of my father. And I was equal and living like a normal girl?What if dad had supported me, and be by my side from th
ROSEANNA"The person who poisoned you was Noah . Kashton 's Brother . Because he was scared. Scared as a little dog. Because you are richer than the entire Raven Empire owns. You have the money enough that even if you eat on money three times a day and throw it away everytime. You will still have left after death. " His words confused me. And I didn't know what to hear and what to reply what to trust on and what to not. I didn't wanted to trust him. For anything, but now what he was saying. I feel the picture have twisted and I am going to see the back side which I never really saw. And I am getting weird thoughts on this here.. "What does that means?" I asked him over confusion. He smiling at me. "See, at the end if day, it's me by your side telling you the truth and realty of everything." He told me, while I got itky annoyed. "Please! Vellore. Don't lure your forgiveness in this. You ain't getting any." I told him he nodding. "I know, a
ROSEANNA I heard the whole thing he told me starting to clear things in front of my eyes while I felt like shattering on the ground right now. All the whole I always thought what more worst can happen to me then what already have been with me for all this years. But I didn't see this coming that I had the whole story yet to know to be aware that the world can be cruelest then what I have imagined. And this is the worst. I wonder only one thing is this all. What was my mistake? What did I do so wrong? That things turned out to be like this? What fault did I make in my previous life or my childhood for karma, fate? Destiny to be kicking me on my face like this. What did I do so wrong! I wanted to yell out loud but I hold back on myself and just stayed back sitting down on my bed. While I looked at the floor. This was the least I could managed to do to save my face. I just closed my eyes. And hide my face in my palms because I didn't kn
ROSEANNAIt became morning while I was still crying on the floor. Thinking about all the things I have been through in life and faced for no clear explanation. I was just miserable for all the worst reasons. Because all I did wrong as trusting on people. I was sitting down when I heard moments outside the door again. I standing up I walked towards the door trying to read what was muttering inside and what was going on when I actually heard people talking. It was the burs's voice. And then some other voice. Who will come so early in the morning to meet me? And why would they? I wondered to myself. As I leaned on the wall once again trying to listen to them. "Is she okay?" I heard a guy asked when the nurse gave him all the details on my pulses and my mental states through the numbers. And then he asked her another question after a while, "What did others are doing? Are they in motion?" He asked her, when she nodded. "Yes, the second photo you showed me,