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BUT SIENNA WAS WAITING, AND I WAS SO TIRED OF FIGHTING HER

Penulis: Ray Nhedicta
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2025-10-22 00:08:02

Chapter 12

AURELIA

Tuesday morning, I didn't go to class.

I couldn't face it. The thought of walking across campus, of being seen, of existing in a space where he might be breathing the same air, it was too much. So I didn't go.

Instead, I stayed in bed.

The sheets were still tangled from Monday night. I could smell myself on them, stale and sour.

When had I last showered? Monday morning? That felt like a lifetime ago. That felt like when I was still a person who mattered.

My phone buzzed. Onc
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    Chapter 60DreyvenThe elevator ride up felt like ascending into hell.My brothers were waiting in the private lobby of the North Wing, the one place on campus no one else could access. The moment the doors opened, three identical pairs of grey eyes locked onto me. The air thickened instantly.Dreyden was the first to speak, arms crossed, jaw tight. “Where the fuck have you been?”I didn’t answer right away. I walked past them toward the common area, needing space to breathe. They followed.Drayton’s voice was quieter but no less intense. “We’ve been calling and texting for hours, Ven. You went silent. After everything that’s happening with Victoria and Julian, you just… disappeared?”I dropped onto the couch and dragged both hands down my face. My body still smelled like her. Like sex and trust and the breakfast we’d shared in bed. I could still taste her on my tongue.“I was with her,” I said finally.Silence.Then Dreylen stepped forward, eyes narrowed. “You were with Aurelia? All n

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    Chapter 59DreyvenAll the blood drained from my face.The words had slipped out before I could stop them and now they hung between us.Aurelia sat up straighter against the pillows, the sheet pooling around her waist. Her green eyes sharpened with curiosity. “You have other brothers?” she repeated, tilting her head. “You’ve never mentioned them before. How many?” I swallowed hard. My mind was still foggy from the night we’d shared, from the way she’d looked at me when she came apart in my arms. I hadn’t planned to say anything. The sentence had just fallen out in the comfortable morning haze.“Four of us total,” I said, keeping my voice steady. “I’m the youngest, the last child.” It wasn’t the full truth, but it wasn’t a complete lie either. We were four. Aurelia’s eyebrows rose. “Four brothers? That’s a big family. Are you close?”“Too close sometimes,” I said. I reached for her hand and laced our fingers together, needing the anchor. “We’re… complicated. Same parents, same pres

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